Trance-Script #44

Here’s the latest of my hypno-sessions with Mistress Lola. As  always, Mistress Lola’s words are in italics, mine are in boldface, and my editorial comments are in this san serif face. Words in [brackets] are actions, and hypnotic triggers are underlined. Due to a slight glitch, the induction sequence is missing, so we begin with me already in trance.

These kind of mental adventures always play out in my mind as a sort of movie or play, with me experiencing all the thoughts, actions and emotions of the central character. Mistress Lola says my active imagination and my experience in writing erotic fiction is a great aid in making these seem very real.

We're going to go on a journey now

A journey to a place you've been before

But not for a long time

So try and remember

the mansion home of Lola Venus

I remember

Remember your bedroom in that mansion

Remember how it looks

How it sounds

Picture it in your mind

and make it real

Yes...so frilly

so girly

And what is your role in Mistress Lola's mansion?

a big poster bed

I am Mistress Lola

Mistress Lola's maid, I mean

A maid with ideas above her station, it seems

Or slippery typing fingers

Oh no, dear

It's perfectly normal

For a maid to dream about being the Mistress

It's nice

and bright

and early

And it's time for your first task of the day

Which is what, Maid Dani?

To awaken my Mistress

So you must get ready

You must put on your maid uniform

So get out of that bed

And go to the wardrobe

and find that uniform

there it is...black satin with a low-cut bodice

and a tiny skirt that floats over white petticoats

Black seamed stockings

and black patent pumps with six-inch heels

Good girl

Now picture yourself

changing into your uniform

Feel the fabric against your skin as you change

It arouses me

I feel my sissy-cock expand in my satin panties

I pose and primp in the mirror

I must be sure I am suitable to greet Mistress

A perfect maid always looks perfect

Repeat

A perfect maid always looks perfect

Good girl

A perfect maid always looks perfect

Your Mistress' words

And ones to live by

And now

it's time to go to Mistress' bedroom

to wake her up

I mince down the hall to her door

and knock lightly and politely

You listen for her voice

As any good maid would

But there is silence

I knock once more and whisper, "Mistress?"

But still no answer

Mistress must be sleepimg very soundly

But it is her usual waking time

What should a good maid do?

I open the door quietly and go in

the thick rug keeping my footsteps quiet

I look at the bed and see Mistress sleeping peacefully

a blissful smile on her face

And on the chair

the one that sits before her vanity

is that beautiful black dress that Mistress wears

The one that you have seen before

The one that you have always admired

Always wanted

Always hoped to try

Just lying there

on the back of the chair

Look at it, Dani

Picture it in your mind

It is black and clinging

Low-cut and short-skirted

but tight to the thighs

unlike my maid's uniform

[Sissy Dani sighs]

You have seen Mistress wear it so many times

I pick it up and

holding it in front of me

look in the full-length mirror

on the wardrobe door

Doesn't it look so good?

mmmmm yes

Even just holding it makes you look soooooo nice

Picture yourself wearing it

so nice

Mistress is still sleeping

I take off my uniform

and carefully

oh so carefully

step into the marvelous dress

Just for a few moments

I pose again and smile at the image

Run your hands over it

Take a twirl in it

Let it flow and rub against you

It is oh so sexy!

I feel sexy and naughty and aroused

Sit on the chair, dear

And allow your imagination to run wild

Imagine yourself as the Mistress of the mansion

With all the sissy maids running around after you

I order my maids to my side

and point imperiously at my feet

"Kiss, darlings," I command

And as they comply,

I lean back in the chair

and revel in my control

feeling the power wash over me

This is what it means to be a Mistress

Being the one in control

Being the one that all the sissy maids adore

And wearing clothes appropriate to your role

The powerful dress

I choose one especially pretty maid

and gesture for her to sit in my lap

I draw her to me and kiss her

I am lost in the reverie of my imagination

Heedless of the danger of Mistress finding me here

You might not even notice the subtle cough behind you

I stand and strut in my heels

until I turn and....

"Enjoying yourself, Dani?"

there She is....

I stop in mid-stride

[Sissy Dani hangs her head]

"Mistress, forgive me...."

