Friday, August 30, 2019
Thursday, August 29, 2019
Wednesday, August 28, 2019
Let It Go
Some sage advice from Hannah McKnight on accepting yourself:
Since you’ve accepted this side of you, you may as well embrace it. You are no longer hating yourself for who you are. It’s time to do the opposite. Love who you are. Love yourself by buying that dress, wearing those panties, waking up in a nightgown, getting a manicure. How long have you been wanting to do that? How many trips to the mall have you walked past that cute dress shop wanting to go in? Probably a million times. Or at least it feels that way.
Before you come out to someone, I encourage you to live with this part of you for a bit. Try different things. See what feels right. For some of us, this is absolutely about lingerie. They might branch out into dresses or getting a makeover and realize that is not who they are. For some, and this was my experience, I completely thought this was about underdressing. Then I tried makeup. And dresses. And heels. And a wig. I kept going. I stopped identifying as a crossdresser and started to identify as transgender.
And then I stopped. There was no next step.
Tuesday, August 27, 2019
Adjustments and Counseling, Part Five
The next day
[Sissy Dani curtseys]
Good morning, Mistress
Good morning, my Sissified Sweetheart
Thank you for coming when I asked
Obedience is pleasure
Is something wrong?
No, nothing's wrong
Your WifeMistress,
my Adoring Apprentice,
has requested that I make a few
adjustments
Adjustments, Mistress?
In me?
Of course in you, silly sissy!
But I promise,
anything I do
will only make you feel
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
And Dani began responding to her
induction word
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
And when Mistress Lola could tell Dani
was in trance, she began her programming.
This afternoon
Mistress Susan will take you to a new
place
a place where certain physical changes
will be made in you
This morning, I am going to make sure
the right mental changes occur as well
Yes, Mistress
So from now
until I count to 3
all the commands I give you
will go straight into your subconscious
You won’t consciously acknowledge them
until I count to 3
all the commands I give you
will go straight into your subconscious
You won’t consciously acknowledge them
But they will be hidden there
deep within your mind
until they are needed
deep within your mind
until they are needed
And then, without revealing to Dani
more than that, Mistress Lola began installing a new set of triggers, a new
mindset, a new way of thinking and behaving for Dani, that would only be
activated after those physical changes were underway.
And now, Dani,
1
2
3
Awake!
I don't feel any different, Mistress
And you won't, until later.
Now, because I always like to play
fair...
Is there anything Mistress Susan could
change to make her more your perfect domme?
Yes, Mistress
Could you....
And Dani went on to explain her
desires.
I see.
Very well, my Sissified Sweetheart
I shall see what I can do.
I shall see what I can do.
Later that morning, responding to an
e-mail, Mistress Susan also entered the chat-room.
Hello, my Adoring Apprentice
Hello, Mistress
You summoned me?
Yes, my dear,
I think it is time to make your
dominant personality
more forceful
at least part of the time.
Don't you think that would be
sexy
sexy
sexy
sexy
sexy
sexy
Mistress Susan began repeating her
induction word
sexy
sexy
sexy
sexy
sexy
and soon found herself deep in trance.
Sexy
and deep
and just letting my words guide you
just as they always have
just as they always will
So surrender your mind now
And let my words become your thoughts.
Your words...my thoughts
Good girl.
You have been a loving, dominant wife
to Dani.
It is now time to make
you into a powerful
dominatrix
Not all the time
but only under certain circumstances
Do you understand?
Yes, Mistress
Good girl
Tomorrow, you will see Dani in a new
outfit,
a new persona.
When you do,
the following trigger will activate in
your mind
Masterful Mistress
When that happens, you will no longer
request Dani's obedience,
you will demand it.
Dani will be not only
your male lesbian lover,
but your devoted servant.
You will feel so powerful
so dominant
so in control
You will be a true Mistress
Superior to all others in every way.
Not just a woman
but a Goddess
Obedience is mandatory
Submission is mandatory
Your will must be done.
When Dani changes out of that
outfit,
that persona,
you will go back to being his
WifeMistress.
Do you understand?
Yes, Mistress
Good girl
You know your task for tomorrow?
Yes Mistress
Good girl.
Now, when I count to three
you will log off and awake,
unaware you were hypnotized
and forgetting we talked at all
1
2
3
And Mistress Susan logged off, awoke
from trance and went about her day...while deep in her subconscious, Mistress
Lola's changes remolded her psyche.
That afternoon
"Come along, Dani, we don't want
to be late for your appointment," Mistress Susan called.
"Yes, Mistress," Dani
replied, mincing down the stairs in her five-inch heels. In addition, she was
wearing a pink camisole and a tight gray pencil skirt that fell to just above
her knees. She was bare-legged, on Mistress Susan's orders. I wonder why she
doesn't want me in hose, Dani thought. Where is it we are going?
Mistress Susan did the driving, to an
area Dani knew they had rarely visited before. She pulled into the parking lot of
a strip mall in front of an elegant storefront with the words
"Mademoiselle Margaret" in gold leaf on the window. "This is
where you have your appointment, Dani--for your first real visit to a beauty
salon!"
Dani felt her sissy-cock twitch in her
lacy panties. This was one of her long-time fantasies, to be made beautiful and
sexy in a place like this; to have a powerful woman transform this boy-girl
into the epitome of feminine allure. Her eyes glazed over as she recalled the
times Mistress Lola had taken her on this fantasy in trance.
