always, Mistress Lola’s words are in italics, mine are in bold
face, and my editorial comments are in this san serif face.
Words in [brackets] are actions, and hypnotic triggers are
underlined.
[SissyDani curtseys]
Hello, Mistress
Good day Dani darling
How was your weekend?
Pleasant, thank you. I had a family video call on Saturday morning and a friend video call in the evening. Yesterday was spent relaxing and playing
Today I slept in a whole 10 minutes, so I've been a little out of synch
"Playing?" Something naughty, maybe?
Your mind always goes right to the gutter, doesn't it sweetie? *pets your head*
Although you're absolutely correct, it was entirely naughty
I have visions of you keeping a harem of feminized slaves on video call
...How many counts as a 'harem'?
Anything more than two
Then I suppose harem is the correct word, yes
Really? I shall have to ask about that in the next round of questions for the blog!
You'll be crushingly disappointed, dear
Perhaps...for the moment though, speaking of feminized slaves
I am eager to be under your spell
Who could have guessed?
So what shall it be this week, sweetie?
We spoke about triggering Dolly....
And I had a specific image for her in mind.
All three of them?
Well, the center one as a start...
and then the others
I'll see what I can do
It's the idea of the original, traditional Barbie that gets me
Well we can start with her and play dress up later on
Goodie
Ready?
Always!
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and deep
and obedient
So docile
So compliant
Ready to relax
To follow
To obey
follow
obey
As always, the repetition puts me in trance, ready to be led by Mistress Lola wherever she desires. Of course, this time I had made a specific request, so my subconscious mind was prepared to accept a new reality.
It's time to bring back an old friend
One who has not had chance to play in such a long time
It's been so long since she was last here
That you might not even recognise her
So let's remind you
just what she looks like
and feels like
Shiny smooth skin
All over her body
Plastic perfection
That feels a little stiff when you move
but otherwise causes no issues with mobility
Long smooth sexy legs
with feet fitting into black open toe heels
Wearing a black and white striped strapless swimsuit
With big red lips
and big blue eye shadow
and silk strands of blonde hair
Can you picture her?
Yes....a Barbie doll
pretty...sexy
This is Dolly, sweetie
You remember Dolly, don't you?
Yes, Mistress
You remember how fun it is to let Dolly out to play
That silly, sweet Dolly
Yes, Mistress
Do you want to take her out of the toy box?
Oh, yes, Mistress
Then it's time to say
Sleep now Dani
Playtime for Dolly
The combination of those two triggers brought out my play toy persona, Dolly. Unlike when I become Bubbles the bimbo, as Dolly I am fully aware of what is happening and I remember it when I come out of trance. Being Dolly is a bit like performing in a play, as the clothing and description provided by my “director” impose a personality upon me.
"Oh, Mistress Lola! Thank you for taking me out!"
My voice is a little monotone and hesitant
A doll's voice
Stiffly, I move my hands over my body
"This is new, Mistress! And so sexy!"
I'm glad you like it dolly
You have Dani to thank. She just loves the old Barbies
"Dani is such a sweetie to me”
She is
And how does your new body feel, sweetie?
"Oh, look at my feet! Shaped to wear heels all the time!"
A doll needs nothing else, Dolly
"My boobs...so big...
"and my waist, so tiny...."
"My new body feels like...
Yes dear?
"like a sex model...."
"I just ooze sex appeal..."
My my
Are you a sexdoll, Dolly?
"Well, a sexy fashion model doll, Mistress"
Oh, a fashion doll?
Are you sure?
"Oh, yes! I can just see myself strutting on a runway...
"...giving off a sexy pout and stare...”
The cameras clicking, the crowd adoring
"Confident in my ability to be beautiful
Alluring
Captivating
"I lower my eyelids and flirt"
Would you like to practice that catwalk strut, Dolly?
To take a walk up and down and live out your fantasy?
"yes, Mistress"
Then stand up, sweetie
And strut your stuff
Give me 5 minutes of cat walking up and down your room
"Yes, Mistress"
Good dolly
And I did walk about my room, trying my best to emulate the fashion models seen on TV.
I walked up and down the room, feeling myself glide along the catwalk
One leg in front of the other, so that I had a provocative wiggle
At each end of the walk, I turned swiftly, my head looking behind in a sexy stare
Just like the gorgeous fashion model you are
"I have rarely felt so feminine, Mistress!"
