Here’s the latest of my hypno-sessions with Goddess Lola.
As always, Goddess Lola’s words are in italics,
mine are in boldface, and
my editorial comments are in this sans serif face. Words in [brackets] are
actions, and hypnotic triggers are underlined.
The idea for this session began when I requested a trance that focused on female domination and feminization, in which I would be made to feel extremely girly and submissive. A few days later, I sent this picture to Goddess Lola..which inspired the final form of this hypnotic adventure.
For those not familiar with anime, manga or the Japanese
language, here’s a glossary:
konnichiwa—hello
hai—yes
yoi—good
san—an honorific for one
ranked higher
kawaii—cute
sugoi—very
sama-- an honorific for a
woman ranked higher
chan—an honorific for one
ranked lower
Ī musume—good girl
The meeting began with our
usual chit chat; I have significantly cut it because it was revelatory of some
private elements of Goddess’s “real life”.
Greetings Goddess
How
are you, my Sissified Sweetheart?
[Sissy
Dani genuflects]
Well,
I'm sure you're desperate for some feminine submission, so shall we begin?
Yes,
let's
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Once again, this repetitive mantra sent me into a state
of hypnotic bliss, ready to be guided by the Goddess as she wished.
Nice
and deep
and
relaxed
Feeling
so very
very
nice
deep
tingly
warm
fuzzy
all over
your body
and your mind
deep
tingly
warm
fuzzy
So
good
So nice
Allowing
you to
GO DEEP
Deep
deep
Deeper
still
Ready to
go on another mental journey
Led by
the words of your Goddess
Are you
ready to begin?
Yes,
Goddess, lead me
Good
Girl
[Sissy
Dani twitches]
Picture yourself now
in the
middle of a beautiful field
Surrounded
by cherry blossom trees
They're
so lovely
Feel the
warm spring air on your face
As in
the background
You can
hear the gentle sound of a koto playing from afar
The
sound of the strings being plucked so expertly
And in
front of you
stands your
Goddess
In the
most gorgeous pink kimono
With
golden threaded flowers and a big white sash
Sissy
Dani bows to Goddess
Konnichiwa,
Dani
Konnichiwa,
Goddess-san
You're
a fast learner
What do
you think of my cherry blossoms?
They
are beautiful, Goddess-san
just
like you
Indeed
Only the
finest trees for my garden
My
garden demands only the most beautiful specimens, don't you agree?
Hai,
Goddess-san
While Goddess had
hinted at where this session might go, I had no idea of exactly what she
planned for me. So my reactions here are very much “in the moment.”
Fortunately, I have a rudimentary knowledge of some basic Japanese (thanks to
watching Shogun many years ago).
Which
is why we need to do some pruning
and make
sure that you are looking your very best
Don't
you agree, little one?
Hai,
Goddess-san
Yoi
So it's
time to turn you into a true Japanese beauty
My Good
Girl
[Sissy
Dani twitches]
And
we can start by pruning away some of that extra weight
A true
Japanese beauty is slender and slim
Feel
your body getting nice
and trim
and
girly
and slim
I'm
becoming like a willow
slender
and bendable
in mind
and body
Good
Girl
[Sissy
Dani twitches]
Let's
grow out that lovely silken hair
let it
grow in volume and length
so that
it sits comfortable on those lovely shoulders
I'm
feeling younger all the time, too, Goddess-san
Of
course
The
Japanese celebrate youth in their culture
A true
Japanese beauty looks young and feels young
How old
do you feel, little Dani?
About
15, Goddess-san
Good
Girl
[Sissy
Dani twitches]
and
what colour is that lovely hair?
Goodness!
It's
pink, Goddess-san!
[Sissy
Dani giggles]
Unusual hair color is a common thing in anime and manga and the cosplay based on it. And a “Lolita” is a character dressed in little-girl style.
How
kawaii!
Oh, yes, Goddess-san....
am I
going to be a sweet Lolita?
Hai,
darling
And what
would a sweet Lolita like you wear?
[Sissy
Dani bows]
The most
delicious confection of bows and lace and petticoats
Good
Girl
[Sissy
Dani twitches]
Oh, hai,
Goddess-san
just
like that!
Put
on your dress, my Japanese beauty
[Sissy
Dani puts on the dress
Sissy
Dani twirls]
Don't
you look super cute?
Hai,
Goddess-san
Wouldn't
I look even cuter with the right accessories
But
of course
What
shall we add to complete your look?
white
thigh-high stockings
pink
mary-jane shoes with rounded toes and chunky heels
and, of
course, a big bow in my hair!
A description of the traditional accoutrements of a
Lolita.
Then
let's pull up those lovely silky stockings
tie up
those mary janes
and wrap
that bow in your hair
Feel
yourself being completed as a gorgeous Japanese doll
Not
quite yet, Goddess-san
my
makeup is all wrong....
Then
how shall we make you over, little one?
I
think like this
Emulating the look of the typical anime/manga heroine.
Gorgeous
It
really shows off your big beautiful eyes
The ones
that are so full of youth and innocence
Just
like a sweet girl in an anime or manga!
Sugoi!
Now do
you feel more like a cute little Japanese Lolita?
