Here’s the latest of my hypno-sessions with Goddess Lola. As always, Goddess Lola’s words are in italics, mine are in boldface, and my editorial comments are in this sans serif face. Words in [brackets] are actions, and hypnotic triggers are underlined.
Technical difficulties required us to use a different chat application, so this trance-script may appear somewhat different from the usual. I had asked Goddess Lola to give me an adventure that was “very sissy, very public, very embarrassing, very humiliating”. I think she definitely succeeded. We began with the usual repetitive induction, which the previously mentioned difficulties have somewhat truncated.
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and deep
and obedient
So docile
So compliant
Ready to just
DROP DEEP
Not content with the depth of my trance, Goddess Lola used this trigger, which instantly sends me deeper…and then she strengthened it further…
Deeper
and deeper
down
down
further
and further
into soft
sweet
sexual
trance
Falling further
and deeper
Into blissful
hypnotic
ecstasy
so deep
so nice
Good girl
[Sissy Dani twitches]
Let your senses be guided by my words
Let my words shape your world
See what I describe to you
Hear what I speak to you
Feel what I tell you to
In a world of pure hypnotic fantasy
I await your guidance
Good girl
[Sissy Dani twitches]
Tell me of a woman in your life
that you have always considered to be
so stylish
so feminine
so pretty
One that you have admired
and wished to femulate
It can be a woman from any point in your life
From your childhood
to the present day
A woman you have known and admired
Tell me her name
Her name is Bonnie
Bonnie
Good girl
Tell me about Bonnie. Who is she to you?
Bonnie was my cousin, about the same age as me
Good girl
And what age were you when you first started admiring Bonnie?
Probably about 15
Good girl
Then let us turn back the clock
Back to when you were 15
When you and Bonnie were both 15 years old
Picture yourself at Bonnie's house
It's a glorious summer day
You have been left with your cousin Bonnie for the day
And right now
she's on the phone with her friend
You can hear her down the hall
chatting away
She's very distracted
Now would be a perfect time to sneak into her bedroom
And take a look at those clothes you've admired
for such a long time now
You've found yourself wanting to feel what it's like
to be as stylish as Bonnie
haven't you?
I have...her clothes are so colorful, so soft and pretty
I tiptoe to her room and peek in her closet
Look at all the gorgeous clothes on display
From the pretty shoes at the bottom
to the gorgeous hats at the top
And is there one particular outfit that stands out?
It's a yellow minidress (it's 1967, after all)
Take the minidress
Feel it in your fingers
Doesn't it feel divine?
Yes...so soft and light
Won't it feel perfect against your skin?
Yes...but I think I would need some other things to make it complete
Of course
And in this wardrobe
There are so many things to try
You're like a kid in a candy store
Grab all the pretty things, Dani
Grab everything you like
while Bonnie's away
Dani will play
Take off those boring boy clothes
and start getting changed
There's a drawer with lots of lovely panties and bras.
I take a matching set in pink
and some pantyhose
Trying to be very quiet, I remove
all my male clothes
My little thing is very excited
as I pull the panties up and cover it
I've seen my mother and sister put on bras
so I wrap it around my torso backwards
fasten it and then turn it around.
I need something to fill the bra
so I grab another handful of silky panties
and put them in the bra.
They aren't big tits, but they are there.
Next some the pantyhose
I am careful not to snag or run them
as I slide them up over my legs
and around my pantied ass
I stand before the full-length mirror
to see how I look
"You little thief!"
You hear your cousin's voice from the doorway
Looks like you took too long, sweetie
I try to hide what I'm wearing
unsuccessfully
"Bonnie....
"I was just...curious...."
"And that justifies stealing my clothes, does it?"
She looks very upset and angry
"I wasn't stealing...just sort of...borrowing them"
"I would have put them all back"
"As if I want them back now that your sissy thing's been all over them"
"You little pervert"
"Bonnie, please, don't tell anyone
"I'll do anything you say...."
"Oh? And why shouldn't I call your mom right now and tell her what you did?"
"Please, no, she would never understand"
"I don't think I understand."
All the time, my sissy cock is growing
"Is this a sex thing? is this what turns you on?"
"You sicko"
"No, not a sicko...I just like the feel of these things
"I like feeling, well, girlish"
"Girlish..."
