Trance-Script #44


Here’s the latest of my hypno-sessions with Mistress Lola. As  always, Mistress Lola’s words are in italics, mine are in boldface, and my editorial comments are in this san serif face. Words in [brackets] are actions, and hypnotic triggers are underlined. Due to a slight glitch, the induction sequence is missing, so we begin with me already in trance.

These kind of mental adventures always play out in my mind as a sort of movie or play, with me experiencing all the thoughts, actions and emotions of the central character. Mistress Lola says my active imagination and my experience in writing erotic fiction is a great aid in making these seem very real.

We're going to go on a journey now
A journey to a place you've been before
But not for a long time
So try and remember
the mansion home of Lola Venus

I remember

Remember your bedroom in that mansion
Remember how it looks
How it sounds
Picture it in your mind
and make it real

Yes...so frilly
so girly

And what is your role in Mistress Lola's mansion?

a big poster bed
I am Mistress Lola
Mistress Lola's maid, I mean

A maid with ideas above her station, it seems

Or slippery typing fingers

Oh no, dear
It's perfectly normal
For a maid to dream about being the Mistress
It's nice
and bright
and early
And it's time for your first task of the day
Which is what, Maid Dani?

To awaken my Mistress

So you must get ready
You must put on your maid uniform
So get out of that bed
And go to the wardrobe
and find that uniform

there it is...black satin with a low-cut bodice
and a tiny skirt that floats over white petticoats
Black seamed stockings
and black patent pumps with six-inch heels

Good girl
Now picture yourself
changing into your uniform
Feel the fabric against your skin as you change

It arouses me
I feel my sissy-cock expand in my satin panties
I pose and primp in the mirror
I must be sure I am suitable to greet Mistress

A perfect maid always looks perfect
Repeat

A perfect maid always looks perfect

Good girl

A perfect maid always looks perfect

Your Mistress' words
And ones to live by
And now
it's time to go to Mistress' bedroom
to wake her up

I mince down the hall to her door
and knock lightly and politely

You listen for her voice
As any good maid would
But there is silence

I knock once more and whisper, "Mistress?"

But still no answer
Mistress must be sleepimg very soundly
But it is her usual waking time
What should a good maid do?

I open the door quietly and go in
the thick rug keeping my footsteps quiet
I look at the bed and see Mistress sleeping peacefully
a blissful smile on her face

And on the chair
the one that sits before her vanity
is that beautiful black dress that Mistress wears
The one that you have seen before
The one that you have always admired
Always wanted
Always hoped to try
Just lying there
on the back of the chair
Look at it, Dani
Picture it in your mind

It is black and clinging
Low-cut and short-skirted
but tight to the thighs
unlike my maid's uniform
[Sissy Dani sighs]

You have seen Mistress wear it so many times

I pick it up and
holding it in front of me
look in the full-length mirror
on the wardrobe door

Doesn't it look so good?

mmmmm yes

Even just holding it makes you look soooooo nice
Picture yourself wearing it

so nice
Mistress is still sleeping
I take off my uniform
and carefully
oh so carefully
step into the marvelous dress
Just for a few moments
I pose again and smile at the image

Run your hands over it
Take a twirl in it
Let it flow and rub against you

It is oh so sexy!
I feel sexy and naughty
and aroused

Sit on the chair, dear
And allow your imagination to run wild
Imagine yourself as the Mistress of the mansion
With all the sissy maids running around after you

I order my maids to my side
and point imperiously at my feet
"Kiss, darlings," I command
And as they comply,
I lean back in the chair
and revel in my control
feeling the power wash over me
This is what it means to be a Mistress

Being the one in control
Being the one that all the sissy maids adore
And wearing clothes appropriate to your role
The powerful dress

I choose one especially pretty maid
and gesture for her to sit in my lap
I draw her to me and kiss her
I am lost in the reverie of my imagination
Heedless of the danger of Mistress finding me here

You might not even notice the subtle cough behind you

I stand and strut in my heels
until I turn and....

"Enjoying yourself, Dani?"

there She is....
I stop in mid-stride
[Sissy Dani hangs her head]
"Mistress, forgive me...."

