Monday, September 30, 2019
Sunday, September 29, 2019
Saturday, September 28, 2019
Friday, September 27, 2019
Thursday, September 26, 2019
Wednesday, September 25, 2019
Passing Thoughts
Hannah McKnight muses on the eternal question for all cross-dressers:
Holding yourself to a set of standards, or letting others hold a set a standards to you, should never prevent you from presenting in the real world as the gender you identify as. If I waited to “pass” I’d still be in sitting in my living room waiting until my hands shrunk. Letting go of these expectations will free you and you will never look back.
My core beliefs on passing are still unchanging, but there is another reason why some of us want to pass.
Survival.
That sounds fatalistic and dramatic, but it’s absolutely true. Transwomen who “look like” ciswomen have a lesser chance of being “clocked” as transgender. We all know that being transgender opens us up to being laughed at, ridiculed, mocked, and worse. When we go out into the real world, we may have certain goals in mind, such as finding a pair of heels, or wanting to go out to dinner en femme, but usually not being harassed is among those objectives.
Tuesday, September 24, 2019
Guiding Gwen, Part Two
Lola and Dani
[Sissy Dani curtseys]
Hello, Mistress
Hello, my Sissified Sweetheart
Or is that appropriate now?
I gather you want to
become more dominant?
Yes, Mistress,
but only when I'm with Gwen
I see…
No plans to take over my territory
then?
;)
No Mistress, never!
I don’t think I could even if I wanted
to.
I know, my Good Girl
Only teasing you
As if my little sissy could ever try
something like that ;)
But I think we can help both you and
Gwen have some fun
and to do that
we’ll start where we always do
with that wonderful
powerful
blissful word
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
And as usual, Dani began typing and
whispering her special word as well:
Nice nice
Nice nice
Nice nice
Nice nice
and soon she began typing all by
herself...
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
as Mistress Lola guided her into
trance:
Nice
and deep
and obedient
So docile
So compliant
Just reading my words
and letting them guide you
Obeying them
Following them
As you rest
and await your commands
Good Girl
But we both know
that there’s another side to you, Dani
A powerful, dominant, commanding side
One normally kept under lock and key
As a good sissy should
But today we’re going to learn
when it’s appropriate to let such
feelings loose
So from now on
when you are with Gwen
and only when you are with Gwen
You will let those repressed feelings
of dominance
of control
of power over others
to overcome you.
You will be demanding
powerful
in command
Wearing womens’ clothing is no longer a
thrill
It is just who you are
It is just accepted
The real thrill
The true eroticism
will come from forcing Gwen into
womens’ clothing
To dress her in the most wonderful
outfits
to humiliate her in front of her peers
to force her into becoming the sissy
plaything you’ve always wanted
in every single way
When you’re with Gwen
you will no longer be Sissy Dani, the
Sissified Sweetheart
You will be
Madame Dani
a strict, disciplinary dominatrix
You will dress as Madame Dani
act like Madame Dani
Be Madame Dani
as you help Gwen become
the fully sissified
fully feminized
humiliatingly submissive
sissy
both you and she want her to be.
Is that clear?
Clear, Mistress
No, as Madame Dani
I am not your Mistress
I am your Sister Domme
Is that clear?
Yes, Sister
Excellent!
In this form
And only in this form
You may think of us as equals
You may address me as Madame Lola
just as I shall address you as Madame
Dani
Equals
Sisters
Partners
And even though
at the back of your mind
in your subconscious
you will still recognise me as your
Mistress
and still follow my suggestions and
commands when required
your conscious mind will see me as your
Sister Domme
Your partner in sissifying Gwen
Do you understand, Sister?
Yes, Sister
Fabulous
Now, some instructions for you
to prepare for your next meeting
with Sissy Gwen
And Lola began to outline the
preparations Dani should make to be Madame Dani for their mutual sissy protege.
Dani and Gwen
Gwen waited anxiously for her Madame Dani to return. It had been 24
hours since their last session and she was both eager and apprehensive of what
was to come next. The doorbell rang and then Madame Dani entered without
awaiting permission.
Gwen gasped at what she saw. Madame Dani was clad in a tight black
leather power suit, the jacket clinging to her curves, the skirt equally tight
and short--ending four inches above the knee--revealing her domme's beautiful
legs perched on their black patent pumps with six-inch heels. Her lustrous red
hair was done in a tight French roll, her nails were blood red, matching her
lips. Her eyes were dramatically smoky and dark. They flashed amusement at
Gwen's reaction.
"Not what you were expecting, eh, Sissy Gwen?" Madame Dani
asked. "Well, get used to it." She looked up and down at what Gwen
was wearing. "No, that will not do at all." She handed the sissy a
list. "Go put this on and then rejoin me in the photo studio."
