Here’s the latest of my hypno-sessions with Mistress Lola. As always, Mistress Lola’s words are in italics, mine are in boldface, and my editorial comments are in this sans serif face. Words in [brackets] are actions, and hypnotic triggers are underlined.
This session actually occurred on two dates a few weeks apart. The first session was abruptly aborted when both Mistress Lola and I had our connections crash. Fortunately, Mistress had saved the trance-script up to that point. Unfortunately, we did manage to find a mutually available time to continue until this week. So here it is, my complete hypnotic adventure in auditioning en femme.
I imagine you're eager to begin
Yes, as always
Then let us start as we always do
With that magical little word
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and deep
and obedient
So docile
So compliant
Ready to follow
to serve
to obey
to
DROP DEEP
Deep
Deep
into pure hypnotic pleasure
Nice
and relaxed
and submissive
Deeply entranced
Deeply ensnared
Deeply obedient
Aren't you?
Once again, the repetition of that special word sent me into trance, but this time, Mistress used the emphasizer DROP DEEP to send me even further into hypnosis. And we began setting up the scenario, as once again I felt myself simultaneously taking part and observing.
Yes, Mistress
Good Girl
[Sissy Dani twitches]
Do you know why you are here today?
No, why, Mistress?
You are here to be tested
To be challenged
To see if you can please me
I always want to please you, Mistress
Then you shall complete this task properly
Of course, Mistress
I want to see how well you can carry yourself as a woman
In what circumstance, Mistress?
There is a performance of a play called The Women that is having auditions today
You wish me to try out for it?
Indeed
And this play only has roles for women
So I shall expect you to put on your best female performance
I understand, Mistress
Now how shall you dress?
This shall be part of the test
I know the play...it is set in the 1930s
I should wear a suitable dress
Now what kind of dress would a stylish 30s woman wear?
Something like this
Yes, that shall be ideal
With a pearl necklace to add that extra classy touch
yes, certainly
I will need appropriate period makeup as well
Indeed
Perhaps like this
Yes, that shall do just fine
We shall need to apply it properly though
Sit down at the vanity, dear
[Sissy Dani sits]
Feel the foundation on your skin as I apply it to your face
Feels cool and smooth
Your eyebrows may need some plucking
Of course,
I will make it as painless as possible
shaped into those lovely arches
I feel little twinges as you work
Nice and thin
Prim and proper
Glamorous
Now these lashes
We'll need a thick mascara
I feel it heavy on my lids
Making them appear sort of sleepy and sexy
Proper bedroom eyes
A bit of vlush
Blush on your cheeks
And lipstick, Mistress...
bright red
Bright?
Perhaps a slightly darker shade, to match the more subtle look of the rest of your makeup
Yes, of course,
you know best, Mistress
And my hair?
A wig set in the right style...
like this
I will see what I have in my wig collection
Now that is a look
I think
Yes
I have just the thing
On the worktop you will find a wigcap
Put it on
I do so
Feel me pulling a wig down onto your head
Fitting it into place
Nice and snug
I look in the mirror
"I am ready for my close-up..."
Well, you look good in the mirror
But will it fool the director?
There's only one way to find out
I suppose so
Let's go, dear
We'll take my car
I follow you to the car
feeling oh so lovely in '30s look
If only I had a proper 30s car to match
That's all right, Mistress
I will make up for it
with my entrance to the theater
Hmmm
I wonder if you will pass
I sweep in and then stop
confronted by a dozen or more women
real women
all made up and attired similar to me
All looking at their scripts, practicing their lines
If they notice anything about you, it's not apparent
The stage manager looks me over
nods, and indicates I should sit down
I take my seat elegantly
and wait to be called
There are a few other women next to you
I wonder if they notice anything
If they are like most actresses
they will check me out, sniff
and then ignore me
Too wrapped up in themselves
So far so good
You're on your way to completing your task
After a short while, the stage manager calls my name
and says, "You're next"
Break a leg, darling
I have auditioned for shows, frequently successfully, many times in my life. The idea of doing so in feminine attire or for a role that required feminine attire has been a secret desire for most of that time. I doubt I could ever carry it off as well as I did in this hypnotically induced fantasy.