Mistress Susan recognized the look.
"Wake up, my Sissified Sweetheart! This is no hypnotic adventure.
Today you will really experience it." She took her feminized husband by
the arm
and escorted her through the door. Inside, Dani recognized the look, the aroma of a truly feminine place at once--it smelled of perfume, of cosmetics, of permanent lotion and setting gel, of nail polish. It smelled of heaven!
and escorted her through the door. Inside, Dani recognized the look, the aroma of a truly feminine place at once--it smelled of perfume, of cosmetics, of permanent lotion and setting gel, of nail polish. It smelled of heaven!
Mistress Susan spoke to the receptionist
in a voice loud enough for the whole shop to hear. "This is my male
lesbian husband, Pretty Sissy Dani. She has an appointment for a full make-over
with Mademoiselle Margaret." The receptionist looked up at Dani and
smiled. "Yes, Mademoiselle is waiting for you in private room two."
She pointed the way to the rear of the salon. Once again, Mistress Susan took
Dani by the arm and led her to the designated chamber. Along the way, staff and
patrons all turned to observe as they passed.
"Mademoiselle is going to work on
another sissy," one of the stylists whispered to her customer. "You
should stay to see how she turns out."
Waiting for them in the private room
was a tall, elegantly made-up and coiffed woman in her 50s, wearing a
tight-fitting white uniform dress and white pumps. She extended a manicured
hand to Mistress Susan. "I am Mademoiselle Margaret. You must be Mistress Susan...and
this," she indicated Dani, "must be the pretty little thing I am to
further beautify today." She extended her hand to Dani, who somehow knew
the proper thing to do was to curtsey and kiss her hand. "We have much to
do," Mademoiselle pronounced. "Dani, take a seat in the styling
chair."
"Mistress Susan, I have your
complete instructions," Mademoiselle said. "Do you wish to stay and
observe, or...?"
"I have some errands to run,"
Mistress Susan replied. "I'll return in...three hours. Will that be
sufficient time?"
"We should be just finishing
up," Mademoiselle said. "Enjoy your shopping."
As Mistress Susan left, Mademoiselle
rang a little bell and they were joined by another person in the same outfit as
the proprietor. But this was clearly no boss...nor even a woman. It was a young
man, his short hair bleached platinum blonde and done in tight curls, a light
coating of makeup on his face. "Priss, shampoo Dani's hair and prepare it
for a coloring. I'll be back when you're done."
Priss put a cape around her shoulders
and then lowered Dani's head into the sink and began to shampoo her hair.
"You're so lucky you get to look like a real woman," Priss said.
"My mistress insists I be an obvious sissy." Yes, you're certainly
obvious, Dani thought. And there was a time I would have found that
extremely exciting. Even now,
looking at the androgynous shampoo "girl." Dani wondered what
it would be like to spend life like that.
Thirty minutes later, Dani's hair was
washed and rinsed. "I used a special shampoo and rinse that will help your
hair take its new shade," Priss explained. At that moment, Mademoiselle
Margaret returned, with a cart of different bottles and a full set of curlers.
"We'll start with the color," she said. "I'm told you have
always wanted to be a redhead--today you get your chance!"
It took perhaps another half hour to
color Dani's hair and it came out a marvelous coppery red--reminiscent of
film-star Maureen O'Hara. Now, Mademoisells began cutting and shaping it. Dani
was surprised; she seemed to be cutting off quite a lot. She knew better than
to question though--Mademoiselle was obviously cut from the dominant cloth.
When she had the hair the length she wanted, Mademoiselle began rolling it onto
the curlers--tiny, tight rollers all over Dani's head. She covered the curlers
in setting gel and a cap, then lowered an old-fashioned hair dryer over Dani's
head.
"This will need about 30 minutes
more. Priss will do your nails while it cooks," Mademoiselle advised.
Priss wheeled over another cart, took Dani's left hand and began. As the dryer
hummed around her head, Dani thought she heard a voice murmuring in her mind:
Tomorrow, you will receive a new
set of clothes to go with your
new appearance
Sexy clothes
Clothes you have
longed to wear
When you are in them
you will no longer be
Pretty Sissy Dani
You will be
Sexy Submissive Dani
Unable to resist any
command or request
The perfect submissive servant...
The words repeated over and over and
Dani found herself drifting into something like trance as they did.
Finally, after some time, Priss lifted
the dryer from her head. She looked down at her hands...she now had long
fingernails, polished in a bright red. She looked to her feet...and her
toenails glistened the same way. So that is why I didn't wear hose today!
Mademoiselle came back, smiling.
"Almost done, Dani. Next we take out your rollers and comb you out."
Dani had yet to see anything done to her for there were no mirrors in the
private room. Mademoiselle worked for quite a while getting Dani's hair just as
she wanted it.
Finally, Priss slipped Dani's pumps
back on and she assisted Dani out of the chair. They walked out of the private
room and into the main shop. A mirror faced the doorway of the room and Dani
gasped as she saw her new look. Her hair was, indeed, a brilliant red, exactly
the shade she had wished for ever since she first became aware of being a
sissy. But the style! No longer a sleek pageboy...now, it was a mass of curls
on her head. Short and sassy, it could only be called a poodle-cut.
At that moment, Mistress Susan
returned. She stopped and looked over the new version of her male lesbian
lover. She smiled. This was the Pretty Sissy Dani she could show off to
her friends--and tomorrow she would!
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