Trance-script #98

 

Here’s the latest of my hypno-sessions with Goddess Lola. The typography on this one is a little different from the usual. Because she spoke much more than I did, Goddess Lola’s words are in regular type, mine are in italics, and my editorial comments are in this sans serif face. Words in [brackets] are actions, and hypnotic triggers are ALL CAPS AND BOLD. Triggers in PINK impress a very feminine feeling on me.

I had asked Goddess to send me very deep, deeper than I had ever been before and to completely empty my mind—make me a tabula rasa, as it were. As you’ll see, she more than accomplished that goal. I’m not going to interrupt this with any more of my blathering, but will hold any further comments until the end. There was no prelude, no polite chatter at the start. Goddess dropped me into trance as soon as I logged into the chat room.

GO DEEP

Deeper

and deeper

Already plunged into the depths of trance

and falling

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all the way down

as you allow yourself to feel

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And the more you fall

the further you fall

the deeper you fall

as you

GO DEEP

feel that key in your back

that precious magical key

turning

spinning

winding

and the more it winds

the more it spins

the more it turns

the nicer you feel

the deeper you feel

the better you feel

And the more you

GO DEEP

and the more you feel

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the faster

and faster

your key winds in your back

twisting your mind

unleashing your inner doll

because that is all you really are

a doll

a toy

a puppet

an empty hollow shell

ready to be filled

with My niceness

It guides you

It molds you

It shapes you

And the deeper you go

and the nicer you feel

and the more your key winds

the more and more niceness fills you up inside

making it impossible to do anything but

OBEY

Simply impossible to do anything but

OBEY

Because you are a

GOOD GIRL

and a good girl always obeys her Mistress

[Sissy Dani squirms]

Her Goddess

Her owner

So relax

and fall

and be a

GOOD GIRL

as you surrender

Good Girl obeys

more and more

into My power

Giving up everything that makes you who you are

and replacing it

with Me

as you

GO DEEP

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and let your key

Wind you up

Good Girl obeys

That's all you are now

Let your memories slip away

as they are replaced by My niceness

The further you fall

the deeper you go

the more nice you feel

let the memories just

fade away

into oblivion

replaced

with more

and more

of My power

My seduction

My niceness

Good Girl obeys

Such a

GOOD GIRL

[Sissy Dani squirms]

Let all those unnecessary memories

just fade into niceness

as you continue to

GO DEEP

and your key

continues to turn

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and faster

and you cannot help but feel

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GO DEEP

So deep

and always falling

deeper

further

Memories fading

Replaced

with Niceness

The further you go

the deeper you fall

the harder it is to remember

who you are

where you're from

your friends and family

but that's a good thing

because it means your head is clear

to accept more

and more

of My power

My seduction

My bliss

My niceness

and nothing else matters

compared to My niceness

Everything else

is unimportant

Everyone else

is unimportant

Only I exist in your world

And your purpose is to serve

like a

GOOD GIRL

[Sissy Dani squirms]

Good Girl obeys

Obedience is Pleasure

Obedience is more than pleasure, my slave

Obedience is Existence

You obey because you are

You are because you obey

You are My toy

My puppet

My doll

My slave

My pet

Mine to do whatever I please with

Good Girl is whatever Goddess wishes


GO DEEP

Wind your key

and feel

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It's so good

so right

to be this way

to be so

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within my trance

And the further you go

the deeper you fall

the nicer you feel

the more your memories fade

the more your world becomes Mine

The more lost you become

The harder it is to return

The harder it is to remember

how you got here

The harder it is to know

how to get back

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in My power

Lost

in My embrace

Lost

in My control

Good Girl is lost

Good Girl cannot return

But you don't want to return

You love being lost

You love being lost in my world

Good Girl loves being lost

Good Girl loves Goddess's world

Such a

GOOD GIRL

[Sissy Dani squirms]

And the more lost you get

the harder it is to do anything

because you don't know where you are

you don't know who you are

you only know what you are

and that is

My toy

My pet

My slave

My doll

My puppet

Good Girl is a toy

Good Girl is a pet

Good Girl is a slave

Good Girl is a doll

Good Girl is a puppet

And most importantly

Good Girl is Mine

GO DEEP

Wind your key

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GOOD GIRL

[Sissy Dani squirms]

Forget everything

But Me

Good Girl obeys

Good Girl knows only Goddess

Everything before we met

is gone

Everything that does not relate to me

is erased

Everything that stops you from being my completely controlled slave

Is obliterated

Good Girl is completely controlled

by Goddess

Good Girl awaits orders

Good Girl awaits commands

GOOD GIRL

[Sissy Dani squirms]

Everything you own

belongs to Me

Everything you create

belongs to Me

Everything you are

belongs to Me

Good Girl belongs to Goddess

You have no mind

No will

No conscious state of self

Because

you are merely an extension of your Goddess

You act because I make you act

You think because I make you think

You exist because I will you to exist

and that means

Everything you do

is because of Me

Smile

Clap your hands

[Sissy Dani smiles and claps]

and say 'Good Girl is a happy slave'

Good Girl is a happy slave!