She looks you up and down
"You look like a boy in a dress"
"If you really want to look girlish..."
A wicked smile forms on her face
"Sit on the bed"
I follow her directions, as I promised
She takes a box off her vanity cabinet and sits next to you
"Look at me"
It's not a request
It's a demand
I turn to face her
She opens the box
It's full of makeup
Mascara, lipstick, blush, foundation, eyeshadow
[Sissy Dani gasps]
It's all in there
She grabs the foundation first and applies it to your face
"It's not quite your skin tone, but it'll do"
she says as she rubs it in
Fortunately, I have never had a lot of facial hair
I feel the sponge cover my face with the cream
She then puts on the blush
The brush tickles as she does
"A pretty little girl needs red rosy cheeks"
"Doesn't she, sissy?" she asks teasingly
"Yes, Bonnie"
Then the mascara
Nice, thick black lashes, heavy on your eyelids
I can almost feel my face becoming more and more feminine in appearance
Lovely green eyeshadow
To make your eyes look sultry and sexy
Will I really come out looking pretty?
as pretty as Bonnie?
Finally the lipstick
Nice and thick on your lips
"Pucker, sissy"
I obey her again
as the bright pink color is applied to my mouth
"There," she says, admiring her handiwork
And I find I like being called "sissy"
"Now you look more girlish"
"Take a look in the mirror"
I turn to look
Yes, I am girlish and pretty
"Of course, no one's going to think you're a girl," she laughs cruelly
"Not with that sissy boner popping up"
"But at least you look slightly nicer this way"
"if I...if I put on the dress, my bulge won't be so noticeable...."
I pick it up and pose with it before the mirror
"Well you might as well put it on"
"I'm not going to be able to wear it now"
I slide it over my head and let it fall
"Will you...will you zip me up, please?"
"Ask me more nicely," she sneers
"Please, Bonnie, please zip me up and make the dress fit...."
"Oh alright," she moans, getting up
She takes the zip and brings it all the way to the top
"There," she says. "I'm surprised it fits so well, actually"
That tightens the fit and make my tiny fake tits more obvious
I actually have a girlish figure
But my legs don't look right yet
"Now put on some shoes, sissy. You're going to need them"
I spy a pair of shoes on the floor of her closet
There's a pair of yellow patent pumps, with a cute three-inch block heel
I slide them on and they fit pretty well
She sniffs at you
"At least you know how to coordinate, sissy"
"Now come on, we're going out"
But why do I need shoes?
Oh...that's why....
She grabs your arm, not giving you chance to resist, if you even want to
"Bonnie, my hair is still so...boyish"
Do I want to resist?
I'm not sure
She doesn't have to pull very hard
"Well what am I supposed to do? Cut it for you?"
She scoffs
"Can I at least try to brush it into something more feminine?"
"Fat chance," she laughs. "Fine, I guess you can try. Maybe a miracle will happen and you'll look halfway decent"
She grabs a hairbrush off the counter and starts brushing your hair as best she can, firmly
She arranges the sides so they cover my ears
and combs the front forward into a semblance of bangs
I suppose it will have to do
And then she sprays it all with hairspray
Sticking it in place
"There. That's at least presentable"
"Bonnie...where are we going?"
"Since you want to look so girlish, I thought you might want to hang out with some real girls"
"We're going to meet my friends"
[Sissy Dani blushes]
I know some of her friends.
After all, we all attend the same school!
"What's the matter? Don't want to be one of the girls?"
The question surprises me...
I suppose I do, actually
"Yes, Bonnie, I am just one of the girls, I guess
"Well too bad! You're a sissy and everyone's going to know it"
She laughs
"Now come on, sissy! Don't you want to show off what you look like?"
Yes, I'm a sissy
Might as well admit it
I follow her out the door
"Hope you can walk in those things, sissy, because we're heading to the mall"
Bonnie grins, saying the word 'sissy' louder now that you're outside
Fortunately, I chose a pair of shoes with low heels
But the mall...it will be more than just Bonnie's friends then!
All through this, even in trance, I can feel my arousal growing. Exposure and humiliation have long been a big part of my turn-on in forced feminization. I suppose it’s part of being both a cross-dresser and a submissive. Being feminized only emphasizes my inferiority.