Gwen returned, wearing a white bullet bra, well-stuffed to give it
the proper pointed appearance, white lacy panties, a white girdle with its
garters holding up white stockings, and white pumps with five-inch heels. She
wore her short platinum wig, with a big white bow in the back, a white collar
and, hidden beneath it all, a butt-plug firmly in her ass-pussy.
While she was gone, Madame Dani had set up a tripod with a video
camera, focused on a wooden chair with arms. She also had several lengths of
rope. "Sit, Sissy Gwen," she ordered, "with your arms on the
arms of the chair and your legs spread wide." Gwen complied, and Madame
Dani proceeded to tie her securely to the seat--wrists to the arms, ankles to
the legs, and a tight bond around her waist to the back of the chair. When she
was done, she thrust a big ball-gag in Gwen's mouth and buckled it securely
behind her head. Finally, she produced a large vibrator and positioned it
tightly against the sissy's bulging crotch. Oh,
my, thought Gwen, this is my greatest
fantasy…and fear…come true!
Madame Dani stepped behind
the camera and turned it on. "Now, Sissy Gwen, let me see you struggle
against your bonds." As she did so, she turned on the vibrator. "This
should add to your predicament."
"Mmmpphggg...tooomch...nnnnn,"
Gwen tried to say through the gag.
"What's that, dear? Really, you need to articulate!"
Madame Dani laughed, and turned the vibrator a bit higher. Gwen squirmed
against the ropes and the sex-toy in her ass...and the one humming against her
sissy-clit. "Phhhhhhshggggg"
she mumbled. My sissy-cock is leaking…I
wish I could touch myself….
Madame Dani let this go on for thirty minutes, turning the vibrator
up periodically until it was thrumming mercilessly against Gwen's captive
member. Finally, she turned it off and began releasing the bonds. "We're
not done quite yet, Sissy Gwen," she advised. Once her captive was
standing, Madame turned her around and bent her over the chair, tying her
wrists to the back and her legs once more to the legs of the chair. She removed
the butt-plug...but brought out, instead, a big paddle...and proceeded to use
it briskly on Gwen's panty- and girdle-clad bottom.
"You seem to enjoy doing this to yourself in the videos you
shared with me online, dear. How do you like it when applied by another?"
Madame Dani asked, as Gwen, still gagged, jumped a bit with each stroke of the
paddle. Oh, dear, I am truly a captive
sissy, being trained in proper submission…. After 20 strokes, she relented
and released the hapless sissy from her bondage.
"The video will be available to you on your computer, Sissy
Gwen. Tonight, you will watch it when you milk yourself before bedtime. And
remember to save all your cream for me to see in the morning."
With that, Madame Dani left Gwen to her arousal and humiliation for
the evening.
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Monday, September 23, 2019
Sunday, September 22, 2019
Saturday, September 21, 2019
Friday, September 20, 2019
Thursday, September 19, 2019
Wednesday, September 18, 2019
Hard Work
Stana has some thoughts on what it takes for a man to be a woman:
Being a woman is hard work.
Being a man being a woman is hard work, too... maybe even harder than a woman being a woman.
Women have a head start with regards to looking like a woman. Their prep time is nothing compared to my prep time. If I was a man being a woman 24/7, my prep time would not be as bad, but it still would be worse than a real woman's prep time.
Being a man being a woman is definitely hard work, but I would not give it up for anything! As Oscar Hammerstein II once wrote, "I enjoy being a girl."
Tuesday, September 17, 2019
Guiding Gwen, Part One
[My first collaboration with Mistress Lola was so successful, we decided to try a second one. This one is based on my work with Sissy Gwen, trying to help make a more feminine presentation.]
Gwen and Lola
Mistress Lola sat at her computer, her
legs gently batting against her pink dressing gown as she logged into the
chatroom to wait for her newest hypnovictim to arrive. She’d been curious about
Sissy Gwen ever since she had noticed the ‘On Your Knees’ pictures that her
darling Dani would post on her blog. Knowing how difficult it was for her
Sissified Sweetheart to socialise, she was keen to encourage building
relationships with as many sissy sisters as possible, and according to Dani
Gwen might have been the only sissy even more submissive than her. Which would
naturally make her a fitting subject for Mistress Lola to mold.
Perhaps unsurprisingly, she found Sissy
Gwen already waiting in the chatroom. Before she could even type anything, she
received her first messages.
[Sissy Gwen curtseys]
Thank you for meeting with me, Mistress
Lola!
Mistress Lola smiled - why were sissies
always so keen to get their brains washed? Or was Gwen just eager to meet the
Mistress who had helped her sissy friend blossom into a true male lesbian?
Either way, it was always cute to see the enthusiasm in a sissy’s behaviour
I've been looking forward to it, Sissy
Gwen!
I'm pleased to do this for you
and my sweet Dani.
Now, do you understand what is going to
happen?
You're going to hypnotize me…
Yes and no
I am going to help guide you into a
trance-like state
but ultimately you will be hypnotising
yourself.