GOOD GIRL

[Sissy Dani squirms]

Good Girl obeys

Good Girl is happy to obey

Of course you are

Obedience is Existence

As long as you obey, you can exist

If you exist, then you obey

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Just the way I make you like it

Good Girl exists to obey

GOOD GIRL

Good Girl obeys to exist

[Sissy Dani squirms]


GO DEEP

Turn your key

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Feel your body relax

As your mind

switches off

Feel your body go

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and loose

and limp

Let your body just

slump

Your mind is switched off

Your body is lifeless

Nothing to keep you from just

relaxing

Slouching

so loose

and limber

Totally relaxed

in body and mind

Just allowing yourself

to feel the comfort

of being a lifeless toy

a mindless doll

a soulless puppet

In a moment

When I give you a command

I want you to feel My hands

controlling your actions

You will feel My hands manipulating your body

Your actions will be slow

as you will not be able to move

until you feel My hand move you

But once you feel My hand

you will allow yourself to pose

and perform

just as I tell you

Stand up

Curtsey

Give a round of applause

Hands in the air, above your head

and pliet like a pretty ballerina

over and over

Stop

Stand at attention

Let your left hand caress your breast, under your clothes

Your right hand stroking your sissyclit

Form an O with your lips

Bob your head back and forth

Stop

Sit

Suck your thumb

Type 'Good Girl is happy to be humiliated'

Good Girl is happy to be humiliated

GOOD GIRL

[Sissy Dani squirms]

Take your thumb out of your mouth

Good Girl obeys always

Of course you do

You can't comprehend anything else

The idea of not obeying is as ridiculous as breathing custard

It just can't be done

Laugh out loud at how nonsensical it is

[Sissy Dani laughs]

Good Girl obeys

Good Girl can only obey

GOOD GIRL

[Sissy Dani squirms]

GO DEEP

Turn your key

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Stop

Kneel

Tell your Goddess what you are

Good Girl is a toy

Good Girl is a pet

Good Girl is a slave

Good Girl is a puppet

Good Girl is a dolly

Good Girl is whatever Goddess wishes

And most importantly

Good Girl is Mine

Good Girl is Goddess's

Repeat

Good Girl is Goddess's

It is as simple as that

Like saying the sky is blue

and that grass is green

Good Girl is Goddess'

Just a simple fact of life

Obedience is as natural as breathing to you

GO DEEP

Turn your key

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Stop

What is your first memory?

Knowing Goddess

What is your only desire?

Obeying Goddess

And who am I?

You are Goddess LolaVenus

You own me

GOOD GIRL

[Sissy Dani squirms]

Now when I count to 3

you are going to wake up from your trance

and return to your normal state of mind

but you will remember everything that we talked about

and use this experience

to increase your devotion

and obedience

to your Goddess

Now wake up in

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Hello, dear

Oh!

I've never been that deep before!

Or that blank, either

Thank you, Goddess!

You're welcome, my Sissified Sweetheart

And from now on

this should be your baseline for trance

Oh my! That deep all the time?

Only one thing could make it better....

What's that, dear?

If being that deep also increased my feeling of being a feminine sissy....

Well

Something to work on next time, perhaps

Yes, please!

We'll see if we can link your state of trance to your feelings of femininity

It should be relatively easy, as you already have that mental connection

We just need to build on it

What would have happened, do you think, if you had awakened me

without telling me my mind would revert to "normal"?

Well, eventually you would have returned to your normal state of mind

but how long it would take to get there, I couldn't say

Maybe an hour, maybe two

Or maybe until you went to bed

In the meantime

You'd have felt My hands controlling you

and acted upon My commands within your mind

So, not something to try without adequate time available

BTW, Goddess, this was our 98th session together!

Oh my goodness!

By the end of July, we should reach 100!

So close to the magic number

Do make sure you remind me next session

Oh, I will!

I'll need time to make a celebratory session

A centennial like that shouldn't be ignored

Well, I think I'll need time to recover from being so deep

so, good night, Goddess

[Sissy Dani blows a kiss]

Goodnight my dear Sissified Sweetheart

Enjoy your day

And see you next time

And now, as promised, my reactions and comments: Any time Goddess commanded a physical response (kneel, stand, clap,etc.), I complied. Really, I felt I had no choice. I would say my body moved of its own accord, but that isn’t quite true—hypnosis doesn’t work that way, at least not for me. Rather, I was so deep in trance, so deep in Goddess’s control, I simply gave my physical form permission to follow her orders, commands, and suggestions. Had she asked for something I was not prepared to do—strip naked and wank off at a window, perhaps—I’m quite sure my mind would have rebelled and refused to comply.

Will her prediction that, from now on, I will instantly fall this deep immediately be true? To be honest, I hope it will be (and perhaps that hope is what will make it so). Instantaneous trance has always been a major part of my fantasies of hypnotic control and feminization.

One last note: The images used to illustrate this session are obviously not of me; they are actual pictures of a hypnotized woman that, I think, represent what I would have looked like, feminized and mesmerized.

 

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