"Do you know how much that dress cost, Dani?"

She asks, sitting up in bed, crossing her arms

"No, Mistress...but I remember you had it custom made..."

"Exactly, Dani.

"That is the only dress of its kind in the world"

"Made especially for me by my clothing experts"

"To my specific design"

"What, pray tell, made you think it was acceptable to wear it yourself?"

"I so adore you, Mistress....I wanted to be closer to you:

"to feel as you must feel in that wonderful dress"

My lip is quivering, close to tears

"You are as close to me as any maid has ever been, Dani"

"And yet you feel it acceptable to wear my clothes without my permission?"

I cannot look her in the eye

I have disgraced myself

I start to remove the dress

She holds up a hand

I have no answer to her question

except my tears

"Well you're in luck, Dani, as that dress is now ruined for me."

"So you might as well keep it now."

"Oh, no, Mistress....

"I'm sure it is still suitable...."

I continue to undress

"Do not put yourself into further trouble by contradicting me, Dani"

[Sissy Dani hangs her head]

"No, Mistress..."

She shakes her head and sighs

"I shall wear my pink satin robe for this morning, Dani, and my fuzzy heels

I go to her wardrobe and fetch them for her

As I help her into them, I ask,

"Mistress, may I return to my uniform?"

"I feel inappropriate serving you dressed this way...."

"You may not, Dani."

"You are a maid dressed as a Mistress. I can think of no better punishment than to make you carry out your duties dressed in such a manner"

"Showing off your sin to the world."

"Displaying your foolish pride and terrible mistakes to all who see you."

"Yes, Mistress...."

"Yes...I think a lesson in abject humiliation is entirely appropriate here".

I dread having the other maids and staff see me

They will all know of my transgression

They will snigger and titter and giggle behind your back

Mock you for your foolishness

My status in the household will be diminished

No longer Mistress's favorite sissy servant

I curtsey

difficult in this very tight dress

and back my way to the door.

"I will see that your breakfast is ready, Mistress"

You can hear Mistress laughing lightly behind you as you go

"Today I feel like a full English, Dani. Make sure everyone sees you bring it to the table"

"Yes, Mistress...."

I mince to the back staircase and descend to the kitchen

Cook and the kitchen maids stare in disbelief at my attire

"Mistress wishes a full English breakfast," I tell them

They barely even bother to hide their amusement

my voice quavers

"I will serve her," I say

Cook smiles at you in your Mistress outfit

They titter among themselves

"I'll serve it right up, if you wait right there...Mistress"

She laughs cruelly

My face reddens

"Oh wait...Dani! It is you!"

"I almost didn't recognise you. I thought that was our Mistress come to ask for breakfast."

Now the tears really do flow

She is making fun of my predicament

"Trying a new look, are we?"

I turn my back to her

I have no answer that will not further my humiliation

"Awww, did we hurt your feelings, Dani?"

Still turned away, I shake my head "No"

But they have

How do you really feel, Dani?

Ashamed, humiliated, disgraced

I have ruined my reputation as a maid in the mansion

I turn and see the breakfast waiting on a tray

I pick it up and carry it to the dining room

As you go

You hear the Cook and the maids say

"We live to serve, Mistress"

followed by loud laughter

Shaking with such humiliation

I barely maintain balance on my heels

as I mince to the table and place the tray before Mistress

I still cannot look at her.

"Will there be anything else, Mistress?"

I whisper through my tears

She keeps you waiting for an answer, seemingly oblivious to your tears

As she nibbles at her meal

I stand at attention

Not daring to move for fear of another error

Finally she looks up

"Yes, there is one thing I would like you to do, Dani"

"The big bay windows in the parlour"

Oh, no....

"The ones that overlook the front garden, the ones that everyone can see into"

"They look rather dirty. Clean them at once"

Another awkward attempt at a curtsey

"Yes, Mistress...."

I mince to the cleaning closet

find a bucket and sponge

fill the bucket, add soap

and moving carefully to avoid spills

go to the windows.