Well done, Dolly!
"I could feel the eyes of every woman in the room on me
"jealous of my innate femininity
"envious of my ability to be the center of attention"
You're the one they all adore
"They all wanted to be Dolly Barbie"
You're the one they're begging for
"I feel my arousal grow..."
How does it feel to be Miss Popularity, Dolly?
"Perhaps I am a sex doll, after all...."
"I want them to want me
"I want them to desire me
"I want them to have me"
I purse my lips and kiss the air
Give yourself to the crowd, Dolly
Let them play with you
I turn and give them a coy glance over my shoulder
After all
Dollies love to play
I walk down into the crowd
undulating my body through them
I feel hands reach out to stroke me
Stroking your plastic skin
I stop and revel in the feel of so many hands
How strange it feels to feel their touch
I raise my arms, my hands behind my head
arch my back and let my tits lead the way
Oh my
Hands caress them
You really are a sex dolly
Hands stroke my bottom
and slide down my long sleek legs
I reach to a woman and give her a long, slow
plastic kiss
She swoons at my touch
So happy to have been touched by the world famous Dolly
They are all in love with my plastic form
All aroused by the idea of a dolly lover
And why not?
A dolly will never grow old
A dolly will never look tired
A dolly will never change at all
A dolly will always be beautiful
And perfect
For as long as these people live
A dolly is perfection captured forever
"And a dolly will always obey...a dolly cannot resist"
Because a dolly has no mind of its own
It is only what its owner makes it be
"No mind...."
Entirely controlled by its owner
"A dolly is an empty thing
"to be filled by its owners desires"
"You are my owner, Mistress"
"What do you desire?"
I desire the world and everyone in it
But I'll settle for a sweet little dolly like you
Does Dolly want to play a game?
"Oh yes, Mistress!”
Shall we play dress up?
"Can we play big girl dress up?
Big girl dress up?
What is that, dear?
"Dolly wants to look like a grown-up lady"
"Beautiful and fashionable"
Well of course dear
How about a gorgeous red and black floral dress with matching gloves and hat?
"Oh...so nice...for a cocktail party?"
"And sexy black stockings, too?"
Hmmm
Yes, I think you've earned the right to stockings
Feel Mistress' hands removing your clothing
Pulling off the swimsuit
Feel it travel along your body as it falls to the floor
A naked dolly now
A naked dolly is a truly empty dolly
Nothing to guide her mind on what to be
Nothing for her to grasp onto
Just a happy naked dolly
With no personality until her clothes and her Mistress tell her
who she is
But feel Mistress pulling that pretty red and black floral dress over your head
Feel her pulling the stockings up your feet
So soft, so smooth
Feel the gloves being pulled over your plastic arms
Elegant, regal
Feel the hat being placed on top of your head
And what are you now?
I am a wealthy lady of leisure
A trophy companion
an arm candy for my Mistress
Good dolly
Where do you see yourself?
I am making a dramatic entrance to a cocktail
party...a group of rich, fashionable people
gathered to meet Mistress's new dolly
Mingle with your guests, dear
Show yourself off to them
I move sinuously among them
playfully stroking an arm here
a waist there
I want them to know I am desirable
but only my Mistress may possess me
Watch their reactions
See the lust and jealously among them
From men and women
Especially from women
Do any stand out?
There's a tall elegant woman in her 50s
Still beautiful, striking
Do you want to talk to her?
She strides over to me and extends her hand
She imposes herself upon me...I seem to have no choice
"Good evening, I am Ms. Demanden," she purrs
Greet her, Dolly
I lower my head and gaze at her through lowered lashes
"Good evening, ma'am. I am Dolly..."
How does she respond?
"Dolly?" she says. "Is that all?"
"I am a doll, ma'am. Dolls have no name except what their owner gives them."
"And who is your...owner?" she asks
I indicate you, Mistress
Her reaction?
"Ah, I should have guessed...Mistress Lola Venus"
She raises her glass to you in salute
I do the same back, smiling at how well my Dolly is doing with my friend
And a trophy doll should always treat their owner's friends with special treatment
With her other hand, she strokes my back and lets her hand linger on my bottom
I lean into her body and let her feel my tits press against her
I look over to you for approval
I nod my approval graciously
I look up to Ms. Demanden and purse my lips in an invitation
She leans down and answers with a long kiss and embrace
"I have rarely met a dolly with such grace and charm," she remarks
I curtsey in response
Feel your Mistress' approval warm you up inside
But I am nervous
I look back to you with a pleading looks that says "Join us?"
