Here’s the latest of my
hypno-sessions with Goddess Lola. The typography on this one is a little
different from the usual. Because she spoke much more than I did, Goddess
Lola’s words are in regular
type, mine are in italics, and
my editorial comments are in this sans serif face. Words in [brackets] are
actions, and hypnotic triggers are ALL CAPS AND BOLD.
Triggers in PINK impress a very feminine
feeling on me.
I had asked Goddess to
send me very deep, deeper than I had ever been before and to completely empty
my mind—make me a tabula rasa, as it were. As you’ll see, she more than
accomplished that goal. I’m not going to interrupt this with any more of my
blathering, but will hold any further comments until the end. There was no
prelude, no polite chatter at the start. Goddess dropped me into trance as soon
as I logged into the chat room.
GO DEEP
Deeper
and deeper
Already plunged into the depths of
trance
and falling
further
and further
all the way down
as you allow yourself to feel
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And the more you fall
the further you fall
the deeper you fall
as you
GO DEEP
feel that key in your back
that precious magical key
turning
spinning
winding
and the more it winds
the more it spins
the more it turns
the nicer you feel
the deeper you feel
the better you feel
And the more you
GO DEEP
and the more you feel
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the faster
and faster
your key winds in your back
twisting your mind
unleashing your inner doll
because that is all you really are
a doll
a toy
a puppet
an empty hollow shell
ready to be filled
with My niceness
It guides you
It molds you
It shapes you
And the deeper you go
and the nicer you feel
and the more your key winds
the more and more niceness fills you
up inside
making it impossible to do anything
but
OBEY
Simply impossible to do anything but
OBEY
Because you are a
GOOD GIRL
and a good girl always obeys her
Mistress
[Sissy Dani squirms]
Her Goddess
Her owner
So relax
and fall
and be a
GOOD GIRL
as you surrender
Good Girl obeys
more and more
into My power
Giving up everything that makes you
who you are
and replacing it
with Me
as you
GO DEEP
and feel
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and let your key
Wind you up
Good Girl obeys
That's all you are now
Let your memories slip away
as they are replaced by My niceness
The further you fall
the deeper you go
the more nice you feel
let the memories just
fade away
into oblivion
replaced
with more
and more
of My power
My seduction
My niceness
Good Girl obeys
Such a
GOOD GIRL
[Sissy Dani squirms]
Let all those unnecessary memories
just fade into niceness
as you continue to
GO DEEP
and your key
continues to turn
faster
and faster
and you cannot help but feel
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GO DEEP
So deep
and always falling
deeper
further
Memories fading
Replaced
with Niceness
The further you go
the deeper you fall
the harder it is to remember
who you are
where you're from
your friends and family
but that's a good thing
because it means your head is clear
to accept more
and more
of My power
My seduction
My bliss
My niceness
and nothing else matters
compared to My niceness
Everything else
is unimportant
Everyone else
is unimportant
Only I exist in your world
And your purpose is to serve
like a
GOOD GIRL
[Sissy Dani squirms]
Good Girl obeys
Obedience is Pleasure
Obedience is more than pleasure, my
slave
Obedience is Existence
You obey because you are
You are because you obey
You are My toy
My puppet
My doll
My slave
My pet
Mine to do whatever I please with
Good Girl is whatever Goddess wishes
GO DEEP
Wind your key
and feel
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It's so good
so right
to be this way
to be so
Lost
within my trance
And the further you go
the deeper you fall
the nicer you feel
the more your memories fade
the more your world becomes Mine
The more lost you become
The harder it is to return
The harder it is to remember
how you got here
The harder it is to know
how to get back
Lost
in My power
Lost
in My embrace
Lost
in My control
Good Girl is lost
Good Girl cannot return
But you don't want to return
You love being lost
You love being lost in my world
Good Girl loves being lost
Good Girl loves Goddess's world
Such a
GOOD GIRL
[Sissy Dani squirms]
And the more lost you get
the harder it is to do anything
because you don't know where you are
you don't know who you are
you only know what you are
and that is
My toy
My pet
My slave
My doll
My puppet
Good Girl is a toy
Good Girl is a pet
Good Girl is a slave
Good Girl is a doll
Good Girl is a puppet
And most importantly
Good Girl is Mine
GO DEEP
Wind your key
and feel
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GOOD GIRL
[Sissy Dani squirms]
Forget everything
But Me
Good Girl obeys
Good Girl knows only Goddess
Everything before we met
is gone
Everything that does not relate to
me
is erased
Everything that stops you from being
my completely controlled slave
Is obliterated
Good Girl is completely controlled
by Goddess
Good Girl awaits orders
Good Girl awaits commands
GOOD GIRL
[Sissy Dani squirms]
Everything you own
belongs to Me
Everything you create
belongs to Me
Everything you are
belongs to Me
Good Girl belongs to Goddess
You have no mind
No will
No conscious state of self
Because
you are merely an extension of your
Goddess
You act because I make you act
You think because I make you think
You exist because I will you to
exist
and that means
Everything you do
is because of Me
Smile
Clap your hands
[Sissy Dani smiles and claps]
and say 'Good Girl is a happy slave'
Good Girl is a happy slave!