I set everything down

and return to the closet for a step ladder

Six-inch heels and a short tight skirt are not made for climbing ladders

but I do my best

You hear the sound of a bell behind you

And then the clitter clatter of dozens of high heels clicking on the floors

as suddenly

the household of maids file into the room

standing in a row

and behind them, smiling with devilish delight

is Mistress

"Now maids, see how well your Head Maid Dani cleans the windows. Make sure you learn her technique by watching her very carefully"

I turn back to the windows

I see the early morning foot traffic on the street outside

Several of the passers-by stop to observe the elegantly dressed lady

doing a scrubwoman's work

Some simply smile, others laugh outright

The entire village will soon know my shame

The other maids gather around, offering pointers

"You missed a spot in that high corner, Mistress Dani"

"I think you need fresh water, Mistress Dani"

"Now ordinarily girls, one would not wear a $2500 dress to wash windows in, but Mistress Dani thinks she can get away with such things" Mistress explains

I waver unsteadily on the top step of the ladder

My legs shake in my terror

I wish I could turn and see them all

but I feel their combined scorn and amusement anyway

And they're right to laugh at you

Aren't they Dani?

Yes, Mistress

I have transgressed

I have stepped out of my proper role

And this humiliation

This degradation

This entirely deserved punishment

It feels rather...appropriate

Doesn't it?

Yes, Mistress

I am no longer deserving of respect as the head maid

I should be demoted to the scullery

or even dismissed

Oh no

That would be far too simple

Far too easy

Far too forgiving

This way

You will continue to serve as the maid you were meant to be

But

You will forever have this memory burnt into your mind

And never forget this abject humiliation

No, Mistress

I will remember

You certainly will

Now you missed a spot, 'Mistress' Dani

I return to my chore

I do not know how long this will go on

It feels like eternity, doesn't it?

but I am certain I deserve it for being so bold

An eternity of being watched

Being mocked

Being taunted by the lesser maids

By the people outside

The burning humiliation making you blush across your body

Most awful is the scorn of Mistress Lola

who I adore

I fear I can never recover my place in her heart

After what feels like a lifetime

Mistress Lola dismisses the maids, who titter away

And beckonds you to her with her finger

I carefully descend the ladder

not wishing to fall and further my disgrace

I mince to Mistress

and drop to my knees before her

She looks down on you, graciously

"So, Dani, have you been made adequately aware of your place?"

"Yes, Mistress...."

I still keep my eyes lowered

"Do you know why I wear the dresses and you wear the maid outfit?"

"Yes, Mistress, they are outward symbols of our respective stations

"You are a dominant woman

"I am merely a submissive sissy

"I'm glad that's clear."

"And there'll be no more of this silly desire to dress in my clothes?"

"No, Mistress--unless you order it for some reason"

"No dear. If I want you to dress differently, I will get you your own clothes"

"And really dear, if you wanted a dress to look like me...all you had to do was ask."

"Yes, Mistress...thank you, Mistress"

She lifts you up by your chin with her finger

"Now then, I think it's high time you got out of your new dress, no matter how much you love it, and get back into your uniform"

"Yes, Mistress....of course, Mistress"

I mince as quickly as I can to your boudoir to retrieve my uniform

I return to my own room and resume my proper attire.

I report to you in your office

"How may I serve you today, Mistress Lola?"

[Sissy Dani curtseys]

"Ah, Dani, good to see you back to normal"

"Get my designers on the phone. I'm going to need to design a new evening dress with them"

I go to my desk in the office and dial the number.

"Mistress Lola, they are on the line..."

And as Mistress takes the phone

and starts chatting with her designers

and you listen on, waiting for further instructions

We will leave this fantasy here

And return to the real world

in 3

2

1

And welcome back

Oh! That was a surprise!

When we started, I expected Mistress to smile and applaud my appearance

But the humiliation was very arousing, I have to admit

Indeed

We don't often focus on the humiliation aspect of your sissyness

And I am trying to be more experimental these days

I appreciate it

Perhaps something even a bit more public in the future

Exposed outside the mansion?

I was planning on sending you shopping

Or transformed into Dolly or Bubbles in full view?

But I thought I might save that for another time

Sounds good.

I'd better sign off

Very well, dear

Enjoy your evening

[Mistress Lola kisses]

[Sissy Dani blows a kiss]