Here’s the latest of my hypno-sessions with Goddess Lola. As always, Goddess Lola’s words are in italics, mine are in boldface, and my editorial comments are in this sans serif face. Words in [brackets] are actions, and hypnotic triggers are underlined..
Near the end of our last session, Goddess suggested a sort of pageant of my various hypnotic alter egos as the theme for a future trance. This is the result.
[Sissy Dani genuflects]
Greetings Goddess
Hello darling
[Goddess Lola kisses]
And how have you been?
[Sissy Dani blows a kiss]
Right now, I'm very eager for the erotic thrill of being in your power
Very well
Let's not dilly dally
Shall we start
as we so often do
by saying that very special word
over
and over
and over again?
Yes
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
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And for the eightieth time (yes, the 80th!), I fell under Goddess Lola’s power, deeply submissive and ready to be guided by her words.
Nice
and deep
Nice
and obedient
Nice
and relaxed
Falling ever deeper
and deeper
under my control once again
Relax
Go nice
and loose
and limp
Just feel yourself
drifting away
as you fall ever more
into that niceness
And just allow yourself to
GO DEEP
Down
down
deeper
and deeper
always able to go so much deeper
so much further into trance
so much more into mesmeric bliss
GO DEEP
into the depths of trance
into the furthest parts of your mind
So very
very
DEEP
floating around
in the bliss of My control
Surrounded
by nothing but pure trance
Pure bliss
Pure niceness
awaiting your control
your commands
I want you to visualise
in your mind
a set of doors
And to each door
I want you to assign one of your alternate hypnotic identities
To personalise each door that you see
to perfectly match the personality
of each of your hypnotic alter egos
You may picture as many doors as you need
and lay them out however you wish
but each one must be unique
and match the personality behind it
Do you understand?
Not exactly the way I thought this would begin, but in trance I found no need to protest or suggest another scenario. The images of each door and which other self would live there came surprisingly easily and quickly.
Yes, Goddess
In the center is a door with a big mirror
it shows the normal me, Pretty Sissy Dani
To the left is a smaller door,
it is decorated with silly cartoon characters,
like Hello Kitty
That is Little Dani Dot's door
On the right is a door that is all pink
with a pair of big knockers
Bubbles' door
Next to Dani Dot's door is one that is trimmed with lace
That is Dolly's door
Very good
There is one more, one with a set of lingerie hanging from the doorknob
That is the door for Titania Bustlington
Fabulous
Now
For this session
I am going to open these doors
One at a time
And when I do
That personality inside you will come out
and become dominant
It will become the main personality in your mind
However
It will exist independently of Dani
It will not think of itself as part of Dani
Each personality will fabricate memories, experiences and relationships
whenever necessary
to establish itself as independent of Dani
And you will switch between each identity
when I open the doors in your mind
Do you understand?
This was new. In the past, each persona was completely aware of being merely a sort of “side gig” to my normal self (even Bubbles, who has a tendency to rattle around in my brain and produce embarrassing side effects). This time, each became a full person, rather than a character I played on a sort of mental stage.
Yes, Goddess
Good girl
[Sissy Dani twitches]
Now let's start by opening one of these doors
Let's open the pink door with the big knockers
Bubbles is, I think, my longest existing other self. She is a busty, brainless blonde with an interest in little except clothing, make-up, and (of course) sex. She is silly, flirty, entirely willing to expose herself at any time…and, like me, her preferred sexual partner is a beautiful dominant lesbian.
Like, hi, Goddess! Do you like my outfit?
Hello Bubbles darling
[Bubbles giggles]
What are you wearing today, sweetie?
I'm all in pink, of course!
Pink low-cut sweater that clings to my curves
Pink is soooo your colour, babe
Tight pink miniskirt
Pink pumps with six-inch heels
It's all so tight it makes me wiggle with every step!
[Bubbles giggles]
And I'm, like, so very horny!
Oh you!
When are you ever not horny?
Never, I guess
[Bubbles giggles]
The vibrator in my ass-pussy doesn't help!
I imagine not
So what's your plan for today, gorgeous girl?
To get sexy with some glamorous domme-dyke
[Bubbles licks her lips]
Got anyone in mind?
Just whoever I meet when I go out
You know me, I'm not particular
[Bubbles giggles]
Well I hope you find someone suitably sensational
Me too!
And have you had much fun recently? Tell me what you've been up to
I've been strutting the streets like a slut
showing off my body
getting all the lesbian dommes to lust after me!
My my
Trying to make me jealous?
No...just being my natural bimbo self!
[Bubbles giggles]
And have you been getting much action
I had a great night with a beautiful brunette
who pegged me for hours!
I spurted three or four times for her
Goodness me
and gobbled up all my cock cream
How exciting!
And exhausting
Now let's open that Hello Kitty door
Hello sweetiepops
Hi Auntie Lola!
[Little Dani Dot curtseys]
I just got home from school!
Oh how lovely, darling
This is my new school uniform
And don't you look just darling in it?
It's a white blouse with a lacy collar
and a little tartan kilt
What did you learn today?
Well, since it's a school for pretty pansies like me
I learned all about how to serve and obey my elders
There's a special class in sissy deportment
A very valuable lesson indeed
I hope you paid attention to your teachers
I expect nothing but top marks from you
Oh, yes, Auntie
I'm at the head of the class in mincing
And next semester, I get to practice in three-inch heels!
And there's a class in, well, private stuff
like kissing and....wanking...
They teach us how to come like nice girls
and not like nasty boys
Oh yes, that's most important
Sometimes, though, I get carried away
and rub too hard
And what happens then?
