Here’s the latest of my hypno-sessions with Goddess Lola. As always, Goddess Lola’s words are in italics, mine are in boldface, and my editorial comments are in this sans serif face. Words in [brackets] are actions, and hypnotic triggers are underlined..
I had asked Goddess Lola to put me deep in trance and make me feel entirely girly and feminine. She took that request in an unexpected, but very enjoyable direction.
DROP DEEP
Deeper and deeper
Deeper into
peaceful
wonderful
warm
trance
Allowing yourself
to fall deeper
Mmmmmmm
and deeper
into the niceness
of Goddess' trance
so nice
So peaceful
So sweet
So very
very
deep
And as always
it's so much easier
each time you drop
to go even further
even deeper
even more
into deep
wonderful
trance
And of course
we can ease you
ever more
into the deepest
nicest
deep
nice
most blissful
trance
by saying
and repeating
our special little word
the word designed
to make you fall ever deeper
under my control
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
nice
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nice
The combination of the DROP DEEP trigger with the long, repetitive “nice” induction created a sense of floating in a pink fog, in which all Goddess’s words were both commanding and erotic.
Feel yourself
falling further
and further
into the pink warm embrace
of my trance
So deep now
that you can see my pink power
can't you?
My glorious pink trance
cocooning you
yes. Goddess
wrapping itself around you
nice
pink
warm
So warm
and nice
and very
very
pink
Pink is such a glorious colour
isn't it?
yes. Goddess
What does the colour pink make you think of?
girly things
lacy things
frilly things
Good Girl
[Sissy Dani twitches]
Pink is such a very feminine colour
isn't it?
yes, Goddess
pink is soft
pink is pretty
pink is girlish
Pink is Perfect
Pink is Perfect
Pink is Perfect
Pink is Perfect
Good Girl
[Sissy Dani twitches]
pink makes me feel submissive
obedient
And speaking of
What qualities do you associate with the colour pink?
girlishness
sissiness
And what qualities make up girlishness?
A girly person is flighty and flirty
A girly person is sweet
A girly person is pretty and perky
Good Girl
Do you feel flighty and flirty?
[Sissy Dani twitches]
Do you feel sweet, my Sissified Sweetheart?
Do you feel pretty and perky?
Oh, yes, Goddess
I'm a girly little sissy
a feminized pansy
a pretty, perky nancy-boy
And you love it
So very much
Craving the need to be feminine
Desiring nothing more than to be as girly as possible
Isn't that right?
yes, Goddess
Make me a girly boy for you
A girly boy, eh?
A prissy little sissy
A genuine nancy boy
Oh, yes....
No, I think I know exactly what I want to turn you into
The ultimate expression of femininity from a femboy like you
I'm going to make you into a drag queen
This is where the session went into an unanticipated direction. Like most cross-dressers, I have been, at times, inspired by drag queens, even admired them for their courage, but rarely did I really think of being one—though the idea of being so completely transformed by a dominant Mistress has definite appeal.
Oooooooooh
[Sissy Dani swoons]
A full force feminine figure
And trapped inside my pink cocoon
All I have to do is describe the changes to you
and you will feel them
and see them
and be transformed by them
You have no choice
It is Goddess' will
Start by being stripped naked
No more men's clothes
We need you pure for your transformation
Feel your clothes melting away into nothingness by the power of the pin cocoon
I am bare...my skin as pink as the cocoon that surrounds me
Good Girl
[Sissy Dani twitches]
baby pink
baby smooth
Now let's start by pasting on a nice big pair of fake tits into your chest
Feel your chest lathered in spirit glue
As those nice fake mammaries are pressed against your body
Sealing them into place
Oh, they are heavy, Goddess
How big are they?
Let's go big, shall we?
36F
Big enough to be noticed, not so big that they fall off
Oh, my--
and they bounce when I move
Of course
A good drag queen is nice and curvy
Now let's get you tucked in, sweetie
A nice silicone pussy should hide that little bit of manhood
Feel it being sealed into place
The spirit glue cool against your skin
My sissy-cock slides into a pocket in the fake pussy
so it cannot be seen
We don't want to spoil the effect, do we?
Now
A nice tight cap over your head
Covering all your real hair
Feel the rubber against your scalp
Nice and tight
Feeling so snug
So comfortable
As a big blonde heavy wig
is placed on your head
Bigger is better
It looks so feminine
so sexy
so erotic
It feels so heavy on your head
That big thick hair
Goodness, it must be at least half a foot tall
And probably just as wide
Do you like your nice, thick, voluminous hair, dear?
That big blonde bimbo look
Oh, yes, Goddess!
If only my face looked as good!
Oh it will, doll
It will
Feel that thick, glossy makeup being applied to your face
That nice, thick mascara
That sexy thick lipstick
That dazzling eyeshadow
A drag queen's makeup follows one rule
The thicker the better
Oh my, I look so gorgeous
Better than that
You look so feminine
Ultra feminine
More feminine than even most real girls
Indeed
Some girls squander their femininity
But a drag queen embraces it to the utmost
My sissy-cock is twitching in its latex sheath
My image is turning me on
Try not to spoil the glue
And besides
we still need to get you dressed
Oh of course
In the most overtly feminine dress imaginable
Sequins galore
Ultra low cut
Tight around the hips
A dress that screams ‘drag’
One that demands attention
One that displays your femininity to the max
Picture the dress in your mind
Feel yourself being trapped in it
So tight
Like this, Goddess?
