Goddess Lola Responds

Last Friday, I posted about my most recent hypno-session with Goddess Lola. I felt it had gone very well…but when I sent my comments to the Goddess, she had a different reaction. I thought my readers might be interested in those differences and the reasons for them, so I requested her permission to post them here. It’s an interesting look at the same experience from two different perspectives.

Dear Dani,

Thank you for the edited trance-cript, my Sissified Sweetheart. It has helped me reflect on a few things about our session. I'll be honest with you, I was actually disappointed with how the session went. My original plan was to give you the experience of receiving a training bra as a boy, and I hoped to explore the feelings that would produce in you. I wanted to try and capture that feeling of your first time wearing a bra, as I know how much you enjoy the symbolism of a training bra, which is why I phrased it as reliving a memory rather than going on a mental journey. When you immediately decided to become Little Dani Dot, that rather scuppered my plans. I tried to press on regardless, but Dani Dot has plenty of experience getting dressed up, so you would naturally have a completely different experience on receiving a training bra than what I intended. You were also very obviously intent on leading things rather than following along, even taking time to find pictures, so in the end (you can probably tell where) I just gave up and allowed you to get on with it until it was time to go.

At the time I was rather upset. While I'm happy to let you lead the session when we are exploring a fantasy you've requested, this isn't the first time I've had a full session planned and had to abandon it because you would rather take control instead. In hindsight I can see that you obviously weren't deep enough-perhaps I should have used the G D trigger to reinforce you first, then maybe you'd have been more inclined to relax and follow. I had assumed that after our trance training sessions you wouldn't need so much time to go so deep, but I was obviously mistaken. I must admit it is difficult to always come up with good ideas for sessions (especially after so many), so when I do have one fully formed, it can be very discouraging when not given the chance to actually play it through. Clearly when I am suitably inspired I need to make sure you are as deep as possible, then perhaps you will be more inclined to follow along.

To avoid any misunderstandings, I'm not suggesting you should never take the lead in a session. Indeed it can sometimes be quite beneficial, especially when you have suggested the idea for the session as it ensures we explore the areas you want. However, to avoid any such problems in future, if you notice I am leading you into a very deep state of trance, allow yourself the pleasure of just going with that flow and let me take the driver's seat.

Yours,
Goddess

Of course I apologized for “overstepping my bounds,” as it were, and gave some more thoughts on our session:

Dearest Goddess:

I suspected, on reading the trance-cript, that I had, indeed, ruined your plan inadvertently. My deepest apologies! I will take your advice and, when the idea for the session is yours, I will give you the reins. In fact, I will suggest that when that is the case, you either begin with the "GD" trigger, or use it to deepen my trance after making me feel "nice". In my experience, repeated use of "GD" will get me very deep indeed...often to the point where I am unable to type anything, unless responding to a specific question. My experience is that to go really deep using "nice," the repetition needs to go on for at least two minutes. Anything less and, while I fall into a very suggestible state, I seem to be not truly hypnotized. Outside sounds and activities will still intrude.

I am sorry to have spoiled what I am sure would have been a rewarding session for both of us.

Obediently,
Dani

We’ll see how all this plays out when Goddess and I meet again in a few weeks.