Here’s the latest of my
hypno-sessions with Goddess Lola. As always, Goddess Lola’s words are in italics, mine are
in boldface, and my
editorial comments are in this sans serif face. Words in [brackets] are
actions, and hypnotic triggers are underlined.
We began with the usual
greetings and then started talking about what was happening in my life….which
was watching the surprisingly successful sports teams in my area. That led to a
discussion of my lack of success at sports as a youngster, and so…..
I was always the one picked last for anything
Hmm
I could work with that
In fact, yes
This would be much more fun for you, I think
Ready to go under?
Always
GO DEEP
Deep
Deep
and deeper still
That feeling of instantaneous dropping
Always feels like you're going deeper
each and every time
Deeper
Deeper
Always deeper
So much deeper
Falling
Plunging
Into new depths of trance
New levels of devotion
New heights of arousal
And to stimulate that arousal
And to help you fall
deeper
and deeper
We make use of that very special word
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
Nice
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nice
nice
nice
nice
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nice
As always, the combination of these two inductions put me
quickly and deeply in a hypnotic trance.
So nice
So happy
So lovely
So wonderful
So heavenly
Ready to serve
To obey
To follow
To allow your senses to be taken over
And to experience whatever your Goddess makes you
Ready to be taken over?
yes, Goddess
Good girl
[Sissy Dani twitches]
Let's go back in time
Back through the years
Back to your childhood
Picture yourself at sweet sixteen
Back in High School
Picture it in your mind
What do you see?
A skinny kid with glasses
Studious
Not athletic
Artistic
Which are all lovely traits
But
They don't help when it comes to picking teams
Picture yourself
Standing against the wall
All your school companions being split into two teams
Maybe it's football
Maybe it's baseball
Maybe it's something else entirely
The sport doesn't matter
The story is always the same
Last to be picked
If you're even picked at all
And in this case
The teams would be uneven
So you just get left behind
On the wall
Watching all the school boys splitting into teams
Ready to play their games
How does it make you feel?
Lonely
abandoned
forgotten
Poor dear
You look so pathetic, don't you?
Stood against that wall
All alone
Pathetic
Yes, that's exactly it, Goddess
But what's this?
Who's this approaching you?
She's dressed in a cheerleader outfit
She must be one of the cheerleaders
What was her name again?
Loretta...my high school crush
Why did she have to see my humiliation?
We’ve talked of Loretta before. She was not actually a
cheerleader, but the frequent leading lady in the school shows. Still, here,
under Goddess’s guidance, she takes on a different role in my memories….
Loretta's coming over to you with a spring in her step
"Hey there," she says as she stops next to you
She's actually talking to you!
Maybe this day won't be so bad after all
"Hi, Loretta...."
[Sissy Dani hangs head and blushes]
"Didn't get picked again, huh?"
Her bluntness is both humiliating and yet sexy
[Sissy Dani shakes her head]
"No, I didn't"
"Aww. Never mind"
"I got something you can do instead"
She smiles her perfect smile
"Really?"
"Yeah. I know a team that would just love to have
you join. Are you interested?"
"I guess so....sure!"
"Perfect! Come with me then"
She giggles and turns around, leading you towards the
locker areas
I follow, curious as to what she has in mind...
She takes you to the lockers
There's a door for boys and a door for girls
Which one do you go in?
I start for the boys locker room....
"Whoa!"
Loretta holds out a hand
"Where do you think you're going?"
"Where else would I go, Loretta?"
"Don't be a dummy. Cheerleaders don't go in the boys
locker room"
She giggles
"Cheerleaders?"
"Oh yeah, didn't I mention? We need you for the
cheerleaders team"
"I'm a boy--there are no boys on the
cheerleaders..."
"Yeah, normally, but.."
She sighs
"But what....?"
"So Chrissie twisted her ankle and can't perform
today, and we don't have any back-ups available. I saw you standing by the
wall, not being picked, and it just looked so pathetic I thought I might cheer
you up"
"I mean, with that body, let's face it, you're never
gonna get on the field. This way you'll at least get close to it"
"And we need someone desperately. Plus, I think with
a few changes, we could make people think you're one of the girls"
I look at the mirror on the wall. "You do?
"Oh yeah, trust me"
"Some padding, a little makeup...OK, a lot of
makeup, but I think we can work with this"
"Plus, I know you've always wanted to get close to
us cheerleaders. Well, this is the closest you're gonna get," she laughs
She's so beautiful....I can't resist her.
"OK, let's give it a try...."
There truly was, at that age, little Loretta could have
suggested that I wouldn’t have willingly submitted to. I was completely smitten
by her; she was always friendly, but my love remained unrequited.
"Yay!" she claps her hands excitedly
"Come on in, we need to get ready like fast."
She holds open the door to the girls locker room for you
I walk in tentatively, to this otherwise forbidden
area...
"Now I think we have a uniform in your size. So why
don't you go ahead and get undressed?"
"In front of you?"
"Trust me sweetie, it's nothing I've not seen
before," she laughs
[Sissy Dani blushes]
"Now hurry up! We don't have much time"
I pull off my shirt and pants
and reluctantly remove my underpants as well.
I stand naked before her, my cock reacting as you might
expect..
"Now what?"
If she's noticed your erection at all, she doesn't show
it
"Now you put on your underwear, duh!"
She tosses over a pair of panties and a bar
"Here. You'll figure out the bra, I'm sure"
"These are pink"
"Pretty, aren't they?"
But I take them and step into the panties, pulling them
over my still-swelling genitals.
I look questioning at the bra, then decide to put it on
backwards
hook the fastenings and turn it around.
