Trance-script #6

Here’s the trance-script of my session this month with Mistress Lola. Mistress Lola’s words are in italics, mine are in bold face, and my editorial comments are in this sans serif face. Words or phrases that are underlined represent “trigger phrases”. Phrases in brackets ([…]) are “actions” that Mistress Lola indicates. (You’ll see why they’re important a bit later.) As usual, we began the session with a chat about our current activities…but this time, that chat resulted in a very exciting first trance experience.

Hello Sissified Sweetheart

Hello Mistress...thank you for making time for me

I'm sorry I've been rather sporadic in contacting you this week
Truth be told, I've had a lot on

I understand, we all have active lives outside our "hobby"...I'm opening in a play this evening

Fantastic! I do hope you do well
What is the play?

It's an adaptation of Tom Sawyer

Do you play Becky? 

I only wish! I'm playing the sheriff....and I get to sing one of the musical interludes!

How fantastic!
Hmmm…What's say we make that the basis for our first little session then?

All right

Good girl

I'm always a good girl for Mistress

Do you see the image?

Yes, Mistress...it's lovely

Yes, it's very
Nice
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nice
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And once again, the repetition of that single word sent me into trance….easily and deeply….

Nice
and deep
 and obedient
 So docile
 So compliant
 Ready to serve and obey
 Aren't you?

nice...yes, ready...

 Good girl
 Do you see that pretty dress?

Yes, Mistress...

 When I wake you
 You will no longer be simple Dani
 You will be a Southern Belle
 You will be dressed as a Belle
 Dressed in that pretty purple dress
 You will act like a Belle
 All sweet, charming and innocent
 You will sound like a Belle
 Talking and typing in that darling accent
 Peppering your speech with Southernisms
 Like 'lil ol me'
 and 'ah do declare'
 You will be the stereotypical Southern Belle
 Becky the Southern Belle
 Do you understand?

Yes, Mistress--Becky the Southern Belle...

Good girl, Becky
Wake up and be Becky in 3
2
1
Hello Becky

Why, Ma'am, ah do declare ah have never felt so beautiful!

[Mistress Lola smiles]
That dress was simply made for you

Thank you, Ma'am, it certainly fits lil ol me to a tee!

Ah especially like this darlin' hat

Good girl

Where are you from, Becky?

Ah'm from Missouri, Ma'am

How charming
I simply must pay you a visit there

Y'all would like it...it's so pleasant along the Mississippi

How do you spend your days?

Why, I just naturally spend time makin' myself beautiful...lacin' myself in my corset...
And goin' to the beauty parlor to have my hair done just right

Sounds divine
Stand up and twirl for me

Oh, that's heavenly, feelin' my petticoats and my skirt rustle around me

Skirts like that were made for twirling
And sashaying
Try shimmying it

Oh, yes, Ma'am...I can feel my little behind just swaying...

Such a pretty behind as well
[Mistress Lola gives it a spank]

Oh! How naughty of you, Ma'am!

Just the way you like it

Yes, Ma'am...am I bein' a little naughty, showin' so much of my decolletage?

Yes dear, but it's ok
It's just us girls

Well, if y'all think it's all right

I do
You can trust me
And since it's just us girls here
You can tell me some gossip

Oh, of course...

Like which lucky gal has the pleasure of taking you strolling on the promenade

Well, Ma'am, Ah do have one special gal ah like to spend time with

Who is the lucky lady?

Her name is Suzie...

In the session, I used my wife’s real name…as I always do on line, I have changed that, for privacy reasons.

And what do you and Suzie get up to?

Oh, Ma'am! We are proper Southern ladies, after all...

You know you can't resist my words

No, Ma'am...

You must tell me

Well, we usually start with some kissin' and huggin'...and then ah let her hands stray under my skirts

 How naughty
 Becoming Dani again in 3
 2
 1

Ohhh, that was quite different, Mistress...and fun!