I rise, smooth my skirt, and go to the stage
There, for the first time, I see the director
sitting in the house
Oh, dear--it is Ms. Vera Demanden!
Will she recognize me?
Oh my
This will be quite a test indeed
You will need to give a false name, naturally
Ms Demanden doesn't look up as you enter
"Auditioning for Mary Haines, can we have your name please?"
Answer Ms Demanden, Dani
Mary Haines?
Oh dear--the lead!
Indeed
This was meant to be a challenge, after all
"My name is....
Trisha Daniels...."
"Trisha Daniels..." she looks at her notes
"A late addition, I see. Well as much as I hate anything less than fully punctual, let's see how you do"
"Now forget the script for a second, Trisha. What do you know about the character?"
"Mary Haines is married, with a little girl.
She is having trouble in her marriage
Her husband is seeing another woman...."
"Quite right. Full marks for research, at least"
"She gets a divorce....but then decides to fight to get her husband back"
"For this role, I need a woman who can really sell the audience on that idea of adultery, of unfaithfulness, of living with the fact that your husband no longer loves you but for your child's sake you must keep your marriage together."
"I need to see that fighting feminine spirit, that fiery womanhood"
"I believe I can do that, ma'am...."
"Let's see it then, Trisha. Let's see if you can really get into the character."
"Have you prepared a monologue?"
"I have, but it might not be entirely appropriate...it's from Shakespeare..."
"Well, perform it anyway. I shall see what I make of you"
"It is Portia's speech from The Merchant of Venice."
"In your own time"
“The quality of mercy is not strained; It droppeth as the gentle rain from heaven Upon the place beneath.”
She leans back in her seat, hands templed, observing you
“It is twice blest; It blesseth him that gives and him that takes: 'T is mightiest in the mightiest; it becomes The throned monarch better than his crown:
His sceptre shows the force of temporal power, The attribute to awe and majesty, Wherein doth sit the dread and fear of kings;
But mercy is above this sceptred sway; It is enthronèd in the hearts of kings,
It is an attribute to God himself; And earthly power doth then show likest God's When mercy seasons justice. “
Finished, I curtsey and await her comments
She looks approvingly, and nods
[Sissy Dani smiles]
"Excellent speech, Trisha, but I need to see how you move on stage. Move around more. Show me how you would physically perform the role"
I repeat the speech, moving as if speaking to a jury, emphasizing with feminine gestures
I try to seduce my listeners, using my female wiles to convince them of my argument
How could any man have left me for another, I seem to ask
She raises an eyebrow. Does she suspect?
But she still gives a small clap when you are finished
[Sissy Dani smiles and curtseys]
"That was very good, Trisha. I could see the fury within you, as well as the fire. But now we need something a bit more modern"
Oh, dear....I have nothing else prepared....
"Ms. Demanden, I only worked on the one speech"
"Let us try some improv. Pretend your husband has come home after a night with his affair. You have just finished sending the child to school, and he has just walked through the door. React. Take us there!"
"Stephen! Where on earth have you been all night? Why didn't you call?"
"Is that lipstick on your collar? Have you been with that tramp again?"
I turn from him and fight back tears
"Oh bravo! Keep going!"
Then, in a fury, I whirl and confront him.
"Get out! Don't bother to pack--I'll send your things!"
I turn again and storm from the room
The scene concluded, I look again to Ms. Demanden
"Oh, wonderful! Very well done," she applauds
[Sissy Dani smiles and curtseys]
"That's just the sort of thing we're looking for"
"Thank you, ma'am"
"I love the outfit, by the way. Very appropriate for the role"
"Where did you get it?"
Oh, dear....
