Trance-Script #84

 

Here’s the latest of my hypno-sessions with Goddess Lola. As always, Goddess Lola’s words are in italics, mine are in boldface, and my editorial comments are in this sans serif face. Words in [brackets] are actions, and hypnotic triggers are underlined.

 


The idea for this session began when I requested a trance that focused on female domination and feminization, in which I would be made to feel extremely girly and submissive. A few days later, I sent this picture to Goddess Lola..which inspired the final form of this hypnotic adventure.

 

For those not familiar with anime, manga or the Japanese language, here’s a glossary:

 

konnichiwa—hello

hai—yes

yoi—good

san—an honorific for one ranked higher

kawaii—cute

sugoi—very

sama-- an honorific for a woman ranked                   higher

chan—an honorific for one ranked lower

Ī musume—good girl

The meeting began with our usual chit chat; I have significantly cut it because it was               revelatory of some private elements of Goddess’s “real life”.

 

Greetings Goddess

            How are you, my Sissified Sweetheart?

            [Sissy Dani genuflects]

            Well, I'm sure you're desperate for some feminine submission, so shall we begin?

            Yes, let's

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            Once again, this repetitive mantra sent me into a state of hypnotic bliss, ready to be guided by the Goddess as she wished.

            Nice

            and deep

            and relaxed

            Feeling so very

            very

            nice

            deep

            tingly

            warm

            fuzzy

            all over your body

            and your mind

            deep

            tingly

            warm

            fuzzy

            So good

            So nice

            Allowing you to

            GO DEEP

            Deep

            deep

            Deeper still

            Ready to go on another mental journey

            Led by the words of your Goddess

            Are you ready to begin?

            Yes, Goddess, lead me

            Good Girl

            [Sissy Dani twitches]

Picture yourself now

            in the middle of a beautiful field

            Surrounded by cherry blossom trees

            They're so lovely

            Feel the warm spring air on your face

            As in the background

            You can hear the gentle sound of a koto playing from afar

            The sound of the strings being plucked so expertly

            And in front of you

            stands your Goddess

            In the most gorgeous pink kimono

            With golden threaded flowers and a big white sash

            Sissy Dani bows to Goddess

            Konnichiwa, Dani

            Konnichiwa, Goddess-san

            You're a fast learner

            What do you think of my cherry blossoms?

            They are beautiful, Goddess-san

            just like you

            Indeed

            Only the finest trees for my garden

            My garden demands only the most beautiful specimens, don't you agree?

            Hai, Goddess-san

While Goddess had hinted at where this session might go, I had no idea of exactly what she planned for me. So my reactions here are very much “in the moment.” Fortunately, I have a rudimentary knowledge of some basic Japanese (thanks to watching Shogun many years ago).

            Which is why we need to do some pruning

            and make sure that you are looking your very best

            Don't you agree, little one?

            Hai, Goddess-san

            Yoi

            So it's time to turn you into a true Japanese beauty

            My Good Girl

            [Sissy Dani twitches]

            And we can start by pruning away some of that extra weight

            A true Japanese beauty is slender and slim

            Feel your body getting nice

            and trim

            and girly

            and slim

            I'm becoming like a willow

            slender and bendable

            in mind and body

            Good Girl

            [Sissy Dani twitches]

            Let's grow out that lovely silken hair

            let it grow in volume and length

            so that it sits comfortable on those lovely shoulders

            I'm feeling younger all the time, too, Goddess-san

            Of course

            The Japanese celebrate youth in their culture

            A true Japanese beauty looks young and feels young

            How old do you feel, little Dani?

            About 15, Goddess-san

            Good Girl

            [Sissy Dani twitches]

            and what colour is that lovely hair?

            Goodness!

            It's pink, Goddess-san!

            [Sissy Dani giggles]

            Unusual hair color is a common thing in anime and manga and the cosplay based on it. And a “Lolita” is a character dressed in little-girl style.

            How kawaii!

            Oh,  yes, Goddess-san....

            am I going to be a sweet Lolita?

            Hai, darling

            And what would a sweet Lolita like you wear?

            [Sissy Dani bows]

            The most delicious confection of bows and lace and petticoats

            Good Girl

            


            [Sissy Dani twitches]

            Oh, hai, Goddess-san

            just like that!

            Put on your dress, my Japanese beauty

            [Sissy Dani puts on the dress

            Sissy Dani twirls]

            Don't you look super cute?

            Hai, Goddess-san

            Wouldn't I look even cuter with the right accessories

            But of course

            What shall we add to complete your look?

            white thigh-high stockings

            pink mary-jane shoes with rounded toes and chunky heels

            and, of course, a big bow in my hair!

            A description of the traditional accoutrements of a Lolita.

            Then let's pull up those lovely silky stockings

            tie up those mary janes

            and wrap that bow in your hair

            Feel yourself being completed as a gorgeous Japanese doll

            Not quite yet, Goddess-san

            my makeup is all wrong....

            Then how shall we make you over, little one?

            I think like this

            


            Emulating the look of the typical anime/manga                   heroine.

 

Gorgeous

            It really shows off your big beautiful eyes

            The ones that are so full of youth and innocence

            Just like a sweet girl in an anime or manga!

            Sugoi!

            Now do you feel more like a cute little Japanese Lolita?

