Thursday, April 30, 2015

April Dressing 8--New Pants

Before my partial purge in late 2014, I had a lovely pair of orange palazzo pants. Looking back over old photos, I decided I needed something like them again...

Manufacturer/line/store: Attention (Kmart)
Date: April 2015

The top is a sparkly sweater from Target's Mossimo line in September 2012; the shoes are Mossimo "Valonia" blue patent pumps, from Target in March 2009. Accessories are a shiny bow, blue jewelry, and black belt.

Here's a portrait:

More pics on Flickr; one outfit to go; a new set of survey questions starts tomorrow.

Tuesday, April 28, 2015

April Dressing 7--Red and Black

From one of my newest dresses to one of my oldest...and still a fave:

The red-and-black crepe dress is from Kmart's Jaclyn Smith line, way back in March 2009; the shoes are Dollhouse "Margaretta" black pumps with metal heels, from Shoe Dept. in January 2010. Other accessories are a red bow, gold jewelry, black belt, and diamond-patterned tights.

And a portrait, in one of my fave poses:

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Monday, April 27, 2015

April Dressing 6--Flowing into the Office

This dress, a fave among recent purchases, has a lovely flowing quality...

The rust dress with a draped collar is by Robbie Bee, purchased at Ross in November 2014; the shoes are Fioni "Loveit" black patent pumps, from Payless in May 2011. Other accessories are a print bow, black-and-white jewelry, and diamond-patterned tights.

And here's a nice portrait:

More pics on Flickr; apologies for not continuing the "Lucy" story...I do know the ending, but real life has interfered with getting it written and posted; there will be three more outfits to post this week; and you have three days to respond to the current set of survey questions on the right.

Tuesday, April 21, 2015

The Low-Cut Solution continued

So, I went out to buy a push-up bra and the push-up inserts as outlined in this post. I couldn't find a push-up bra in my usual size (44C), so I went for the largest I could get, 40D. I also couldn't find one with just a smooth cup. I also got the inserts in the largest size available, B/C.

Here's the first attempt. The bra is worn as tight as possible, to increase how much the flesh is pushed together. The inserts are placed under the flesh. The shot on the top is unedited, the one on the bottom with just a touch of additionally shading added digitally.

And here with the low-cut violet top from Thursday:

I wondered if additional padding might improve the illusion, so I put a folded sock under each "breast" and used the inserts on the sides, to push the flesh up and in a bit more. The results:

I was unhappy with the way the pattern from the bra showed through the top, so I went out looking for a different bra...and also found another pair of inserts--these are A/B. With the new bra (same size, different style), I put the larger inserts under the breasts and the smaller ones on the sides. The result:

Better, but still not as good as I think it could be. I'm considering making a set of larger inserts myself, by using the same process I use for my fake boobs, but at only half the size of the usual boobs. I'm hoping that will really push the flesh up and in. My next chance to experiment will be in a week or so.

Sunday, April 19, 2015

We Love Lucy

Luke stood in front of the mirror, painting his lips with the dark red color. He balanced precariously on the four-inch heels of his white pumps, his legs constrained by the tightness of the red leather skirt. He felt the weight of the heavy stuffing in his bra and the restriction of the belt around his waist.

"That's it, sweetie, make those lips stand out," called Vera Demanden from the couch. "Candy Apple is just the color for a lesbian slut like my beautiful Lucy Luvsnatch."

Luke shuddered to hear his new name...but did not stop his hand's movement over his lips. He couldn't. He was compelled to make himself look womanly and attractive. He was compelled to dress in this attention-getting fashion. What he didn't understand is why he was so compelled.

Three days ago, Luke had responded to his friends' dare to enter the notorious Club Lesbos and make a pass at the most attractive woman in the place. Scanning the place, he saw a wide range of options...from the butch-dykes in their flannel shirts and jeans to the retro pin-ups in A-line skirts and petticoats. Then his eyes fell upon the woman seated alone at a table, sipping a martini.

She was wearing an elegant suit...although it was leather. The jacket was nipped in tight over her satin blouse; the skirt clung to her curves and ended at the knee. Her legs, clad in black hose, were perched on black patent spike heels. If he had to choose, she was the woman he would hit on.

He walked over and sat without being asked. "Hey, babe," he began, "my name's Luke. Why's a doll like you hanging out with these lezzies? Bet I can thrill you better than they can."

Vera Demanden looked up at him with contempt. "You could try..." she sneered. "But I bet I can convince you otherwise."

"Yeah, how?" he challenged.

She leaned forward and stared into his eyes...her deep green orbs widening. "Like this...sink deep into my eyes...sink deep...sink deeper..."

Luke realized he couldn't look away, though he was not sure why. She reached across the table and passed her hand over his face. "Sleep..." she said, and Luke's chin collapsed to his chest.

"Can you hear me, Luke?" she asked.


"Yes, Mistress Vera," she corrected him.

"Yes, Mistress Vera," he agreed.

"Good. Stand up and follow me." Luke rose from his chair and crossed to the door with her. Around them, the gathered women oohed and aahed their appreciation.

"Vera's got another one," the bartender said. "He'll be back...but we probably won't recognize him..."


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Saturday, April 18, 2015

The Low-Cut Solution

I've read of other cross-dressers managing this, so I figure it's time for me to give it a try.

You start by buying two items:

1. A push-up bra, like this one from Maidenform:

2. Push-up pads, like these:

Put on the bra, and pull your excess chest flesh (I have plenty, especially when I'm in my corset) into the cups; then insert the push-up pads between the bra and your own flesh. The theory is that it creates the illusion of cleavage. I've seen photos of other CDs that make it work. On Monday, I plan to buy the necessary "equipment" and give it a shot.