"Oh come on, I'm sure this isn't your first time
wearing a bra"
"I've heard the rumours"
She winks
She knows about my Halloween outfit from junior high?
In reality, I had not yet begun much cross-dressing at 16.
I sometimes wore my mother’s girdle and stockings, but not much more….
"We're gonna need some padding. Tissue paper is a
classic. You can get some from the bathroom"
I go into the bathroom--the girls bathroom--and
come out with some tissue stuffed in the cups of the bra
"Is this enough?"
She laughs
"It's never enough, sweetie. But it should distract
from your face"
[Sissy Dani blushes]
"Speaking of which, come here"
She's sat on a bench with a makeup box next to her
I sit next to her
I recall when Mom did my makeup for Halloween...
but I wasn't aroused then
Are you now?
Yes, Goddess
"Listen, honey, I'm going to need you to calm down
downstairs. Even as small as it is, someone might notice"
"Unless you want the school to know you're wearing a
skirt"
[Sissy Dani blushes]
I try to ignore her closeness
the scent of her perfume
She tuts as she works. She's on a deadline and so can't
afford to do too much detail
But she manages to give you a full foundation for your
face, and adds some eye shadow
"What shade do you normally wear?" she teases
Her teasing only increases my arousal
I look again at the mirror
She then grabs blusher and lipstick and mascara
With each application, you look less and less like
yourself
And more and more like her
I might actually be pretty...
But surely someone will realize the truth....
And I shiver a bit
“May I put some clothes on?
Makeup was a sometimes thing for me, as well. I surreptitiously
bought lipstick and tried it, but never had much chance living home.
“Huh? Oh, sure”
She blushes
“I was just admiring the view”
“You’re like, a 3 as a guy...but somehow you make a solid
8 as a girl”
An 8? Really? Am I attractive to Loretta this way?
So it would seem
“Your uniform’s on the other bench. I had to guess your
measurements, but I think you’ll be a good fit for Chrissie’s uniform”
I look at the uniform
Like the undies, it is pink
and very revealing
I pull the top on first
and then slither into the tiny pleated skirt
How does it feel?
"It's really sort of nice...
I like the tightness...."
I look again in the mirror
I look almost sexy...almost like Loretta does in her
uniform
Yes, you could be twins
I turn to Loretta and smile.
"Thank you...I love this...."
My high school’s cheer outfits were nothing like this—it was
1968, after all, and the Dallas Cowgirls were not yet a national sensation….
"I knew you would"
"But the fun's just beginning, sweetie"
"Now it would be impossible to get you to learn the
whole routine before we start, so we
we're going to have you do mostly claps and jumps. And to
be the bottom of the pyramid"
"Just try and copy what Cassie's doing, she's your
opposite cheer. OK?"
"OK...whatever you say...."
Bottom of the pyramid? Looking up all those short skirts?
"Don't get any ideas!" she snaps playfully,
seeing your expression
"Remember, this isn't a peep show. You've got a job
to do"
[Sissy Dani blushes]
"And if I catch you doing anything naughty, then
everyone's going to know who 'Chrissie' really is"
"Will the other cheerleaders know?"
"That depends on how well you perform"
"Do well, no one else has to know"
"Screw up, and it'll be the talk of the team"
"Wouldn't it be better if we just told them before
the game?"
"Where's the fun in that?"
She giggles and winks
"Now come on...Chrissie..."
She skips her way to the entrance to the field
I follow her out of the locker room and to the field.
It seems all eyes are on me...but it's really the whole
cheer squad they're watching....
....I hope....
The crowd cheers as the cheerleaders take their positions
You recognise Cassie, who waves you over
You have to stand on the other side of the cheerleaders
from her
I take my position,
trying my best to mirror Cassie
Fortunately it's reasonably straight forward
It's mostly just clapping your hands to the beat of the
music
And jumping every now and then
while the main cheerleaders give their performance
Still I can see some of the people in the stands watching
me closely
Do I not move enough like a girl?
Who can say?
All of the other cheerleaders are too busy putting on a
show
Supporting their team
Showing their school spirit
I get caught up in that spirit
Jumping and letting my skirt fly up just like the girls
Oh my
So spirited!
But I hope no one tried to see up that skirt
Or who knows what they might think
Oh look
It's time for the pyramid
Cassie and some of the others start to get on their knees
You'd better join them
I take my place at the left end of the bottom row,
helping to support three rows consisting of six girls in
total,
with Loretta, as captain, at the top
The crowd goes wild as Loretta reaches the top
The sound of cheering fills the air
We hold in place for a few moments,
More cheering than you've ever heard before
And does it make you proud
to know that in your own way
you helped make those cheers?
Does it fill you with pleasure to think of yourself as a
cheerleader?
My artificial breast fills with pride
and I grin with the others
They all hug and kiss
and Loretta comes to me and kisses me
Oh my
A kiss from the head cheerleader
How lucky
And my cock twitches in response
And not just yours
Because as far as everyone knows
two girls just kissed
[Sissy Dani blushes]
I don’t recall Loretta and I ever sharing a kiss—not even
on stage—but if it had happened like this, it would have been a memory that
lives in me still.
And on that lovely lesbian note
Perhaps it's time to bring this to a close
And to bring you back to the real world
As you wake up from this lovely daydream
in 3
2
1
Oh! That was terrific, Goddess!
When I first realized I was a crossdresser
I often thought about appearing in some way as a girl in
school
I thought you might
Usually, it was just to take a girls' part in a play
I know it was a definitive moment of your teenage years
But to be dressed by Loretta would have been heaven
Thank you so much, Goddess
Good night
[Sissy Dani blows a kiss]
Goodnight dear Sissified Sweetheart
[Goddess Lola kisses all over]
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