Teacher makes me clean it up
and swallow it all
I don't mind, though
It's sort of tasty
[Little Dani Dot blushes]
Yes, it is, isn't it?
Perfect for a growing sissy like you
On special days, they bring in a class of real girls
and we practice teasing and petting with them
Oh, how lovely
I get high marks in that, too
Such a well-balanced education
I'm pleased you're doing so well, poppet
I shall have to reward you
Perhaps a trip to my country house this weekend?
Oh, goodie!
Can I play at being your maid while I'm there?
Why of course, dear
You can even wear the uniform
With the shiny black heels?
Only if you shine them good and proper
Always, Auntie
That's my good girl
Goddess Lola kisses your head
[Little Dani Dot twitches
Little Dani Dot smiles]
Now let's open the lacy door
Dolly, who has no other name, came into being when I expressed to Goddess a desire to be the inanimate plaything of a dominant woman. She has, at various times, been a version of a child doll, a fashion doll, a puppet, and—as I presented her here—a sex doll, a semi-sentient version of the typical blow-up rubber girl of fetish shop renown.
I-am-here-Goddess
Hello darling dolly
Are you ready to play?
Yes-Goddess
Good dolly
What shall we play today?
May-I-be-your-sex-dolly-today?
Yes, that sounds a good game
All-my-orifices-are-open
and-all-my-erogenous-zones-are-primed
Then get on the bed, dolly
[Dolly lays down]
[Goddess Lola climbs on top of you, snuggling a little]
[Dolly wriggles in response]
So cuddly
[Goddess Lola strokes your artificial hair]
That's-nice-Goddess
May-Dolly-suck-your-tits-Goddess?
[Dolly purses her lips]
You may
[Goddess Lola pulls down her top to reveal her large breasts, placing them to your dolly lips]
Mmmmm-you-taste-good-Goddess
I know, dear
You're my dolly
You were made to love my taste
I-feel-your-nipples-getting-stiff
and-your-pussy-getting-wet
May-Dolly-taste-your-pussy?
[Goddess Lola smiles]
Yes, my dear doll
[Dolly moves to put her mouth on Goddess's sex]
Mmmm
Get your dolly tongue in nice and deep
This-is-even-more-delicious
Dolly-feels-your-little-button-grow-and-stiffen
and-her-own-shaft-do-the-same
Well you were made for pleasuring, dolly
so ,make sure you do your best work
Dolly-will-bring-you-to-orgasm-Goddess
[Dolly licks and sucks harder]
And now it's time to open the door with lingerie on the knob
Well hey Queen!
Titania Bustlington is my newest alter ego, and the only one I did not suggest to Goddess Lola. Rather, she came into being during our last time together, when I asked to be put very deep in trance and made as feminine as possible. Goddess’s solution was to create a drag queen, an over-the-top caricature of the feminized male…and one who desired sex almost as much as Bubbles!
Well, how in the world did I get in this position?
Not that I mind it, you understand?
Now now
Who wouldn't want to be in this position?
Nobody I know, I'm sure!
Good queen
Been hitting up the clubs lately?
Of course, sugar! I went back to that place we were in last time
Hoping to find that leather dyke again
Ms Leatherette?
She wasn't there...but there was a luscious blonde all in red latex!
Ooooh
Tell me more, girlfriend
Before I knew it, she was on my lap, with her tongue deep in my mouth
and her hands rubbing my crotch
My my, so bold
Naturally, I responded with my hands all over her slick-clad body
Naturally
We found a more private booth and got busier
She pulled out a dildo and made me suck it
Was it tasty?
Oh, yes
And there's nothing sexier than a shaft smeared with bright red lipstick
Ha-ha
Quite true, girl, quite true
Such a slut!
Unless it's that same shaft stuck up my tight ass-pussy
Once it was up there,
she asked if I wanted to go home with her
And did you?
Of course, sugar
How could I refuse an invitation like that?
We spent the night together
She even smiled when she discovered these boobs aren't real!
And did you seal the deal?
She swallowed my cock-cream while I slurped up her pussy juice
if that's what you mean
Quite
It was a very...satisfying...evening
Now let's open the door with the big mirror
And now, my “normal” feminized persona reappears. Pretty Sissy Dani is the role I have played since I first went semi-public with my cross-dressing desires almost 50 years ago. She has become a more rounded, more real person under Goddess Lola’s mesmeric guidance.
Goddess? Am I back in charge?
Well, technically I'm always in charge
But yes, you have your body back, darling
[Sissy Dani blushes]
I don't remember much of anything since you opened the first door.
Excellent
Then it will be a very pleasant surprise for later
I know it must have been very arousing
I do hope so
If not then I've obviously lost my touch
[Goddess Lola winks]
[Sissy Dani smiles]
And as this is a relatively subtle trance
We can even leave you like this for a while
Yourself, but technically not yourself
When will I come out of trance, then, Goddess?
Oh, you'll drift away in time, dear
And return to your true sense
Or not
I sometimes write about sissies who spend a long time in a sort of "waking trance"
Is that what this will be?
Somewhat, dear
More a sort of cloudiness
If I knew you were home alone all day, I would leave you in a proper waking trance
Trap you in the body of one of your personas all day
But I know that would lead to questions
Perhaps one day when I know my wife will be out for an extended period of time
You must keep me informed, Sissified Sweetheart
I will
Well, cloudy minded or not, I have things to accomplish
as I'm sure you do as well.
[Sissy Dani blows a kiss]
Good night, Goddess
Goodnight darling!
Speak to you soon
[Goddess Lola kisses]
[Sissy Dani genuflects]
I remained in that semi-tranced condition until I got up from my computer about an hour later.
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