"Do you know how much that dress cost, Dani?"
She asks, sitting up in bed, crossing her arms

"No, Mistress...but I remember you had it custom made..."

"Exactly, Dani.
"That is the only dress of its kind in the world"
"Made especially for me by my clothing experts"
"To my specific design"
"What, pray tell, made you think it was acceptable to wear it yourself?"

"I so adore you, Mistress....I wanted to be closer to you:
"to feel as you must feel in that wonderful dress"
My lip is quivering, close to tears

"You are as close to me as any maid has ever been, Dani"
"And yet you feel it acceptable to wear my clothes without my permission?"

I cannot look her in the eye
I have disgraced myself
I start to remove the dress

She holds up a hand

I have no answer to her question
except my tears

"Well you're in luck, Dani, as that dress is now ruined for me."
"So you might as well keep it now."

"Oh, no, Mistress....
"I'm sure it is still suitable...."
I continue to undress

"Do not put yourself into further trouble by contradicting me, Dani"

[Sissy Dani hangs her head]
"No, Mistress..."

She shakes her head and sighs
"I shall wear my pink satin robe for this morning, Dani, and my fuzzy heels

I go to her wardrobe and fetch them for her
As I help her into them, I ask,
"Mistress, may I return to my uniform?"
"I feel inappropriate serving you dressed this way...."

"You may not, Dani."
"You are a maid dressed as a Mistress. I can think of no better punishment than to make you carry out your duties dressed in such a manner"
"Showing off your sin to the world."
"Displaying your foolish pride and terrible mistakes to all who see you."

"Yes, Mistress...."

"Yes...I think a lesson in abject humiliation is entirely appropriate here".

I dread having the other maids and staff see me
They will all know of my transgression

They will snigger and titter and giggle behind your back
Mock you for your foolishness

My status in the household will be diminished
No longer Mistress's favorite sissy servant
I curtsey
difficult in this very tight dress
and back my way to the door.
"I will see that your breakfast is ready, Mistress"

You can hear Mistress laughing lightly behind you as you go
"Today I feel like a full English, Dani. Make sure everyone sees you bring it to the table"

"Yes, Mistress...."
I mince to the back staircase and descend to the kitchen
Cook and the kitchen maids stare in disbelief at my attire
"Mistress wishes a full English breakfast," I tell them

They barely even bother to hide their amusement

my voice quavers
"I will serve her," I say

Cook smiles at you in your Mistress outfit

They titter among themselves

"I'll serve it right up, if you wait right there...Mistress"
She laughs cruelly

My face reddens

"Oh wait...Dani! It is you!"
"I almost didn't recognise you. I thought that was our Mistress come to ask for breakfast."

Now the tears really do flow
She is making fun of my predicament

"Trying a new look, are we?"

I turn my back to her
I have no answer that will not further my humiliation

"Awww, did we hurt your feelings, Dani?"

Still turned away, I shake my head "No"
But they have

How do you really feel, Dani?

Ashamed, humiliated, disgraced
I have ruined my reputation as a maid in the mansion
I turn and see the breakfast waiting on a tray
I pick it up and carry it to the dining room

As you go
You hear the Cook and the maids say
"We live to serve, Mistress"
followed by loud laughter

Shaking with such humiliation
I barely maintain balance on my heels
as I mince to the table and place the tray before Mistress
I still cannot look at her.
"Will there be anything else, Mistress?"
I whisper through my tears

She keeps you waiting for an answer, seemingly oblivious to your tears
As she nibbles at her meal

I stand at attention
Not daring to move for fear of another error

Finally she looks up
"Yes, there is one thing I would like you to do, Dani"
"The big bay windows in the parlour"

Oh, no....