My specialties
Squirt, Sissy, Squirt!

Oh! My sissy-cock is quite hard now! And leaking

Silly Sissy

Yes, Mistress, I suppose I am very silly

But I adore you for it

Thank you, Mistress

[Mistress Lola kisses]

I love your kisses...

Yes
[Mistress Lola kisses]
 It seems every kiss I give you
 [Mistress Lola kisses]
 Just puts you that little bit more under my spell
 [Mistress Lola kisses]
 Doesn't it?

Yes, Mistress...I am deep in your spell

 And with each kiss
[Mistress Lola kisses]
 It becomes harder
 and harder
 to think full
[Mistress Lola kisses]
 important
[Mistress Lola kisses]
 thought
[Mistress Lola kisses]
 Isn't that right?

Yes, Mistress..I am becoming quite empty-headed
 I just await your thoughts and ideas

 [Mistress Lola kisses]
 Good girl
 [Mistress Lola kisses]
 Harder to think
 [Mistress Lola kisses]
 Harder to type
 [Mistress Lola kisses]
 Harder to do anything
 [Mistress Lola kisses]
 But just go blank
 [Mistress Lola kisses]
 and deep
 [Mistress Lola kisses]
 And await my kisses
 [Mistress Lola kisses]

 blank...deep...kisses

 [Mistress Lola kisses]
 Good girl
 [Mistress Lola kisses]
 Until all that you can do
 [Mistress Lola kisses]
 Is respond to the kisses
 [Mistress Lola kisses]
 The only feeling you have
 in a numb body
 devoid of thought
 devoid of will
 just blank
 empty
 waiting for the thrill of my kisses
 [Mistress Lola kisses]
 Like an electric shock of love to your system
 [Mistress Lola kisses]
 You feel nothing no
 Your world is devoid of feeling anything
 No thoughts
 No emotions
 No will
 Until
 [Mistress Lola kisses]
 That electrifying sensation

 oooooo

 I could really feel my mind sort of emptying out, with no conscious thoughts. Everything was reaction to Mistress Lola’s words. It wasn’t the same as going into trance with the “nice” induction, but it was a definite shift in my psyche.

Better than any orgasm
 The power of my kisses
 [Mistress Lola kisses]
 Without them
 There is nothing
 An empty void
 Until
 [Mistress Lola kisses]
 That spark
 That powerful sensation
 jumpstarting your body
 Powering your brains
 until it
 slowly
 drains away
 as you await
 my next kiss
[Mistress Lola kisses]
 The spark
 the sensation
 the ecstacy
 You love it
 Your Mistress' kisses bring you life
 joy
 pleasure
 in an otherwise empty world
[Mistress Lola kisses]
 Without them
 a lifeless limp toy
 A puppet with no strings
[Mistress Lola kisses]
 The pleasure the rush the power the thrill
 And now
 this next kiss
 will bring you back to life
 back to normal
 back to yourself
[Mistress Lola kisses]

Oh! Mistress! I feel so fuzzy....
sort of light-headed

Good girl
[Mistress Lola kisses]

And there's a twitch of arousal

The power of my lips

Yes, very powerful...

And did you notice
I didn't have to use the word?

Word?
You mean
nice?

Yes dear

 nice
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And I dropped into trance again, realizing this was different from the “blank” her kiss trigger had created. In trance, I am almost super-aware of Mistress’s words; it is like they are broadcast directly to my subconscious….

 Nice
 and deep
 and obedient
 This time
 When I wake you
 You will no longer be Dani the sissy
 You will be Vera Demanden
 You will be here to give me advice on how to train Dani
 On how to treat the sissy
 As you wake up as Vera Demanden
 in 1
 2
 3
Hello Vera, thank you for seeing me 

Lola! How wonderful to meet you again!

[Mistress Lola hugs]
It's been far too long, dear

Yes...how can I help you?