Exactly
like one, Goddess-san
Thank
you
[Sissy
Dani bows
Sissy
Dani giggles]
And a
new look deserves a new name
You
shall be known as Kazumi
I
like it, Goddess-san
What
does it mean?
It
means 'harmonious beauty'
[Kazumi
smiles]
I like
being a Lolita, Goddess-san
I feel
so girlish, so sweet
It
suits you, kawaii cutie Kazumi
The
Japanese truly understand the meaning of feminine
Women
can be true feminine beauties in their society
And
always accentuate their feminine features
And
boys can be feminine beauties too!
Indeed!
As long
as they commit to cuteness, like you
In fact, there is a growing culture in Japan and other
Asian societies of boys dressing as girls; there are even whole television game
shows based around it.
Why
wouldn't they?
It is so
nice to be cute and girly and sweet
It makes
me feel so soft and submissive, too
But of
course
Asian
cultures have long celebrated the idea of women being beautiful and submissive
The true
Confucian woman
And as
you have always associated femininity with submission
with
obedience
the more
feminine you are allowed to feel
the more
submissive and obedient you become
[Kazumi
bows]
I am
your cute, submissive, feminized Lolita. Goddess-san
Command
me
Good
Girl, Kazumi
[Kazumi
twitches]
Let's
start by practicing the traditional Japanese bow
Show me
your humble submission in the act
I place
my palms together at chest level
I bow
from the waist, nearly horizontal
and I
hold it until you permit me to rise
Head
down, eyes on the ground
A graceful
nod from your Goddess confirms that you may rise
I
rise slowly
and
lower my eyelids
I am not
worthy of gazing upon you
It's
true
The
Japanese take hierarchy very seriously, don't they Kazumi?
Hai,
Goddess-san
Even
in saying someone's name, they must honour them with the correct honorific
Which is
why you must use the correct honorific when you speak to me
Which
is...?
I am
sorry...is Goddess-san not correct?
[Kazumi
blushes]
No,
it is not
The
proper honorific for me would be Sama
As in,
Goddess-sama
Frankly, I should have remembered this distinction.
I am
terribly sorry, Goddess-sama!
Please
forgive this unworthy one.
[Kazumi
bows]
I will
accept any punishment you think appropriate
Your
ignorance shall be excused once only, Kazumi-chan
Do noy
dishonour me again
Arigato,
Goddess-sama
[Kazumi
bows]
Good
Girl
[Kazumi
twitches]
This
is all part of your training, Kazumi-chan
You must
never be afraid to admit ignorance
After
all, it can be quite cute to show how silly you are
Hai,
all Lolitas are sweet and silly and cute
That is
why we smile and simper and giggle and wave like little girls
Let's
practice that giggling, shall we?
A nice,
soft, sweet little giggle
[Kazumi
giggles and giggles and giggles
Kazumi
bats her eyelashes
Kazumi
purses her lips
Kazumi
giggles again]
Your
laughter must be as enticing as the bird song
As
pleasing as the koto's strings
Is my
giggle a means of flirting, Goddess-sama?
Everything
you do is a means of flirting, Kazumi-chan
Your
entire self is devoted to coquettish beauty and graceful seduction
I
understand, Goddess-sama
My role
is to be flirty and attractive to all who see me
To make
all who see me, want me
Hai,
little Kazumi-chan
You are
as beautiful as the cherry blossom falling from the trees
And must
be as celebrated as they are
And
as soft and delicate as they are
Good
Girl, Kazumi
[Kazumi
twitches
Kazumi
bows]
It sounds so much better in the original tongue, doesn't it Kazumi-chan?
Actually, Goddess had written that in Japanese
characters; but I thought the blog software might have
trouble with that, so I looked up the English transliteration.
Hai, Goddess-sama
[Kazumi twitches]
Your lessons in true femininity
shall continue, my darling
Because from now on
Whenever I give you the phrase
Kawaii Cutie Kazumi
you will find yourself transformed
into this cute little darling once again
Ready and eager to continue your
lessons
Do you understand?
Hai, Goddess-sama
[Kazumi bows]
Ī musume
[Kazumi twitches]
But for now, we can bring back
your American self
So that you can better appreciate
the differences between eastern and western femininity
Hai, Goddess-sama
I am ready
Wake up, Dani
Oh! That was wonderful, Goddess!
I am so glad I sent you the picture
that inspired this
Indeed darling, it was a very
inspiring picture
And another identity has been added
to your collection
I shall have to come up with more
pictures of Kazumi!
Yes dear, I want her to have as
many pictures as Bubbles one day
And perhaps one day I shall have to
ask you to write a special story
Where all of your different
identities meet and play
Oh, heavens!
How will I keep them all straight?
Haha, that is for you to worry
about, not I
Which has been your favourite
alternate persona so far?
Definitely Bubbles...even though
I don't remember anything she does!
But I think Kazumi might be a new
fave
Then I shall look forward to
giving her more chance to play in future
Arigato, Goddess-sama
Sayonara, Goddess-sama
I'm glad you've enjoyed today's
session, dear
Sayonara, until next time
[Goddess Lola kisses]
[Sissy Dani bows and blows a kiss]
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