All hypnosis is self-hypnosis, my dear
Gwen
All I can do is show you the way
into a soft
fuzzy
blissful state of trance
which will allow me to help you
to become the perfectly submissive
sissy of your desires,
with Dani's assistance as well
Is that what you desire, Sissy Gwen?
She hardly had to wait long for the
reply.
Yes please Mistress Lola!
Excellent
To get started, we have to pick a word.
A very special word, just for you.
One that will be used to allow you to
enter
a blissful state of hypnosis
over
and over
and over again.
And the word I have picked for you is
Obey…
Can you say that special word
Obey?
Obey…
Very good.
Such a sexy word, isn’t it?
Yes…
A strong, powerful word
And the more you say it
and see it
and hear it
The stronger
and more compelling
it feels.
Obey.
Obey…
A word where the meaning
is so very apparent
You know when you are told
You must obey
that you will want to
Obey
because the word
Obey
is just so powerful
so suggestive
so commanding
that you can’t help but follow
and obey
Isn’t that right, Gwen?
Yes…
Obey
Obey
Repeat it with me, Sissy Gwen...
Obey obey
Obey obey
Obey obey
Obey obey
Obey obey
Obey obey
Obey obey
And soon Gwen was typing by herself:
obey
obey
obey
obey
obey
obey
obey
obey
obey
obey
obey
obey
obey
obey
obey
And as Gwen's typing slowed to a crawl,
Mistress Lola knew she had fallen into trance.
Yes, obey
Whenever you hear or see
Dani or me use the word
Obey
you will be compelled
to act upon our commands
You will feel aroused
and excited
to follow our orders
It will feel
so natural
so right
so good
to obey
Do you understand?
Yes, Mistress, I will obey...
Good girl!
And when you hear or see
those words
Good girl
you will feel a bolt of blissful energy
a charge of arousal
pass through your whole body
from the top of your head
to the tips of your toes
whenever you are called a
Good girl
Isn’t that right, my
Good girl!
Oh, yes, Mistress,
that felt so nice...
Good girl!
Now, you’ll be happy to learn that Dani
is going to pay you a visit, starting tomorrow
Here is how you will get ready for her
arrival...
And Mistress Lola proceeded to explain
the preparations Gwen would make to welcome Dani to her home. When she was
done...
At the count of 3,
you will log off and awaken from
trance,
unaware you have been hypnotized,
but remembering all your instructions
to
obey!
1
2
3
And Gwen logged off, awoke from trance,
and immediately set about obeying her orders.
Dani and Gwen
Dani arrived at Gwen's home in Northern
California in late morning. Dressed in a casual, but feminine outfit, the
full-time sissy and part-time trainer to Gwen, walked up to the door and rang
the bell. A voice called out from inside, "It's open, Madame Dani..."
Dani opened the door and saw her
trainee, exactly how Mistress Lola had told her to be. She was hairless from
the neck down, having shaved and depilated herself completely--even her pubic
hair was gone. Her smooth, flat chest was decorated with stiff, rouged nipples.
She wore nothing but a pink garter belt, sheer stockings and a pair of pink
open-toed high heels. Her sissy-clit, as she termed it, was fully erect.
Dani smiled and gasped. The sight was
incredibly erotic and she felt her own sissy-cock twitch and grow in her
panties. "Go to your room and put on your sexiest retro foundation and
dress, Gwen. Then join me in the living room...obey!"
"Yes, Madame Dani," Gwen
responded, turning and mincing to her boudoir.
Dani went to the living room and
lounged on the sofa, awaiting her return.
Dani's Report
The next day, Mistress Lola checked her
emails for the report she’d requested from Dani. As usual her Sissified
Sweetheart had proven herself obedient. Sipping tea from an elegant china cup,
the redheaded mesmeriser read about what her slave had been up to.
Dearest
Mistress:
I found Sissy Gwen just as you described her...what
a lovely image! I had her dress in a foundation of red long-line bra, red
girdle, red garters, sheer hose, red "come fuck me" pumps, and the
most incredibly figure-hugging red wiggle dress you can imagine! We spent the
next several hours going over my previous lessons with her...all the things I
had tried to teach her long-distance over the past few years. While it is true
her movements and posture are far more feminine than when we began, I fear she
still has a long way to go...and I'm afraid I am not up to the task.
Much as I would like, I am not really dominant
enough to enforce my will upon her...even when she is compelled by her trigger
word. You may have made me far too successful a silly submissive sissy to do
this. Can you help?
Obediently,
Dani
Mistress Lola placed her hand to her
lips in thought. So many ways she could handle this...so hard to choose. One
the one hand, it would be a perfect opportunity to mold Dani into the
sissy-tamer she needed, but on the other, it was so tempting to have two silly
sissies to play with at once. Perhaps a trip was in order...
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