Well it's about Dani, Vera
I like to think I've got him nice and trained, but there's always more a girl can do
So what would you do with my Dani sissy, if he was under your care?

Of course...well, have you taken him shopping? Starting with him in male mode
and increasing his feminine appearance throughout the trip? 

Of course, what a good idea! 

You could have him end up as a complete girl...or as an obvious sissy! He does enjoy humiliation!

He's so suited to it

Yes, he is...I suspect he might even enjoy some mild bondage...

 
I'm sure you could teach him the ropes, Vera

Think of him following you around in a collar and leash, his hands bound behind his back

An excellent idea
I think I shall implement it

When Vera says goodbye
And Dani comes back home
in 3
2
1

Oh....I was quite revealing, wasn't I?

You were, 'Vera'
Always nice to see who's lurking in someone's mind

I actually have a dominant persona I play in an online environment

 Really? Perhaps I'll have to bring her out next time
 But for now
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 Nice
 and deep
 ready to listen
 and obey
 When I count to 3
 You will feel
 a collar around your neck
 Tightly snug on your neck
 And on this collar
 will be a leash
 When I give the order
 You will feel the leash
 tugging at that collar
 leading you around the room
 Tugging
 pulling
 making you move

 
collar...leash...tug...

Your hands will be at your back
 Bound together
 You will feel the ropes around your wrist
 Binding them
 Imposible to release them
 Until I say so

hands bound...

 And this will happen
 As you wake up in 1
 2
 3
 There now, Dani
 I have you just where I want you
 Now then, who's ready to go
 Walkies?
 [Mistress Lola tugs your collar]
 Let's go
 All the way around the room
 My little pet
 My little sissy pet
 Helpless to resist
 as we go all the way around the room
 And once more
 tugging at your collar
 Round we go, little sissy
 And now
 Feel your wrists being loosened
 the bonds coming off
And the collar removed
Welcome back

I didn’t  actually get up and walk around the room…this was a sort of “out of body” experience, feeling myself being tugged and pulled, my hands helpless behind my back.

That was very arousing, Mistress...we should do it again sometime, longer in a trance adventure?

 I have a better idea
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 Tonight
 When you go to sleep
 You will dream of being lead around by me
 Dream of being bound
 at the wrists
 behind your back
 Dream of being collared
 and leashed
 Dream of being made to walk through the city
 Dream of me as I lead you
 Dream of being seen
 Stared
 Laughed
 As you become my sissy pet
 On my leash
 And you will dream this tonight as you sleep
 Wake up in 1
 2
 3
 There

Oh, Mistress...I will fall asleep knowing I am in your power

And wake up feeling ever so aroused and submissive

Yes, aroused, submissive, obedient

Just as a good girl should

And I did…the image she gave me came back to me as I lay in bed that night, waiting for sleep…and I relaxed, feeling the mild bondage overtake me. I was in her power, and woke up with my sissy-cock hard and feeling a great submissive love for my Mistress.

At this point we did two things I am not including here—Mistress helped me with my coming stage appearance, using her hypnotic skills to boost my confidence. And we tried something new—making a video of my reactions to my triggers. Unfortunately, the video was far from successful and we mutually decided not to present it here.

Thank you...have you saved our "trance-cript"?

I certainly have, Sissified Sweetheart
The time seems to have flown by

And there's a twitch of arousal again! Yes, it seemed too short...

Squirt, Sissy, Squirt!

Oooh! So hard and aroused

Who does it belong to?

My sissy-cock is yours, Mistress
All of me is yours

That's what I wanted to hear
Oh, and how are you dressed?

I am in a bra, ruffled panties, little girl socks and my red patent "come fuck me" pumps
And bright red lipstick

Gorgeous
[Mistress Lola kisses]

You'll have me going blank again !

Maybe I want you that way

However you want me, Mistress....

Good girl

Always...obedience is pleasure

[Mistress Lola kisses]

I didn’t go blank, but I felt a real frisson of submission and mild trance as I logged off.