Sunday, October 15, 2017

Inspired by Lola: Tammy's Trance

Tommy sat at his computer...but he didn't look much like a "Tommy". His face was fully made-up: foundation, blush, eyeshadow, mascara, red lipstick. Beneath his floral t-shirt and denim miniskirt, he wore a well-padded 36C bra, pink panties, and thigh-high stockings. His feet were shod in black patent pumps with four-inch heels.

He was logged onto a chat room. He typed:

Mistress, what have you done to me?

Why do you even ask, Tammy...when you know that obedience is pleasure?

Tommy felt his cock enlarge and twitch in his panties at those words.

Yee, Mistress, obedience is pleasure; pleasure is arousal; obedience is arousal.

Good girl. You're such a sweet sissified submissive.

And again, Tommy's cock reacted to his mistress's typed words.

How did this happen, Mistress? All I did was find this chat room and begin communicating with you a month ago.

You asked for it, remember, dear? You said you wanted to experience true femininity, true submission. I told you I could give you that, if you surrendered your will to me in hypnosis.

But I didn't believe it was possible. You can't hypnotize someone with just words on a screen....

I did, though, didn't I? You barely remember your first trance now...but that is when I began your transformation into a pretty sissified submissive.

And Tommy's cock grew once more, and his need for climax became urgent.

Please, Mistress, may I spurt?

Not yet,'s nice to sleep...nice, nice, nice...

Nice, nice, nice, nice...

And Tommy murmured the word aloud as he typed, until finally the spell took hold and he fell again into trance.

Welcome back to trance, Tammy. It's time for further instructions....
From now on, whenever I say or type cock rock hard, your little thing will become fully erect and you will have an urgent need to spurt.
But you will be unable to do so until I say or type spurt-spasm, at which time--without touching your little thing--you will have an immediate powerful climax.

Do you understand?

Yes, nice, cock rock hard...spurt-spasm...

Good girl! You will awake in 1--2--3!

Tommy awoke from trance, vaguely aware that time had passed and something in him had changed once more.

Well, Tammy, is your cock rock hard?

And, just like that, instantly, it was...

Oh, Mistress, please let me come! Please! Please!

No, not just yet...after all, obedience is pleasure...

Tommy gasped...but typed in reply:

Yee, Mistress, obedience is pleasure; pleasure is arousal; obedience is arousal.

Good girl! And now it is time you actually saw your Mistress. Activate your web-cam and click on the video button on the right of the screen....

Tommy followed orders. As he did so, a new window opened on his screen. In it's lower right corner, he saw his own feminized image...but the main area was filled with the beautiful face of his Mistress.

"Hello, Tammy...isn't it nice to see me at last?"

"Yes, Mistress...nice...."

"Now, now, no trance just yet. First--spurt-spasm!"

And Mistress smiled as she watched her Tammy's body shudder and shake with her most powerful orgasm ever!


Friday, October 13, 2017

Not Crazy After All These Years

Some more thoughts on crossdressing from this site:

Myth: Crossdressers are mentally ill and that is why they have the urge to crossdress. Fact: Although it is possible for a mentally ill person to also be a crossdresser, crossdressing is not the result of a mental illness, but rather one of many personal traits that some people have genetically woven into them. This particular trait just happens to be widely misunderstood and have a social stigma attached to it.

Crossdressing falls outside of what is currently socially acceptable. What is socially accepted and what is not, does not draw the line between sane and crazy. It pains me to no avail that much of society thinks terrible things about me because I am a crossdresser, but I am most certainly not crazy or mentally ill.

As usual, it is worthwhile to read the entire article.

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Wednesday, October 11, 2017

Tighter Please

To be honest, I'm not all that thrilled with how this one came out; it's one of my earliest attempts at the photo manipulation and the pieces didn't quite fit together as I hoped. Still the dialogue is good...

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Tuesday, October 10, 2017

Poll Results: Dani's Best Look, Round 2, week 1

This outfit garnered an overall score of 3.5.

And here's the next outfit. Remember, when voting, 1 is the highest rating, 5 is the lowest.

The pink sweater is from Kmart's Basic Editions line in June 2014; the pink pleated mini-skirt is from Kmart's Attention line, also bought in June 2014 (worn with petticoats under); the shoes are Fioni "Hilt" poppy patent pumps from Payless in June 2009. Other accessories are a pink bow, scarf, black-and-white jewelry, and natural hose.

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Monday, October 9, 2017


As promised, here's the transcript of my session this weekend with LolaVenus. It's much too long to post normally, so I'm linking to a separate page. You'll find it here:


October Dressing 8: Am I Blue?

Yes, but only because this is the last outfit for these two days of femininity! But no, because this has been one of the most exciting 48-hour periods of my life!

