Trance-Script #102

 

Here’s the latest of my hypno-sessions with Goddess Lola. As usual, Goddess Lola’s words are in italics, mine are in boldface, and my editorial comments are in this sans serif face. Words in [brackets] are actions, and hypnotic triggers are bold and underlined.

I asked Goddess Lola to put me in a truly embarrassing, humiliating outfit and then expose me in public. She knows such humiliation is a turn-on for me, and worked hard to come up with something that would be truly over-the-top.

No need to comment on the induction, as it has become quite familiar to all by now, I’m sure.

I'm very eager to begin with you

Of course, of course

Then let us begin

As we so often do

By saying your special word

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and deep

and obedient

Feeling so docile

So compliant

Ready to just relax

to follow my words

and to

GO DEEP

Down

Down

Deeper

and deeper

falling

spiraling

every further

so deep now

so very deep

and always getting

so much

deeper

the more that you

GO DEEP

the easier it is to relax

to let go

to surrender

and obey

As we ready ourselves

to go on a mental journey

as we have so many times before

and on this journey

your body will feel every sensation that is described to you

and react accordingly

When you change clothes in this state of trance

you will feel yourself changing in real life

and so on

Yes, Goddess

Good Girl

[Sissy Dani twitches]

By now, I’m sure most of you are familiar with these “mental journeys” in which I become simultaneously a participant and an audience.

 

Let us now begin your journey

Find yourself now

in the confines of a beautiful manor house

An large, elegant country estate

The home of your Goddess

Picture it in your mind

What do you see?

I am in a drawing room

with fine furniture and paintings

beautiful rugs

And all exquisitely feminine

Whose house is this, sissy?

Why, yours, Goddess, of course

Good Girl

[Sissy Dani twitches]

And you, naturally, are my maid

See yourself in your uniform

Describe it

and as you do so

allow your body to feel it


It is pink satin with lots of lace.

The skirt is short, but wide

made even shorter and wider by the four layers

of petticoats beneath it.

The bodice is low cut and reveals the tops of my breasts.

My legs are in sheer nylons

and my feet in pink patent pumps with six-inch heels

My hands are in immaculate white gloves

and there is a lacy cap pinned to my hair

I found the picture later; it is not an exact replica of what I described but it comes very close.

Good Girl

[Sissy Dani twitches]

It all makes me feel very sexy

As well it should

A maid of Goddess Lola must always look amazing

It also arouses me

I feel my sissy-cock bulging my satin panties

Now now, dear

Don't allow your horniness to affect your duties

You still must clean and tidy up your Goddess' home

And today is bedroom duty

[Sissy Dani curtseys]

Yes, Goddess

I collect my tools and mince to your boudoir.

You know you have to be careful in here

Yes, Goddess

Goddess is very particular about her room

So get to work quickly, and no distractions

I begin to carefully dust all the surfaces

but as I do, the rustle of my pettis

only makes my sissy-cock harder

and more distracting

When I feel Goddess won't notice

I let my hand stray under my skirt and pettis

and softly stroke my sissy-cock through my panties

As it happens in your mind

So to does it happen in your body

Feel yourself being stroked

The idea of being a maid in such a classic outfit is for me, as it seems to be for many cross-dressers, a uniquely erotic one. Naturally, experiencing it—especially in trance, where all sensations are heightened—results in a definite arousal.

I cannot help but stop my dusting

and let my hand bring me ever closer to spurting

My whole body stiffens as the moment gets nearer

"So this is what I hire you for, is it?"

The stern voice of your Goddess comes from the door

My hand immediately stops what it was doing

[Sissy Dani blushes]

[Sissy Dani curtseys]

I beg your pardon, Goddess

You can see in the doorway your Goddess in a tight leopard print dress with matching heels, one of which is tapping impatiently

"What kind of cleaning do you call this, sissy?"

[Sissy Dani hangs her head]

I'm very sorry, Goddess

I was....distracted....

"So I see"

"Is this how a maid is supposed to behave? I think not"

No, Goddess,,,of course not, Goddess

I'm in it for it now, I think

"Of course you realise I cannot allow such impudence to be ignored"

"This shall require punishment"

Yes, Goddess

"Follow"

She snaps her fingers and marches away, expecting you to follow

I mince behind you, my sissy-cock deflating as I go

"If you'd done your cleaning properly, sissy, you would know I have a special wardrobe just for punishments"

I say as I walk towards the cupboard under the stairs

Special wardrobe?

I 've never seen this cupboard before

"And if you're lucky, you'll never see it again."

"Open it, sissy"

I do as ordered and see a remarkable collection of clothing

Every bit of it unsuitable for public exposure

"Strip, sissy"

Immediately, I remove every stitch of my uniform, even the lingerie.

I stand before you, naked, exposed.

But I dare not try to cover myself

"Now let's see"

"What's the most ridiculous, humiliating thing we can dress you in"

Oh dear....