"The ones that overlook the front garden, the ones that everyone can see into"
"They look rather dirty. Clean them at once"

Another awkward attempt at a curtsey
"Yes, Mistress...."
I mince to the cleaning closet
find a bucket and sponge
fill the bucket, add soap
and moving carefully to avoid spills
go to the windows.
I set everything down
and return to the closet for a step ladder
Six-inch heels and a short tight skirt are not made for climbing ladders
but I do my best

You hear the sound of a bell behind you
And then the clitter clatter of dozens of high heels clicking on the floors
as suddenly
the household of maids file into the room
standing in a row
and behind them, smiling with devilish delight
is Mistress
"Now maids, see how well your Head Maid Dani cleans the windows. Make sure you learn her technique by watching her very carefully"

I turn back to the windows
I see the early morning foot traffic on the street outside
Several of the passers-by stop to observe the elegantly dressed lady
doing a scrubwoman's work
Some simply smile, others laugh outright
The entire village will soon know my shame
The other maids gather around, offering pointers
"You missed a spot in that high corner, Mistress Dani"
"I think you need fresh water, Mistress Dani"

"Now ordinarily girls, one would not wear a $2500 dress to wash windows in, but Mistress Dani thinks she can get away with such things" Mistress explains

I waver unsteadily on the top step of the ladder
My legs shake in my terror
I wish I could turn and see them all
but I feel their combined scorn and amusement anyway

And they're right to laugh at you
Aren't they Dani?

Yes, Mistress
I have transgressed
I have stepped out of my proper role

And this humiliation
This degradation
This entirely deserved punishment
It feels rather...appropriate
Doesn't it?

Yes, Mistress
I am no longer deserving of respect as the head maid
I should be demoted to the scullery
or even dismissed

Oh no
That would be far too simple
Far too easy
Far too forgiving
This way
You will continue to serve as the maid you were meant to be
But
You will forever have this memory burnt into your mind
And never forget this abject humiliation

No, Mistress
I will remember

You certainly will
Now you missed a spot, 'Mistress' Dani

I return to my chore
I do not know how long this will go on

It feels like eternity, doesn't it?

but I am certain I deserve it for being so bold

An eternity of being watched
Being mocked
Being taunted by the lesser maids
By the people outside
The burning humiliation making you blush across your body

Most awful is the scorn of Mistress Lola
who I adore
I fear I can never recover my place in her heart

After what feels like a lifetime
Mistress Lola dismisses the maids, who titter away
And beckonds you to her with her finger

I carefully descend the ladder
not wishing to fall and further my disgrace
I mince to Mistress
and drop to my knees before her

She looks down on you, graciously
"So, Dani, have you been made adequately aware of your place?"

"Yes, Mistress...."
I still keep my eyes lowered

"Do you know why I wear the dresses and you wear the maid outfit?"

"Yes, Mistress, they are outward symbols of our respective stations
"You are a dominant woman
"I am merely a submissive sissy

"I'm glad that's clear."
"And there'll be no more of this silly desire to dress in my clothes?"

"No, Mistress--unless you order it for some reason"

"No dear. If I want you to dress differently, I will get you your own clothes"
"And really dear, if you wanted a dress to look like me...all you had to do was ask."

"Yes, Mistress...thank you, Mistress"

She lifts you up by your chin with her finger
"Now then, I think it's high time you got out of your new dress, no matter how much you love it, and get back into your uniform"

"Yes, Mistress....of course, Mistress"
I mince as quickly as I can to your boudoir to retrieve my uniform
I return to my own room and resume my proper attire.
I report to you in your office
"How may I serve you today, Mistress Lola?"
[Sissy Dani curtseys]

"Ah, Dani, good to see you back to normal"
"Get my designers on the phone. I'm going to need to design a new evening dress with them"

I go to my desk in the office and dial the number.
"Mistress Lola, they are on the line..."

And as Mistress takes the phone
and starts chatting with her designers
and you listen on, waiting for further instructions
We will leave this fantasy here
And return to the real world
in 3
2
1
And welcome back

Oh! That was a surprise!
When we started, I expected Mistress to smile and applaud my appearance
But the humiliation was very arousing, I have to admit

Indeed
We don't often focus on the humiliation aspect of your sissyness
And I am trying to be more experimental these days

I appreciate it
Perhaps something even a bit more public in the future
Exposed outside the mansion?

I was planning on sending you shopping

Or transformed into Dolly or Bubbles in full view?

But I thought I might save that for another time

Sounds good.
I'd better sign off

Very well, dear
Enjoy your evening
[Mistress Lola kisses]

[Sissy Dani blows a kiss]



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