The dress is by Mlle Gabrielle, bought at Forman Mills in May 2014; the shoes are Christian Siriano "Manic" blue pumps from Payless in February 2015. Other accessories are a blue bow, red jewelry, and light blue hose.

Another great portrait:

I'm trying to work out a way to post the transcript of my hypno-session without having to re-input all the formatting; and you have until tomorrow morning to respond to the survey at the right (details here)!

October Dressing 7: Red All Over

I don't understand why women stop wearing big square scarves like this one...they're so elegant....

The red belted dress is by Lennie for Nina Leonard, bought at K&G in September 2013; the shoes are Madden Girl "Karlla" polka-dot pumps, bought at DSW in June 2011; Other accessories are a red bow, blue jewelry, scarf, and black hose.

And a nice portrait:

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October Dressing 6: Fall Florals

We're having a bit of an Indian summer around here (is that term still OK to use?), so it seemed some warmer weather clothes were appropriate:

The lace v-neck floral t-shirt is from Kmart's Basic Editions line in February 2015; the floral skirt is from Wal-Mart's George line in June 2012; the shoes are Christian Siriano "Shanghai" neutral peep-toe pumps from Payless in April 2011. Other accessories are a yellow bow, black-and-white jewelry, and natural hose.

Feeling very sexy in that last shot; did somebody use one of my trigger words from my session with Lola? I decided only one of the portraits deserved to be posted:

Two more outfits to come; and you have until tomorrow morning to respond to the survey at the right (details here)!

October Dressing 5: Pumpkin Spice

What better title for a orange outfit in the fall?

The orange dress with zipper is by Sharango, bought at K&G in February 2015; the shoes are Fioni "Kambridge" orange suede platform pumps, from Payless in May 2015. Other accessories are a yellow bow, gold jewelry, scarf, and natural hose. And check out that scarf--it's a Halloween pattern I rescued from the wife's give-away bag.

These portraits don't seem quite as nice as the ones from yesterday.

Still more outfits to come; I plan on posting the transcript from my hypnotic chat room session; and you have until tomorrow morning to respond to the survey at the right (details here)!

Sunday, October 8, 2017

Hypnotized at Last!

As long-time readers of this blog know, I have had a fascination with hypnosis since my childhood (see this post for a story about its beginnings). But, despite many attempts with on-line videos, audio files and even a program meant to allow you to write your trance-inducing audios, I had never really experienced a hypnotic trance.

Until today.

Several weeks ago, I got an e-mail from an admirer of this blog, complimenting me on the stories and art posted here. Her on-line name is Lola Venus and she was especially fond of the material about hypnosis and feminization. After a brief back-and-forth, she discovered I had never been hypnotized and asked if I would be willing to try it with her in a chat-room environment. Skeptical, I figured it was worth a shot...and we made an appointment for this weekend.

Well, it worked...though it wasn't quite what I expected. I have full memory of everything we did, everything that went on between us...yet, I know I was in trance, because of the fuzzy, empty-headed feeling I had once she had put me through the induction. It consisted of my repeating--orally and in type--a single word, until the repetition seemed to become rote, something I was not even consciously doing.

Over the course of about 90 minutes, she implanted some triggers--that work only for her and for me, as a kind of self-hypnosis. One gives me a remarkable sense of pleasure. Another makes me feel over-all girlish and feminine, even in male attire (I suppose--I was dressed during the session). A third makes me submissive to any woman I consider my Mistress...for now, that's limited to Lola. A fourth puts me rapidly in trance without the repetitive induction.

They all seem to work. Of course if all hypnosis is at some level many experts very eagerness for this all to happen may be the real trigger. Still, I know there's something happening...and that it is subtly different when I used the triggers on myself than when she does it.

So, I not only experienced trance, but I seem to have found a part-time least on-line.

Thank you, Mistress Lola.

October Dressing 4: Pretty in Pink

I'm a sissy at of course I love pink...

The fuchsia shirt dress is from Kmart's Attention line in February 2015; the shoes are Fioni fuchsia pink pumps from Payless in January 2009. Other accessories are a pink bow, black-and-white jewelry, and pink net hose.

Once again, the first portrait is darling:

There will be four more outfits tomorrow; the full report on the wonderfully successful trance session will be posted later this eveining; and please respond to the survey at the right (details here)!

October Dressing 3: Blue and Yellow

First time I've ever paired this jumper with anything other than a white or blue blouse. I think it works...

The blue a-line jumper is from Target's Mossimo line in March 2015; the yellow striped blouse is from Kmart's Basic Editions line in July 2015; the shoes are Predictions Comfort Plus "Janine" yellow pumps from Payless in May 2015. Other accessories are a yellow bow, silver jewelry, blue belt, and white hose.

Only one portrait came out at all this time:

Still much more to come; I promise a full report on the attempt at trance later today; and please respond to the survey at the right (details here)!