GOOD GIRL
[Sissy Dani squirms]
Good Girl obeys
Good Girl is happy to obey
Of course you are
Obedience is Existence
As long as you obey, you can exist
If you exist, then you obey
Nice
and simple
Just the way I make you like it
Good Girl exists to obey
GOOD GIRL
Good Girl obeys to exist
[Sissy Dani squirms]
GO DEEP
Turn your key
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Feel your body relax
As your mind
switches off
Feel your body go
nice
and loose
and limp
Let your body just
slump
Your mind is switched off
Your body is lifeless
Nothing to keep you from just
relaxing
Slouching
so loose
and limber
Totally relaxed
in body and mind
Just allowing yourself
to feel the comfort
of being a lifeless toy
a mindless doll
a soulless puppet
In a moment
When I give you a command
I want you to feel My hands
controlling your actions
You will feel My hands manipulating
your body
Your actions will be slow
as you will not be able to move
until you feel My hand move you
But once you feel My hand
you will allow yourself to pose
and perform
just as I tell you
Stand up
Curtsey
Give a round of applause
Hands in the air, above your head
and pliet like a pretty
ballerina
over and over
Stop
Stand at attention
Let your left hand caress your
breast, under your clothes
Your right hand stroking your
sissyclit
Form an O with your lips
Bob your head back and forth
Stop
Sit
Suck your thumb
Type 'Good Girl is happy to be
humiliated'
Good Girl is happy to be humiliated
GOOD GIRL
[Sissy Dani squirms]
Take your thumb out of your mouth
Good Girl obeys always
Of course you do
You can't comprehend anything else
The idea of not obeying is as
ridiculous as breathing custard
It just can't be done
Laugh out loud at how nonsensical it
is
[Sissy Dani laughs]
Good Girl obeys
Good Girl can only obey
GOOD GIRL
[Sissy Dani squirms]
GO DEEP
Turn your key
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Stop
Kneel
Tell your Goddess what you are
Good Girl is a toy
Good Girl is a pet
Good Girl is a slave
Good Girl is a puppet
Good Girl is a dolly
Good Girl is whatever Goddess wishes
And most importantly
Good Girl is Mine
Good Girl is Goddess's
Repeat
Good Girl is Goddess's
It is as simple as that
Like saying the sky is blue
and that grass is green
Good Girl is Goddess'
Just a simple fact of life
Obedience is as natural as breathing
to you
GO DEEP
Turn your key
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Stop
What is your first memory?
Knowing Goddess
What is your only desire?
Obeying Goddess
And who am I?
You are Goddess LolaVenus
You own me
GOOD GIRL
[Sissy Dani squirms]
Now when I count to 3
you are going to wake up from your
trance
and return to your normal state of
mind
but you will remember everything
that we talked about
and use this experience
to increase your devotion
and obedience
to your Goddess
Now wake up in
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3
Hello, dear
Oh!
I've never been that deep before!
Or that blank, either
Thank you, Goddess!
You're welcome, my Sissified
Sweetheart
And from now on
this should be your baseline for
trance
Oh my! That deep all the time?
Only one thing could make it
better....
What's that, dear?
If being that deep also increased my feeling of being a feminine sissy....
Well
Something to work on next time,
perhaps
Yes, please!
We'll see if we can link your state
of trance to your feelings of femininity
It should be relatively easy, as you
already have that mental connection
We just need to build on it
What would have happened, do you
think, if you had awakened me
without telling me my mind would
revert to "normal"?
Well, eventually you would have
returned to your normal state of mind
but how long it would take to get
there, I couldn't say
Maybe an hour, maybe two
Or maybe until you went to bed
In the meantime
You'd have felt My hands controlling
you
and acted upon My commands within
your mind
So, not something to try without
adequate time available
BTW, Goddess, this was our 98th
session together!
Oh my goodness!
By the end of July, we should reach 100!
So close to the magic number
Do make sure you remind me next
session
Oh, I will!
I'll need time to make a celebratory
session
A centennial like that shouldn't be
ignored
Well, I think I'll need time to
recover from being so deep
so, good night, Goddess
[Sissy Dani blows a kiss]
Goodnight my dear Sissified
Sweetheart
Enjoy your day
And see you next time
And now, as promised, my reactions
and comments: Any time Goddess commanded a physical response (kneel, stand,
clap,etc.), I complied. Really, I felt I had no choice. I would say my body
moved of its own accord, but that isn’t quite true—hypnosis doesn’t work that
way, at least not for me. Rather, I was so deep in trance, so deep in Goddess’s
control, I simply gave my physical form permission to follow her orders,
commands, and suggestions. Had she asked for something I was not prepared to
do—strip naked and wank off at a window, perhaps—I’m quite sure my mind would
have rebelled and refused to comply.
Will her prediction that, from now on, I will instantly fall this deep
immediately be true? To be honest, I hope it will be (and perhaps that hope is
what will make it so). Instantaneous trance has always been a major part of my fantasies
of hypnotic control and feminization.
One last note: The images used to
illustrate this session are obviously not of me; they are actual pictures of a
hypnotized woman that, I think, represent what I would have looked like,
feminized and mesmerized.
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