Here’s the latest of my
hypno-sessions with Goddess Lola. As usual, Goddess Lola’s words are in italics, mine are
in boldface, and my
editorial comments are in this sans serif face. Words in [brackets] are
actions, and hypnotic triggers are underlined.
My only request for this
session was to be deeply hypnotized and that Goddess should surprise me with
something we’d never done before or hadn’t done in a long time. We began with a
“catching-up” conversation, in which I mentioned that I had finished the last
performance of the community theater play I was appearing in. And then, she
replied:
Well it's funny you should mention
the stage
Because what I have planned for you
tonight should play to your strengths in that regard
If you're ready to begin
Of course,
let's start
And how do we always start, dear?
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
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nice
Nice
and deep
and obedient
Feeling so docile
So compliant
Ready to serve
Ready to fall
Ready to
GO DEEP
Deep
Deep
Deeper
and deeper
falling further
and further
faster
and faster
The further you fall
the more your sense slow
The more your senses stop
The more your mind goes below
as you fall
deeper
and deeper
and GO DEEP
So very deep
deep
nice
Going so far under
Further than you've ever been before
and still falling
Deep into the depths of trance
Deep into the pit of niceness
Deep into the wells of bliss
Falling further
and further
nicer
and nicer
nicer
deeper
So good
So happy
So warm
So tingly
So pleasant
So blissful
So perfect
So nice
happy
warm
tingly
perfect
GO DEEP
and feel
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
GO DEEP
GO DEEPER
GO DEEPEST
Plunging into a pool of peace
Wallowing in a well of wonder
floating in a fog of femininity
The combination of the “nice” repetition
and “GD” invariably results in a very deep trance…and this on was deeper than
most, because Goddess reinforced it by even more repetition.
Sinking deeper
further
nicer
GOOD GIRL
[Sissy Dani twitches]
Deep
Deep
So very deep
Just seeing the word
DEEP
makes you feel more entranced
More enslaved
More in My Power
I submit
I surrender
I obey
GOOD GIRL
[Sissy Dani twitches]
Surrender
Obey
Do as I say
And allow my words to guide you
Control you
Your thoughts
your actions
Your surroundings
You control
I obey
GOOD GIRL
[Sissy Dani twitches]
And then Goddess began one of her “mental
journeys” with me—wherein I become, simultaneously, the participant and the audience.
It’s not unlike a dream where you see yourself acting out a fantasy.
Picture yourself now
Standing on a stage
The bright stage lights above you
The heat of them on your skin
Lighting the theatre
Showing the rows
upon rows
upon rows
of beautiful
smirking
women
of all ages
and races
wearing all kinds of different
outfits
Some formal
Some casual
All gorgeous
And speaking of outfits
You are dressed in a most unusual
and yet most arousing outfit
How did you get in this outfit?
You don't know
How did you get on stage?
You don't know
Who are all these women, and why are
they looking expectantly at you?
You just don't know
Their eyes are burning into you
Making you feel even hotter
Hotter than the lights
An inside heat
A burning of embarrassment
It's every actor's nightmare
on stage with no idea why
I wait for a cue
or a direction
This is, indeed, a classic nightmare
that an actor can have. To be thrust on stage with no idea of your character,
your lines, or even of what play you are doing. In this case, it was even more
nightmarish, as there were no other performers from whom I could glean information.
Were there lines?
Did you ever rehearse?
It's impossible to remember
Then, suddenly, the music starts to
play
It's an older song
With a 50s style
It seems familiar, but you cannot
place it
And it sounds like this
Listen to the song
And feel your body react to the tune
My hips begin to shake and wiggle
My feet to dance
As if performing a routine
that your body remembers
and your mind does not
And yet you cannot resist the call
Your body dances as if of its own
accord
Your tight costume
clinging to your body
Feel it stretch as you move about
Hear your heels tapping on the stage
as you dance about
And most importantly
hear the roaring laughter of the
crowd
The voice of what seems to be
thousands of women
all laughing at you
as you prance about on the stage
in your showgirl costume
As the sissy showgirl that you are
[Sissy Dani blushes]
I turn my back
and wiggle my ass
I lean over and show off my tits
It's as though my body is on strings
moving to the sound of the music
And though you may try
You just can't stop
as the music loops again and again
over and over
never stopping
never giving you chance to rest
Just dancing
and shaking
and showing off
to all these women
These women who laugh
who clap
who enjoy seeing you humiliated
in your skimpy showgirl outfit
showing off all your sissy bits
I find myself growing proud of my
sexiness
Can I turn these women on?
Make them want me?
At this point, my own psyche took
over some control, as it is wont to do, and began filling in the gaps. I’m a showgirl?