"A...a very good friend helped me pick it out
"She helped with makeup and hair as well"
"She's very talented. Perhaps we could use her backstage"
"What's her name?"
I gasp...
"It's...uh....Lola Venus...."
She raises an eyebrow quizzically
"...THE Lola Venus?"
"I don't know what you mean, ma'am...."
"It is hardly a common name, Trisha. The hypnotist who specialises in feminization?"
[Sissy Dani blushes]
"Yes....yes, the very same...."
Have I given myself away?"
She seems to look you over
"You are aware this performance is to be acted by real women?"
"You're not a sissy, are you?"
"Yes, yes, I am...."
[Sissy Dani blushes]
I have failed at my task
She knows my secret
She is taken aback
"Well, at least you're honest about it"
She stands up and makes her way to the stage, constantly reviewing you with her eyes
I hang my head, feared to look her in the face now
"And yet...it's rather astonishing"
"Even I was almost fooled. Lola really does such good work"
"You...you are familiar with her?"
I look to the wings, where Mistress stands in the dark
"We travel in very similar circles"
She seems to be considering something
"You really did have me convinced, you know..."
[Sissy Dani curtseys]
"And perhaps it would be best to encourage a good performance than to snuff it out"
I look again to Mistress for encouragement
I walk out onto the stage, clapping slowly
"Well, you almost managed to fool her, 'Trisha'. But I can see the old girl's still got an eye for talent"
I embrace and kiss Vera on each cheek, and she smiles
"Less of the 'old girl', thank you dear. Yes, this one really is a work of art."
I suppose it's time I fully revealed myself.
"We have met before, Ms. Demanden...."
"I am Pretty Sissy Dani...."
[Sissy Dani curtseys]
"Dani! Well, colour me impressed"
"I'm very pleased you liked my audition...
"I thought it was a new sissy. Very nice work"
But I suppose I will not get the part...."
"Nonsense, Dani.
"I think it would be a crime to not allow such talent to take the stage"
"Of course, I shall have to punish you for trying to deceive me, even though I suspect that was your
Mistress' idea"
Punishment? Oh dear
I look with mock concern. "Oh dear, but I suppose it's only justified"
"What are you thinking, Vera? 10 spanks?"
She shakes her head. "Oh no, 20 at least"
[Sissy Dani blushes]
"Here, Mistresses? Now?"
"Would you rather we did it in front of everyone, Dani?"
A thrill of erotic humiliation goes through me at the thought
"Perhaps...we could save it for closing night?
At the final curtain call?"
"Well...fine. But I'm upping it to 30"
"For making me wait"
My sissy-cock twitches in anticipation
And another thought occurs:
"Will we tell the real actresses my secret?"
"Well, as your Mistress has inspired me..."
"Why don't we see how long you can keep your secret?"
In a crowded dressing room, that will be quite a challenge...
"Yes, ma'am, I will do my best...."
"Good girl" we say in unison
[Sissy Dani twitches]
If they do that too often, I will never keep the secret
It will be interesting to see how you manage
And what your castmates will do if they find out
But that shall have to wait for another time
As for now we must return to the waking world
And so you shall regain control of your thoughts and actions
In 3
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Now
Oh! That was wonderful, Mistress!
I'm glad you enjoyed it, my Sissified Sweetheart
Worth waiting for?
I have long wanted to appear en femme on stage
but the opportunity has never presented itself
Yes--worth waiting for
Good girl
And perhaps one day
You shall perform en femme for real
I suspect, at my current age, the one role remaining for me is the terrifying aunt in The Importance of Being Earnest
Oh hush
A little makeup goes a long way, sweetie
It's never too late to be a fabulous woman
Well, perhaps the Glynis Johns role in A Little Night Music
I'd get to sing "Send in the Clowns"
[Mistress Lola kisses]
Good night, Mistress
[Sissy Dani blows a kiss]
Have a wonderful day, my Good Girl
[Sissy Dani twitches]
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