April Dressing 5--Vision in Violet

I had to do a lot of editing on these...the new bra was far too visible in that low-cut top. More on a possible solution in the next post.

The violet top with the embroidered neck is by Naturally, bought at Foreman Mills in June 2013; the black-and-white pencil skirt is by Soho Apparel, from Burlington Coat Factory in October 2014; another pair of new shoes, more on those below. Other accessories are a violet bow, gold jewelry, gold belt, and natural hose.

The new shoes:

Manufacturer/line/store: Comfort Plus "Kacey" spectator perforated pump (Payless)
Date: March 2015

And a somewhat busty portrait:

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Friday, April 17, 2015

Who Wears the Pants?

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April Dressing 4--Spring Green

What could be better as we move into spring than an outfit all in green?

The green linen blouse and green crepe leafprint skirt are both from Kmart's Jaclyn Smith line and both purchased in September 2012; the shoes are new, so more about them below. Other accessories are the white hat, scarf, pearls, white belt, and natural hose. A note on undergarments: I've generally been wearing soft-cup bras, but I noticed that when wearing some of my tighter tops, they allowed my boobs to squished somewhat flat. So I've purchased a few bras with a bit more structure to them. I wearing one of them here and in the next set of photos--let me know what you think.

Here are the new shoes:

Manufacturer/line/store: Karen Ornament white peeptoe pump (Payless)
Date: March 2015

And a portrait:

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Wednesday, April 15, 2015

Monday, April 13, 2015

Saturday, April 11, 2015

The Pansy

[This story is somewhat different from most of my's a tale of a femme hypnotist making a boy into a suitable partner for a male...]

Jimmy sat at the table, his glazed eyes staring unseeing at the candle's flame, a line of cock-cream trickling over his lips as it dribbled from his mouth.

"Well, dear," said Ms. Demanden, seated across from him. "Now, you realize that it will take more than a dress and a little makeup to let you pass as a girl in this club. You have marked yourself as just a sissy...a nancy-boy...a pansy...and I have used my skills to make you act as what you seem to be."

Inside his trance, Jimmy thought back to when he had entered the club, known as the place for kinky eroticists in town. He thought of himself as a male lesbian...a guy who wanted to wear dresses and have boy-girl-on-girl sex. He drew stares and glares as he came in; he knew he didn't look completely feminine, but he thought that would not matter in this crowd.

He was wrong. Putting on the right appearance here was crucial--if you were going to be a lesbian (even a male one), you had better look the part. So when he came on to and flirted with the most attractive lipstick lesbian in the place, he was in trouble.

Vera Demanden was more than just a lesbian...she was an accomplished dominatrix, who used her skills at hypnosis to control her partners...and to turn ordinary girls into her thralls. This androgynous twerp was merely annoying her--until she saw the attention he was getting from some of the male dominants.

"This will teach him...make him the willing plaything of the boys who like boy-girls!" she thought. Playing along with him, she guided him to the table and began her secret induction. "You can't call yourself Jimmy, sweetheart," she began. "You're much too about Ginny, instead?"

Jimmy nodded. "If you like," he replied.

"Now, look at the candle, sweetie...let it relax you. You'll never be able to be girlish if you're so tense...just let the flame surround you...sink deep into it...sink deep...sink deeper...."

The combination of alcohol and her words soon had him in a deep trance. She directed his attention to one of the handsomer doms at the bar. "See that fellow in leather, Ginny? He seems quite taken with you, hasn't taken his eyes off you since you walked in." It was true--the dom, called the Nancy-Master by his peers, had a definite thing for androgynous boys and had spotted Jimmy immediately.

Vera called him over. "Ginny here has been asking about you," she lied. "She wondered if you'd ever had a good cock-sucking from a pretty little thing like her." Vera smoothed her hand over the leather stretched tight on the dom's crotch, drawing Jimmy's attention to it. "Isn't this a beautiful sight, Ginny?" she purred. "Wouldn't you like to see it closer?"

Entranced, Jimmy nodded. The Nancy-Master took him by the hand and led him to one of the back rooms. Thirty minutes later they returned. "He's very good," the dom reported. "Do you mind if I share him around?"

"Not at all...have fun, dears...." Vera watched as Jimmy, still deep in trance, was introduced to a group of men, all of whom admired his soft red lips.

That was two hours ago. Now Jimmy had returned to her. "You had a good time, didn't you? You really enjoy the taste and feel of cock-cream, don't you? You're not a male lesbian at all, are you? You're a sissy cock lover...and you will be back here every night for another taste.

"Now, wake up, dear...and join your friends.", she was Ginny now...awoke and stood up, walking in an exaggerated mince to the Nancy-Master's group. She smiled and kissed her first lover sweetly, while caressing his crotch again. She was ready for another mouthful.


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Thursday, April 9, 2015

How Femme Do You Look?

The fabulous Stana of Femulate brought my attention to this website--where an algorithm will analyze your portrait for femininity/masculinity and age.

I uploaded four of my favorite recent photos and here are the results:

Masculine = 1; feminine = 99; age = 35 (for the record, 28 years below my real age)

Masculine = 2; feminine = 98; no age specified (not sure why)

Masculine = 4; feminine = 96; no age specified

Masculine = 4; feminine = 96; age = 40

As a test, I also uploaded my fave photo of my male self; that came out masculine = 99; feminine = 1; and age = 49.