Well, I know how showgirls usually perform….
I guess you'll have to see
You'll have to put on such a show
You'll have to make these women want
you
You'll have to be
the best sissy showgirl they've ever
seen
I begin to strut in time to the
music
Turning my back to them
and looking coyly over my shoulder
I sit and lift my legs high in the
air
Like a pinup girl
The laughter increases
as they see this sissy trying to
pass herself off as a pinup
Perhaps your boldness has impressed
them
Your commitment to your bit
working in your favour
I sashay down into the audience
a spotlight following me
I slink my way up the aisle
and sit in the lap of one beautiful
woman
I throw my arms around her
and kiss her
Goodness
The audacity
She laughs and pushes me to the
floor
"I didn't know this show had
audience participation" she says
What do you do on that floor, dear?
I gracefully rise and cross the
aisle,
stretching my leg out over the laps
on the women there
I sensuously smooth my hands up my
leg
smiling and licking my lips
But these women also react with
disdain
and push me away
You're not too popular tonight
How ironic
But I am anxious for them to accept
me
How will you make them accept you?
How can you win over this crowd?
I boldly announce the truth
"I am a silly submissive
sissy"
"I love being humiliated and
embarrassed"
"I adore being a sexy plaything
for you all"
Well at least you're honest
That should win you some points
Although
"Speak up!"
"We can't hear you at the
back!"
Oh dear
You'll need to speak louder
Shout it out loud and proud
"I AM A SILLY SEXY SISSY!
"A FEMINIZED NANCY-BOY"
"A TOY FOR DOMINANT WOMEN LIKE
YOU!"
"TAKE ME! USE ME!"
The laughter reaches a high point
as an entire theatre laughs at you
Your cheeks burning bright red
But then
One woman stands up
A woman dressed in a leather catsuit
and big long thigh high boots
with a whip by her side
I tremble, unsure of her intentions
She silences the crowd with her
presence
as she makes her way towards you
and stands before you
a full head taller than you
I freeze in place
And she says
"What are you?"
in a deep chocolately voice
"I...I am a silly submissive
sissy," I say, softly
"I am a toy for you to play
with"
"Good girl"
She smiles
[Sissy Dani twitches]
I fall to my knees at her feet.
She gets out her whip
"Are you going to do everything
I say, sissy?"
"Everything, Mistress"
"Are you going to be my little
sissy bitch?"
"I am your little sissy
bitch"
She laughs wickedly
I look up at her, adoration in my
eyes
"I'm going to peg you six ways
to Sunday"
"And you're going to smile and
ask for more"
"My ass is yours to use,
Mistress"
"All of me is yours...."
"Then get off your knees, sissy
bitch"
"And follow me"
I rise and walk submissively, two
steps behind her
She leads you onto the stage
So everyone can see you
and she cracks her whip
"Ass in the air, sissy
bitch"
I lean over, my hands at my ankles
My ass high and facing her
She seems to have pulled a strap-on
from out of nowhere
Was this all part of the show?
In any case
She adjusts it onto her waist
and in front of everyone
she proceeds to
Peg, Sissy, Peg
[Sissy Dani squirms and shakes]
I feel her massive shaft enter me
and I feel the incredible sensation
of being "filled"
My sissy-cock grows hard
and I begin to move my hips in
rhythm with hers
And this time
rather than the sound of laughter
you can hear an applause
as the crowd applauds this dominant
woman
and her humiliation of you
Cheers and hollers come from the
crowd
as she continues to peg you in your
sissy ass
[Sissy Dani smiles ]
They accept me for who and what I am
A living sextoy
Submissive and obedient
And with that
the curtain falls
and so does your vision
dark
deep
blackness
as you now start to rise
slowly
but surely
out of your trance
and back to reality
but take your time
slowly rise
from the depths of your trance
rising up
just as slowly as you like
and in your own time
just return to reality
my Good Girl
[Sissy Dani twitches]
floating upward
the fog dissipates
I feel happy
fulfilled
satisfied
as my mind returns to my control
Hello, Goddess
Hello dear
Did you enjoy your trance adventure?
Well, I asked for a surprise and
that certainly fit the bill
Did I take a bit too much control of
events?
Not in this case
I was a little surprised by your
actions but it helped to form a sensible conclusion
In truth I wasn't really sure where
it was going to go
I must confess I only formed this
idea earlier today, and only because I remembered the film the music came from
Otherwise I would have had nothing
at all
You did wonderfully!
As always
Well, I'm sure you must be
approaching dinner time
Indeed
Have a good evening
And you have your own things to
attend to
Enjoy your day, dear
[Sissy Dani blows a kiss]
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