Yes, that's such a lovely dress
although through a little more razzle dazzle on there
It looks better in the light
Should I look like Jessica Rabbit then?
Hmm
Yes, she would be an excellent style icon for you
But I think this gown will be perfect for now
Thank you, Goddess
I feel sexy and feminine and erotic
But what outfit is complete without the shoes?
And as a drag queen
only the best shoes will do
How tall are you?
5 feet ten inches
Let's give you 4 inch heels then
Nice thick chunky heels
You need them to support you, after all
We're not going for subtlety
We need full-on feminine footwear
Wouldn't stiletto platforms be better?
Like these?
As you can tell, though the idea of drag has never been at the forefront of my fantasies, I know enough about it to be able to help guide this session into the image I wanted to present.
I like the sentiment darling, but I think you need something more
However, they will be fine for now
After all, every drag queen needs to choose her own pair of shoes
It's a rite of passage
Thank you, Goddess
It shows you're surrendering to femininity
I know those shoes will make my walk so sexy and sensuous
Now that I am fully dragged up, Goddess
what's next?
It's time to show yourself off, of course
[Sissy Dani smiles]
What good is looking so fabulous if you don't flaunt it?
So let's release you from your pink cocoon
and let you loose
Oh, but wait
We almost forgot
The most important part of being a drag queen
Your name, sweetie
What do you suggest, Goddess?
It needs to be something spicy
Puns are always good
What part of your femininity do you want to emphasise most?
My boobs, of course
Then how about something like
Mama Rees
or
Titania Bustlington
or even
Busty Deelite
I like the second one...it's sexy but somehow elegant
Good Girl
Then you shall be Titania Bustlington
At that point, I stopped thinking of myself as Dani and became Titania (a fitting name—Shakespeare’s queen of the fairies).
[Titania twitches]
Where shall we go for my drag debut, Goddess?
Why, the nightclub of course
Where else?
What sort of nightclub?
You have to ask?
One with a drag show?
The gay bar!
Silly Titania
But I am not gay, Goddess
One where you can truly be yourself and fit in
So?
Everyone knows that gay bars are the most fun
Girls and gay guys alike
Besides
You're more likely to get the right kind of attention there
Those dominant women looking for a sexy drag queen to take home
Oh!
Yes!
You really must learn to trust Goddess
She always knows best, Titania
[Titania blushes]
Of course. Goddess
Now let's get you to the club
Where you can show yourself off
Now remember
There will be no time for being shy
A drag queen is always the life of the party
Confident
Sassy
and oh so boombastic
I expect you to stand out from the crowd, Titania
Yes, Goddess
I strut through the door,
hips wiggling,
tits bouncing
"Hello, boys! I'm Titania Bustlington!"
Ooooh
What an entrance
Everyone from the bar staff to the DJ saw that
All eyes on you
Isn't that thrilling?
To be seen in your drag outfit
So on display
Yes....my arousal is growing by the minute
And look
A litany of lovely lesbians have taken a booth in the corner
And they're looking at you
How does that make you feel?
Sexy, attractive, ready to be taken.
The dark-haired one in leather is eyeing me
She licks her lips lasciviously
But she won't take you home if you don't impress her
So why not get yourself onto the dance floor
And put on a little show for her?
I slink over to their table
and perch on a stool
Leaning over so that my knockers nearly spill out of my gown
"Ready for some entertainment, ladies?"
See how they laugh, impressed by your boldness
I send a note to the DJ and he switches the music to my request
"Put the Blame on Mame" from Gilda
Rita Hayworth’s portrayal of the title character—in her signature black satin gown—has been a cross-dressing icon for decades.
The brunette in leather raises a plucked eyebrow and watches with interest
I do my best version of Rita Hayworth's routine
Oh look
She is beckoning you with her finger
The music ends and I go back to their table
insinuating myself into the seat beside her.
“Hello, darling. What's your name?""
"Titania Bustlington....and yours?"
"Madame Leatherette"
She smiles wickedly
"So fitting, given how you are dressed"
"As is yours, given your big bust"
"Madame...does that indicate what I think it does?"
"And what do you think it indicates, dear?"
"A preference to dominate your partners?"
"That is very well might"
She laughs
"And would you like to be my partner tonight, Titania?"
[Titania sighs]
"I've been looking for someone like you for a long time..."
"Yes," I answer through parted lips in a breathy voice
"Good Girl"
[Titania twitches]
She strokes your heavily made-up cheek
I take her leather-gloved hand and kiss it
and then guide it to my thigh
"Ooh, very brazen"
"What do you expect from a drag queen, Madame?"
"Ha! True!
"Perhaps I need to take you home and discipline you"
[Titania gasps]
"Whenever you wish, Madame..."
But before we get too far into this delightful debauchery
Perhaps we shall save it for another time
and allow you to wake up from your delightful drag dream
Waking up in 3
2
1
Now
Well! Not quite what I was expecting
but still delightfully erotic!
I know you requested to feel feminine
And since you already have a Fabulous Female Form
I had to think of something different
You may enjoy the effects of that trigger for an hour, by the way
Is it a trigger we can use again?
I mean...the drag queen role
Oh, I'm sure we could arrange that
Allow me to put something together for next time
Yes, please--another persona for me to inhabit
I know how much you love them
Maybe that's the theme for next time
run me through all my other selves
Yes, why not?
A multiple persona showcase
So I shall bid you adieu
And see you next time
Then I will
[Sissy Dani blows a kiss]
Good night, Goddess
Good night, Titania
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