I wave to my guests and come down the stairs to join the two of you
"Hello Vera. Are you enjoying playing with my dolly?"
"I think she is equally playing with me, Lola," she answers
"Have you trained her to be so coy and flirtatious?"
"My my, I hope Dolly is not getting ideas above her station"
"She hardly needed training Vera, she's a natural"
"She becomes what she wears, and in that outfit, is it any wonder she's like this?"
I take a step back and pose provocatively.
I exist to be beautiful and alluring
I exist to make my Mistress-owner proud.
I put my arm through yours and smile up at you
And you make me so very proud, little Dolly
"Do you like me like this, Mistress?"
I like you in every way, dolly
Because you're so easy to turn into whatever I desire at any time
I strike another pose, more provocative.
"You don't mind that I make others want me?"
"It just makes it that much more satisfying to tell them that you are mine"
I snuggle against you and coo, "And only yours, Mistress...."
"Sorry Vera," I wink playfully
"But you are very attractive, Ms. Demanden," I say, wiggling my body sexily
"But my dolly just can't be beat," I add
Giving my dolly a great big kiss
I return the kiss, rubbing my body against yours
I look back at Ms. Demanden, and see a combination of desire and disappointment in her eyes
She smiles ruefully. "Oh well, perhaps another time then...."
Yes
Another time indeed
Because it's time for another costume change
So feel your Mistress removing the hat
The gloves
The stockings
The dress
Back to that empty
dreamy
blissful
blank dolly
"Is playtime over, Mistress?"
Not yet, dear
But there's one last dress to try on
A very pretty dress
Feel it being pulled over you
A white soft dress with such a big hem
And pretty flowers across the bust
With a silk belt tight around your waist
And a pretty ribbon in your hair
Let this last dress take your mind, Dolly
What does it do to you?
"Oh, I'm going to a cotillion!"
"I am to be brought out in society!"
I feel the pettis under the skirt rustle against my knees and thighs
Yes my dear little debutante
I twirl and they spin with me
It's time to make your way into high society
"Oh, Mistress! I can be a pretty dancing dolly!"
I see myself at the top of a long staircase
and hear our names announced:
"Mistress Lola Venus and Dolly!"
Let's go down the staircase, dear
Be careful not to trip
You wouldn't want to ruin your special day
Dignity and poise at all times
I take careful mincing steps
smiling shyly when I am smiled at
At the foot of the stairs, I curtsey to our hostess and the crowd
They respond graciously
"So wonderful to make your acquaintance, Miss Dolly"
The orchestra begins to play
and I look to you for guidance
I take your hand in mine
And lead you into the waltz
Just as you practiced at finishing school
The steps so natural to you
1 2 3, 1 2 3, 1 2 3,
Right in the centre of the ballroom
All eyes on us
If I could blush beneath my plastic skin, I would
I look at you and smile
"Are you proud of me, Mistress?"
I so want to make you proud
"Always, my dear little Dolly"
"So very very proud of you"
And to prove it
I kiss you in front of everyone
Long
and lovingly
I melt in your arms
"I love you, Mistress" I whisper
"I love you, Dolly" I whisper back
keeping you in my embrace
"Take me home, let me be your love dolly tonight"
And Dolly
Though we are approaching the end of playtime
And you will need to go back in your box
Tonight
While Dani sleeps
I want you to pop out and finish this game
Finish this dress up experience
By playing that your Mistress has taken you home
and made you her love dolly
Playing with you all night long
Do you understand?
Yes, Mistress
Good dolly
But now it's time to put you back in your box
Say goodbye, Dolly
Goodbye, Mistress
Wake up, Dani
Oh....that was delightful, Mistress
And I suspect I will have very sexy dreams tonight
I rather hope you do, sweetie
Otherwise Dolly will be disappointed
[SissyDani blows a kiss]
Thank you, Mistress
Good night
I did, indeed, dream of being Dolly that night, snuggling with my Mistress Lola. She used my mouth and my other sexual organs to bring herself to orgasm many times and ended by permitting me to “Squirt, Sissy, Squirt”. I awoke from the dream quite aroused and satisfied.
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