            Exactly like one, Goddess-san

            Thank you

            [Sissy Dani bows

            Sissy Dani giggles]

            And a new look deserves a new name

            You shall be known as Kazumi

            I like it, Goddess-san

            What does it mean?

            It means 'harmonious beauty'

            [Kazumi smiles]

            I like being a Lolita, Goddess-san

            I feel so girlish, so sweet

            It suits you, kawaii cutie Kazumi

            The Japanese truly understand the meaning of feminine

            Women can be true feminine beauties in their society

            And always accentuate their feminine features

            And boys can be feminine beauties too!

            Indeed!

            As long as they commit to cuteness, like you

            In fact, there is a growing culture in Japan and other Asian societies of boys dressing  as girls; there are even whole television game shows based around it.

            Why wouldn't they?

            It is so nice to be cute and girly and sweet

            It makes me feel so soft and submissive, too

            But of course

            Asian cultures have long celebrated the idea of women being beautiful and submissive

            The true Confucian woman

            And as you have always associated femininity with submission

            with obedience

            the more feminine you are allowed to feel

            the more submissive and obedient you become

            [Kazumi bows]

            I am your cute, submissive, feminized Lolita. Goddess-san

            Command me

            Good Girl, Kazumi

            [Kazumi twitches]

            Let's start by practicing the traditional Japanese bow

            Show me your humble submission in the act

            I place my palms together at chest level

            I bow from the waist, nearly horizontal

            and I hold it until you permit me to rise

            Head down, eyes on the ground

            A graceful nod from your Goddess confirms that you may rise

            I rise slowly

            and lower my eyelids

            I am not worthy of gazing upon you

            It's true

            The Japanese take hierarchy very seriously, don't they Kazumi?

            Hai, Goddess-san

            Even in saying someone's name, they must honour them with the correct honorific

            Which is why you must use the correct honorific when you speak to me

            Which is...?

            I am sorry...is Goddess-san not correct?

            [Kazumi blushes]

            No, it is not

            The proper honorific for me would be Sama

            As in, Goddess-sama

            Frankly, I should have remembered this distinction.

            I am terribly sorry, Goddess-sama!

            Please forgive this unworthy one.

            [Kazumi bows]

            I will accept any punishment you think appropriate

            Your ignorance shall be excused once only, Kazumi-chan

            Do noy dishonour me again

            Arigato, Goddess-sama

            [Kazumi bows]

            Good Girl

            [Kazumi twitches]

            This is all part of your training, Kazumi-chan

            You must never be afraid to admit ignorance

            After all, it can be quite cute to show how silly you are

            Hai, all Lolitas are sweet and silly and cute

            That is why we smile and simper and giggle and wave like little girls

            Let's practice that giggling, shall we?

            A nice, soft, sweet little giggle

            [Kazumi giggles and giggles and giggles

            Kazumi bats her eyelashes

            Kazumi purses her lips

            Kazumi giggles again]

            Your laughter must be as enticing as the bird song

            As pleasing as the koto's strings

            Is my giggle a means of flirting, Goddess-sama?

            Everything you do is a means of flirting, Kazumi-chan

            Your entire self is devoted to coquettish beauty and graceful seduction

            I understand, Goddess-sama

            My role is to be flirty and attractive to all who see me

            To make all who see me, want me

            Hai, little Kazumi-chan

            You are as beautiful as the cherry blossom falling from the trees

            And must be as celebrated as they are

            And as soft and delicate as they are

            Good Girl, Kazumi

            [Kazumi twitches

            Kazumi bows]

             Ī musume

            It sounds so much better in the original tongue, doesn't it Kazumi-chan?
             Actually, Goddess had written that in Japanese 
characters; but I thought the blog software might have 
trouble with that, so I looked up the English transliteration.

           Hai, Goddess-sama

            [Kazumi twitches]

            Your lessons in true femininity shall continue, my darling

            Because from now on

            Whenever I give you the phrase

            Kawaii Cutie Kazumi

            you will find yourself transformed into this cute little darling once again

            Ready and eager to continue your lessons

            Do you understand?

            Hai, Goddess-sama

            [Kazumi bows]

            Ī musume

            [Kazumi twitches]

            But for now, we can bring back your American self

            So that you can better appreciate the differences between eastern and western femininity

            Hai, Goddess-sama

            I am ready

            Wake up, Dani

            Oh! That was wonderful, Goddess!

            I am so glad I sent you the picture that inspired this

            Indeed darling, it was a very inspiring picture

            And another identity has been added to your collection

            I shall have to come up with more pictures of Kazumi!

            Yes dear, I want her to have as many pictures as Bubbles one day

            And perhaps one day I shall have to ask you to write a special story

            Where all of your different identities meet and play

            Oh, heavens!

            How will I keep them all straight?

            Haha, that is for you to worry about, not I

            Which has been your favourite alternate persona so far?

            Definitely Bubbles...even though I don't remember anything she does!

            But I think Kazumi might be a new fave

            Then I shall look forward to giving her more chance to play in future

            Arigato, Goddess-sama

            Sayonara, Goddess-sama

            I'm glad you've enjoyed today's session, dear

            Sayonara, until next time

            [Goddess Lola kisses]

            [Sissy Dani bows and blows a kiss]

           

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