"This seems suitably punishing."


[Sissy Dani gasps]

It is ridiculous!

Oh, Goddess, surely not!

You act as if you have a choice in the matter

Change. Now

I begin with a new pair of satin panties, covered in frills

and then a corset with a push-up bra attached

Next is the white stockings with their lacy tops

And then the dress....oh! the dress!

All white satin and lace, with the petticoats sewn into the skirt

and the skirt floating a full ten inches above my knees!

And then the shoes, a perfect fit, with seven-inch heels and a two-inch platform sole

decorated with overly girly bows on the instep

The gloves, too, are a bit much

All that's left is....

Oh,, Goddess....the wig, too?

The costume Goddess has chosen is, indeed, far more than I had anticipated. It is not only extremely “sissy” but so elaborately so that I actually gasped when she showed me the picture during the session.

"Absolutely the wig too"

"If you don't like it then you should have behaved, sissy"

I pick it up and, using the mirror on the cupboard door,

place it on my head.

Seeing myself, I realize something else

My image is actually arousing me, again!

But, why?

This is embarrassing, humiliating

Why am I turned on by it/

"Even in this foolish form of dress, you still find some arousal I see."

"Perhaps we shall take this show on the road"

Oh no....

"Go to the porch and fetch your collar and lead"

Mincing carefully in the sky-high heels,

I obey and return with these further humiliations

I attach your collar around your neck

Feel how tight and snug it is

It captures me

Listen to the click as your lead is attached to your collar

"Now walk, Sissy"

I obey, stumbling to keep up with Goddess's brisk stride

Where can she be taking me?

It’s difficult to explain exactly why humiliation of this kind is so arousing. Yes, I am a sissy…I know that. I enjoy being a sissy. But part of that sissyness is an awareness that it is not appropriate—in the eyes of most of society—for a man to wear petticoats and stockings and heels…and to be led on a leash by a beautiful woman.

We leave the manor

walk down the drive

and go into the street

A very busy street

Everyone is going to see you

She leads me to the nearby High Street

Despite my predicament, I feel my sissy-cock stir once more

Everyone comments on you

And every comment makes my sissy-cock twitch again

Everyone laughs at you

The laughter only increases my arousal

Everyone mocks you

And I say to you

"Tell them, Sissy. Tell them why you are being punished"

I became aroused in my maid's uniform while doing my work

and began to stroke my sissy-cock

And that admission only makes me want to do it again.

Am I such a sissy that I crave this humiliation?

"Yes. Yes you are"

I am, I really am

You are a craven little sissy

a sniveling little sissy

You live to be humiliated

You dress to be mocked

You yearn to be embarrassed

You're a pathetic little sissy

and I love showing you off

And exposing you

And humiliating you

In front of all these people

More gathering by the minute

Oh, I need this so much!

Is there more Goddess can do to humiliate me further?

Well

I could call your wife

[Sissy Dani shudders]

Yes, of course, Goddess

I submit to you.

Very well, Goddess, call my wife

My wife, while she is aware of my desire to cross-dress, neither approves nor participates….and she knows nothing of my mesmeric relationship with Goddess Lola. In that sense, a scenario such as this, is pure erotic fantasy…and very arousing.

See her in the crowd

She sees me, recognizes me

She glares

At first she gasps

then she smiles

"Well, darling, I'd never have guessed..."

Feel the white hot embarrassment on your face

The embarrassment rising in me only makes my sissy-cock rise more

And even within a cacophony of mocking laughter

You can still hear her voice nice and clearly

"You look ridiculous, sissy"

I acknowledge her judgment

"Yes, I know"

and then I whisper to her

"Yet, I love it...."

And the crowd howls with laughter

As you stand there

exposed

as the sissy you are

And with that, my sissy-cock finally explodes in my panties

And that seems a sensible place to draw things to a conclusion, wouldn't you say?

With your wet clothes showing how much you've enjoyed the experience

Then let yourself awaken

and be fully in control again

in 3

2

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Awake

Oh! My crotch is very moist!

That was wonderful, Goddess!

I know I sort of led things a bit...

was it in a direction you had planned for?

Indeed darling

Although I was going to punish you for wearing one of my dresses

But your direction worked just as well

I thought if it were going to be truly humiliating, it had to be a really serious infraction

That seems reasonable

But my need to punish is anything but reasonable

[Goddess Lola laughs]

A dominant need not have a reason to punish her submissive sissy

Very true

I hope you felt suitably embarrassed and humiliated

Very much so

Good Girl

[Sissy Dani twitches]

But now I'm sure we both have other things to take care of

Indeed, my food is ready

I shall send you the trance-cript later, dear

Enjoy your meal and your evening, Goddess

[Sissy Dani blows a kiss]

[Goddess Lola kisses all over]

Goodnight, Sissified Sweetheart

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