"Come on, sissy, everyone's dying to meet you!"
Bonnie laughs, loudly, attracting the attention of the people on the sidewalk
I hang my head, trying not to be too noticeable.
Thankfully, it's a short walk to mall entrance.
You still feel the heat of their stares, their bewilderment, their mocking sniggers
'Is this some game?' they think.
[Sissy Dani blushes again]
'Why is that boy in a dress?'
'Must be some prank'
Perhaps it would be better to accept it
And all the while Bonnie is just dragging you along and laughing
Be proud to be girlish
I lift my head and straighten my back
which makes my tits stick out more
"Oh ho!" Bonnie chuckles. "Sissy's got a rack!"
Yeah, I do--so what?
I also have an ass that can wiggle
I try doing that as well
The stares from the people you pass turn into a mixture of fascination and confusion
Bonnie looks confused as well
"Damn, sissy, I didn't think you'd enjoy this so much"
Neither did I
"I might as well try to enjoy myself, Bonnie"
She looks at you and laughs, a genuine laugh this time
"I guess you might as well"
Strangely, the feelings of embarrassment and humiliation
are becoming something else
An odd sort of arousal
as if being seen as a girlish boy was....
turning me on?
Will it get even stronger when we meet her friends?
And of course
That just makes that sissy clit in your panties
Grow bigger
and bigger
and even more noticeable under your dress
By this time, I hardly care.
Let them stare
Let them wonder
Are you proud to be a sissy?
I'm not sure...
But I like being pretty and noticed
And you're getting lots of attention, alright
Look
Here are Bonnie's friends
And they've spotted you
And your sissy boner
And naturally
their first reaction is to giggle
"Who's your new girlfriend, Bonnie?" one of them asks
"Why don't you introduce yourself, sissy?" Bonnie asks you
I smile and simper a bit
"My name is...uh...Dani"
I try to speak in a feminine tone
but I'm not entirely successful
"Are you feeling OK, 'Dani'?" one of the girls asks. "It sounds like you have a frog in your throat"
Surely they must recognize me as Bonnie's cousin?
They laugh mockingly
I try to smile
but the laughs just make my arousal
more obvious.
Do I really like being humiliated?
"That dress looks so pretty, 'Dani'. Where did you get it?"
"I...borrowed it from Bonnie"
And I do a twirl to show it off
"Oh no, Dani," Bonnie smiles. "You can have it. It looks so good on you, after all"
The girls titter and laugh
The twirl shows off my smooth, nylon-clad thighs
"Every sissy should have a pretty dress, shouldn't they, sissy?"
"Yes, Bonnie," I say softly
Did she have to say "sissy" in front of them?
I am reaching a point where it feels like my sissy-cock will burst!
Does that word make you excited, sissy?
I guess it does
And at this point, the arousal becomes more than psychological, more than just mildly physical. It begins to feel that every taunt, every tease, is like a warm, soft hand stroking my sissy-cock.
"Oh wow, look!" one of the girls points at your sissy boner
"When you call it a sissy, it gets bigger!"
They all laugh so much at that
And then the chanting starts
Sis-sy
Sis-sy
Sis-sy
And now, the worst
My sissy-cock begins to leak
my panties are getting wet and sticky
And yet, this all feels so....right
The laughing and the chanting gets louder
SIS-SY!
SIS-SY!
SIS-SY!
They start to circle you
Skipping around you
It's too much
The leak becomes a full spurt
and I collapse onto a bench
as my sissy orgasm overwhelms me
And ruins that pretty dress
And on that image
With the girls surrounding you
teasing you
and making you
Squirt, Sissy, Squirt
It's time to come back to the real world
With this lovely episode as a happy memory from your younger days
As you return to the real world
and awaken
in 3
2
1
Oh! I'm still a bit aroused, Goddess!
I thought you might be
But that seemed such a perfect ending, I couldn't think of where to go next
You sissy
[Goddess Lola smiles]
How I wish something like that could have really happened
[Sissy Dani blows a kiss]
Clearly that was the perfect, well, climax
[Sissy Dani smiles]
Oh you
[Goddess Lola laughs]
Hopefully it filled all of your requirements
It did, indeed
You rarely fail
Good night, Goddess
Goodnight, SISSY
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